Just fixing my health. As part of my quest to become a real health nut. I am stopping alcohol. I used to keep open that door because it seems to be better for communion, but it might be time to close it. If the rule I have in my head is "alcohol yes", then I can't say no to alcohol. If the rule I have in my head is "alcohol no", then I can't say yes to alcohol. Been messing myself up a bit with drinking alcohol.
Drinking plenty of Pepsi Max though (which I had this big insight recently I shouldn't be drinking). I get very dehydrated and tire of water.
I also need to wait for the effects of medication that will kick in tomorrow before I really feel well. So a short entry. This is also why I have not been posting.
I am reading the Law of One book V at the moment. Book five is different from the first four in that there is a lot more commentary from the Law of One trio that wrote the book.
Reflecting on this verse.
This from Jim:
The following information gave us some insight into how one’s choices
can be used in either the positive or the negative sense even when there is
the seeming interference of negative entities in the manner of what many
light workers call psychic attack and what we came to call psychic greetings.
We chose the term greeting to emphasize that there does not have to be a
negative experience on the part of the one who is greeted and that the
experience that the one who is greeted actually has is in direct proportion to
how that entity looks at the situation. If one wishes to see such a greeting as
a difficult attack, then that becomes the experience. One can, however, also
choose to see the Creator in all entities and events and can praise and seek
the light within any situation, and then that will tend to become the
experience.
When this latter choice is made the psychic greeting becomes a great
blessing in that it presents to the one who is greeted an intensive
opportunity to see the one Creator where it may be more difficult to see and
which, when accomplished, develops a great deal more spiritual strength
than may normally be developed without the negative entity’s aid in
pointing out the weaker areas of our magical personalities. Psychic greetings
can only be offered by negative entities’ enhancing our own free will choices
that are distorted towards service-to-self thought and behavior. Our poor
choices, usually reflecting a lack of love towards another or the self, get
magnified by the negative entity and bleed away our efforts to seek the light
and serve others until we are able to balance the situation with love,
acceptance, compassion, tolerance, and the light touch. This is why Jesus
said to “Resist not evil.” To resist and fight is to see someone or something
as other than the self, as other than the one Creator. That is the negative
path. The positive path sees and loves all as the self and as the One.
This is a hard line to hold. This kind of positivity and appreciation for the negative. I don't quite know how to process it. It is not something that comes to me naturally. It is not an understanding that naturally "flows" for me!
One of the other things that I have thought through. Talked about before, is Stefan Molyneux's definition of Love. "Love is our involuntary response to virtue, if we are virtuous". So that would not include malevolent aliens that have nothing better to do in their lives than sit there and try to mess up our lives psychically!
I wonder if what Stefan is talking about here is 'the pull of the magnet'. In that when they were talking about choosing an archetypal path. Astrology, tarot or the Kaballah. They said you choose the one where you feel the pull of the magnet. This might be what Stefan is referring to. Like... do we want to hang out with someone or not? An inner knowing.
But love as defined here. Seeing malevolent entities in a loving way is not quite that.
Regardless, whether I am right or wrong about these things. It seems to me that it is something that will take a long time to understand.
Conclusion.
For me, things are going well. For some reason. There is just a kind of click. A kind of luck. Things are just flowing more than they once were. I like my identity as someone who does not drink. Now that I drink a lot more water and have other healthy habits. I may be better able to handle the non alcoholic varieties for communion.
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