"Sucking all into it".
Before I begin this. I want to give an example of what I understand to be left wing politics. I have realised, now that I am writing up what I think my process for improvement is at the moment. That a great deal relies on right wing politics. I do wonder whether this "work" can be done if a person is left wing. I am not saying it can't be. But I will summarise what I think the issue is with it.
Say you have a private school and a public school in the same area. The populace are all texed. This is a small scale example so say it is £10 a year for the public school. There is also, as I said a private school.
30 of the inhabitants send their children to private school, and the other 70 go to public school.
The private school, as is the ideal and often the practice of the free market. Incentivices good behaviour. If there are lax teachers they are fired. If there are good ones they are promoted and their efforts go to further improving the school.
The public school works a bit differently. What do we generally know about the public sector? Well, the public sector has received money via the initation of force and redistribution of wealth. So it really does not value meritocracy so highly. The public sector does sometimes, but often it doesn't. It's survival is not dependent on it and there are other things it considers. Such as ideology, the person that is loyal to the ideology and the group beliefs tend to do better.
But once meritocracy gets taken out like this. Also, often, the Unions are powerful in the public sector. Being left wing. This means that every corrupt people that do not produce wealth. But are good at social manipulation and playing nice with the true believers. Or being true believers. Gain positions of power. These people are also corrupt and inefficient. So the school does not do as well as the private school.
When DOGE went into USAID, a lot of public sector workers were found to not be doing anything, and were thus fired. It seems likely to em that any public sector has this effect for this reason.
The public school and private school function differently. The private school produces results. The public school does sometimes. But other times it has entrenched corruption that leaches resources straight out of the school.
The public school starts to fail. They don't take any accountability. They don't fire the entrenched parasites. They simply don't do anything. To fix this problem they will need... more money of course.
And so taxes are raised. The taxes are now raised to £12 a year. Inflation and any other issue caused by governments is also happening. Such as money needed for war or something. That produces nothing for the populace. So the following year. 27 of the students in the town are in the private school, and 73 are in the public school.
The next year the same thing happens. Now 24 are in the private school.
The point being is that this kind of system functions exactly like how the Law of One described the negative polarity. In one of the sessions around the displacement 68 - 71. I think 69. The negative is like a gravity well, sucking everything into it.
Understanding.
I am going to summarise a lot of my understandings that are political and I believe help me in this overall process. Understanding, Acceptance and Forgiveness. Summarising that about the left I think is relevant.
It has become clear to me. It feels like. Or I have a hypothesis. Of what the process of understanding and acceptance means as a process. I have no idea of what forgiveness means yet, but will think it through at the end nevertheless.
The general understandings I think I have worked over in my life thus far are. I think I am into acceptance a little now which I will also summarise. This is going to be a short list indeed considering how long the list could be.
A) How my illness and health has effected everything.
Up until January 2023, I was of the general perspective that I was healthy when I was not. In fact, my health condition was extremely screwing me up. Effecting my behaviour quite a bit. Obviously this understanding was very relevant at looking over my life. (My health is far better now. Not all the way but better since I got new health tools in January 2023)
Not having a lot of successes is explained by this. When previously I didn't have a good explanation.
B) I am a spiritual person.
The Law of One and Human Design. Also mental health information and dream interpretation. Show that I am naturally a person who focuses very much on this stuff. For a few years I was not doing a lot of this.
C) Larger political dynamics.
Understanding things like DEI, feminism. Allows me to move about in the world with the knowledge that failure in the area of say... career. Might have other aspects to just my own personal effort.
D) Philosophical stuff. Such as my understanding that forgiveness without contrition is not legitimate.
E) Women stuff.
This single picture explains so much for men:
A lot of young women are being passed around by the top guys and a lot of the on the ground guys are not experiencing a lot of romantic success.
A lot of these things can explain to me why I am not doing better in the world and if I did not have them. I would be forced to introspect based on the idea there was something inherently wrong with me. I would have to investigate based on those ideas.
Another example which is relevant and important to the acceptance bit. I have also learned that a lot of my friends and such didn't like me. A lot of workplaces, the people there have not liked me and have gone to some effort to socially exclude me. Dream interpretation, astrology, and videos on narcissism and things have all informed this.
I also, understand a little that these people are also very often leftists, and very often disturbed in the head. The left wing ideas don't just mess up larger things. Such as our ideas on violence and free will. But it goes right down to personal identity and everyday choices:
Youtube (short): TaylorisOnline0:How the left has altered the idea of identity. May 23rd 2026.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/2VfXRsTLmMM
Acceptance.
Now acceptance is a different thing. I don't think it involves the process of mentalising so much in general. Or maybe even at all.
There is a point I want to come to about forgiveness as well. I have talked a lot on other blogs about my disagreement with the idea of forgiveness without contrition. And I can stand on the shoulders of Stefan Molyneux in that conviction. I have made very good points which people simply ignore if I bring them up.
There is a lot to accept here. In what I have summarised.
A) A chronic illness has severely screwed up my life and quietly stolen a lot of really good things. I talked about a friend I had recently. I realised I was quite ill when I knew her and for that reason I was much reduced in my ability to share good perspective and enjoy the friendship.
B) A lot of things here, have meant I have had a bad social life. One is the illness. Two is the left leaning ways of my former friends (and family sometimes). Three is lack of opportunity, linking but not exclusively from the illness.
C) On top of the lack of good things here, there is the presence of bad things. Such as bullying and social ostracism.
D) The same thing with relationships.
It is a lot to deal with. A lot to accept. For instance, I imagine if I was in a better social standing. People that I have known that one of us has broken off contact with, might not have been such an issue. If I had a girlfriend things might go more easily with my half sister. Connections with attractive women would improve many things such as that. Whether I would want said friendships or not, a lot of guys would have more to do with me if I had attractive women in my orbit.
So one of the things that needs to be accepted here is that people are like that. That they do see me like that.
A lot of these understandings, like political things, Q etc. Do not have anything to do with my personally. But help prevent my getting lost in unproductive ideas. Also, with the Q thing, faith.
Acceptance is of the body.
As I said before. I think acceptance is primarily a body thing. I think when the Law of One contact said Understanding, Acceptance and Forgiveness. They were talking about Wisdom, Love and Power respectively.
I think there are three things that work with acceptance. A) Applying understanding. Like, if I understand that I am a spiritual person, the more I do spiritual things the more I accept that. Meditation etc. B) The gym and body work in general. By cleaning out all the adrenaline from these sorts of situations, since a lot of this stuff stays in your muscles for years. I think you accept it on a deep level. C) Therapy, like counselling. Obviously some of this is now not functioning so well due to leftism. But in a primary sense, before you add in those problems. I think therapy does help with that. Even though therapy also does the understanding.
I feel in some way I can't articulate. Like, I can't explain WHY it is, but I feel strongly that it is. That this acceptance is a very effective revenge in some way. To hold the relevance of other peoples behaviours without flinching away from it seems to me more damaging than if we were to go out and actually find the person and screw them over.
These people are allergic to truth and just holding a truth like that is damaging to them. Even if it is just quietly felt within. Like, how the world tries so hard to tell you you can't have your own emotions, and especially angry emotions. Which is why the forgiveness without contrition ideas exist. It wouldn't be so important to them unless it effected something in the real world.
But like I said, exercise is the thing. I can't afford therapy but I am member of a gym. The amount of good feel I get from that can barely be described. I feel like I have been robbed sometimes after I go. Yesterday, I had written a youtube comment about how I did not like a lot of TV, including a show I have been watching. After I got home from the gym I just enjoyed it. I saw all kinds of depth in it and really enjoyed it. So I deleted that comment. It just feels good in a way I can't describe.
The Body and Forgiveness.
I wonder if this stage of the process has another function. Can we really forgive someone that is in a lot stronger position of power than us. When we are in a lower and possibly dependent position? I don't know if we can, I think, I suspect, that it is simply a situation that is too similar to a negative heirarchy.
For instance, if a woman cheats on her husband and has him over a barrel in relation to potential divorce court. From that position if she tells him to forgive, can he? I don't think someone can in this position.
Which is why I think the animal stuff is relevant. As we get healthier bodies and are more able to be in an animalistcally strong position. So our "forgiveness" can hold weight. I wonder if this is another part of the whole "Understanding, Acceptance and Forgiveness" process?
If things did work out for me, then it would change my power relation to a lot of said people.
And... Forgiveness.
I do not know what this actually means, I have not experienced it. It would seem to me to be hypocritical for me to talk on something I have not experienced.
There are a few general notes here though.
One: That perhaps when the Law of One contact talks about a "process", that means that the process is a thing that does not always complete in exactly that way? For instance, if the person does not offer contrition?
Two: As I just summarised. Could the process be stopped at acceptance if I do not get into a powerful enough position in an animalistic sense that such people would condescend to interact with me?
Three: I don't know if the Law of One contact was explaining this as the end of the spiritual process because Carla was very Christian. But if more questioning would have given more answers here?
Four: Like I said, I would need to experience something to be able to understand and describe it.
Anyway, those are my general thoughts on the subject.
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