Getting things right.

My "output" is currently in flux. 

I have had a mega success spiritually. I have got my meditation right. Meaning. I have been having deep, semi religious experiences meditating. One day it felt like I had got deep enough to feel a part of myself that just seems to have the answers. That just emotionally knows if a question is important or not. 

Part of the improvement has been reading dreams before going into meditation. I... obviously... have a very active and technical mind. One that kind of grabs things like a dog grabs a bone. When meditating. If the first thing I let my mind do is to focus on the dream interpretation. Which is hard work mentally. Very random. Very difficult to find patterns in... Then either I get insights. Mega bonus. I am very stuck on that particular month. Or my brain gets tired and I go into a deeper meditation. 

I had an article written about 2/3rds through. Talking about David Wilcock. Going in depth through the way I saw his mindset. Correlating it to my own. Which is very similar. Schizophrenic tendencies. Obsessed with the Law of One. Explaining how I think he might have been thinking. I think I have a significant advantage in my understanding in that I have looked both at the skeptics. And the other more positive sides of his output like understanding the Law of One. The time he spent at llresearch. 

But, I deleted it. It just didn't seem relevant. People are going to believe what they are going to believe. In many ways my new meditation has kind of blissed me out and lead me to believe that not a lot of stuff is important in general. 

I do want to mention one thing though. That is kind of political:

 

The comments revealed on that second image, that the son is actually doing very well. The parents show off about their son even though they have behaved like that. Apparently he never offered one word of complaint but then just cut them off.

What I am about to say actually does relate to the meditation. It was strange when I was meditating that there was some sort of conviction that "it is all in hand" when it relates to karma. Not only that there is some sort of grand plan to make karma happen. But that karma is somehow instantaneous. I may have to go back for more answers on this. 

The trouble is with meditation is it seems to strongly emphasize subjective sensations like that. That are not always that outwardly interesting. But if I had gained information from observation. Then it would be easy to express in a way that was clearly positive and helpful. 

The point of these two images though. Is the gender balance. In many many areas of life is clearly skewed towards the female. Without this fundamental situation changing. I don't see how we can move foward as a society. 

I had once imagined that at some time in the future, we would have a massive disclosure and a lot of women would realise that the feminist agenda came from a very negative place. That a lot of politicians they believed in are extremely negative people. That this would break the society in a way that would be obvious. And karmic.

But now I am wondering if that is not how it will go down? It could be simply that AI takes a lot of the jobs that women are doing. It could be that things just move around in a way that can't be directly challenged or articulated. But the change of which, would mean that a lot of the people that don't want to. Never have to confront how crazy their beliefs were, and how much damage they did. It would be consistent with how free will works. 

In my view. This has been an uninteresting post and I should probably wait for a little more clarity before posting again. Just an fyi.