Prayers of protection. The philosophy of prayer.

I am going to start off with a dream. Because it is a more interesting way to start off. Considering what I want to discuss. It is not idea ref free will. But the subject is so boring without the dream involved that I am going to include it. 

I have written here before about experimenting with coming off prayer and immediately. Bad things started to happen. I had a health problem that really put me out of action.  

But I have started to wonder if there is something wrong with the way I have been praying. And I can find another compromise. I will explain.

During my last workplace. I had this dream. In that workplace. I was quite ill. I worked quite hard. I was in a kind of very robotic zone. I used to sit at the end of my shift sometimes and pray. It would not be obvious to anyone, it would look like I was just opening up a journal and reading it. 

I was not getting on with everyone there socially. Because I only had enough energy to work and go home. And the work was, there was not a single seconds rest. It was just 9-5 work and nothing else. So I was too exhausted to speak to anyone, and did not have the free time to do so on shift. 

I had this dream that was related to this. Where I was trying to pray in the dream and it was utterly ineffective. I have wondered for a long  time what this was about. It was a strong dream. At the time I wondered if it was about free will, since I was praying sometimes at work, around other people. Who might not consent in free will terms to that energy being around them. 

It could have been anything. It could have been negative or positive. It could have been that the people there hated me and didn't like that protection being around me, so they could contrive a reason to get rid of me, so attacks could be more effective (I had stopped praying when something exactly like this happened!) It could have also been that the protection wasn't necessary. And was preventing positive things like connection. 

I have a stress linked physical health problem, and I wondered, after my last post and thoughts on it. Whether putting that much energy into protection is necessary and if it is in fact arming me with stress as I protect from a thing that is not there?

In the Law of One, there was a passage that related to Jim who had managed, by making a decision, to command his body to do something unexpected with his kidneys. Every little word is relevant in these endeavours it seems. While perhaps I am not at that vibration. This is still relevant wisdom.  

The prayer of Archangel Michael is one of those that I was saying: "Cast into hell Satan and all evil beings that wander the world for the ruin of souls". But I have no real demons in my life at the moment like that. In fact, I am in a fairly good position relative to where I could be. Since I have a health condition. 

There are also a lot of other prayers that I made up which, I suppose, function a bit like a Christmas list. Which is an aspect of Christianity I don't like. Also, some of it might be redundant. Talking about bringing gods plan to earth as thought that is not happening anyway. Regardless of if we pray for it. It might be a little against free market types of wisdom as well. 

There have been other things I have wondered about in relation to prayer. For instance, the Law of One stated at some point that they did not want anyone to dislike what they were offering. To them, it might be an issue if someone succeeds and people around them get jealous. Even though, there is nothing that it seems to me that is virtuous about that jealousy. To consider it. It may be that if we are doing things and opposing evil doers. This is something for the positive forces to consider?

If we live in this world and are in competition with others. They may not like if we were massively aided by some forces. It may work better if, when we are against others, that we rely on our own more human/ personal resources.

But with all the thoughts on the counter productiveness of prayer. What then of what I mentioned at the beginning? Not praying is also not good. For this, I am simplifying to only the Lords Prayer. It starts to make sense now when Jesus said that "they think they will be heard for their much speaking". 

I have also noticed that healers in general are not so focused on protection from negative forces. So perhaps that is because the energy going to healing is opposite to that used in opposition to others

What is the function of prayer? For me, it is the basic free will assertion that you accept what the positive spirits have to offer should they be inclined to want to aid you in some way. Perhaps there is only one prayer that is needed for that? Not a whole set of pages. 

But we'll see, this is an idea I am exploring.  

Overdoing it.

I am sure we have all done this. To make it worse. I was reading the passage in the Law of One and read the exact passage that refers to this. "It is inappropriate to move faster than ones feet may walk". Session 79.

We all have moments where we try and do to much in attempting to improve ourselves if that is our habit. Most people into the Law of One, Human Design, Dream Interpretation etc. Are on the ongoing quest to improve themselves.  

So yesterday:

• Communion.
• Prayer.
• Meditation.
• Read a Law of One session. 
• Use of a crystal.
• Use of a pyramid.
• Affirmations 

Bliss, was the result of all this. Utter Bliss. A warm feeling of security. A certain ease at communicating with others without resorting to... politics say, without even the instinct to draw off something like politics. Which is where my mind goes when I have run out of things to say. Also, a practical improvement and feeling of health, and even symptoms. Which I liked. 

BUT also, at the same time. There is nowhere for the energy to go. It feels good, but why? There is also a slightly disoriented tiredness. 

I am not doing any of these today. Even prayer. Since the feeling is very strong, but I need it to wear off a little.

For me, I imagine everyone has a set core of things to do. Prayer, meditation and reading the Law of One is what I will restrict it to for myself.

I am wondering partly the difference between me and Carla Rueckert who channeled the Law of One and that I think used all of these. I am not in the position she was in. She was being supported for a reason. So she could channel. She would also be a different kind of person to me. In that she was kind of asked by others to do things in a sense. People came to her or asked her to channel. But for me, a lot of my process is figuring out how to direct my energy. What to put said energy into. 

There is also this which is a potential theory as to why affirmations might work differently for the two of us:

The above is Carla Rueckerts chart. The below is mine:

  

Ra Uru Hu once said that people with an undefined ego/ will (the small red triangle), were the ones that needed all the 'law of attraction' kind of stuff. Perhaps affirmations comes into that. 

Perhaps with a defined will power, the affirmations are not needed because the ego is already focused in the desired direction? Perhaps not, just trying to put it together here.

Another point though is a non technical point. The Law of One was very specific that an overly technical perspective is not correct. Those are the technical reasons that MIGHT be correct. The practical reason though, is that with all that stuff, I did not have time to play music. And if I did it long term, I would have less tendency to do health things like the gym. 

As powerful and apparently positive as it is, getting "blissed out" (with very positive mechanisms rather than meth or something!). As much as it might be someone elses legitimate path. For me, there is an emptiness at the end of the day because music feels like a practical real world achievement. A practical real world benefit that helps me the next day and the day after. In a few years I can open a book of written songs and appreciate one or appreciate the skill increase after having played scales. In a few years, how many meditations or affirmations I have done might not matter. Meditation is powerful and positive. But the thing is with layering on all these different tools is that, they are just that, tools. Not an actual achievement. So it would make more sense to only use enough tools as actually practically improves something real world. 

The pressure to be heard.

I have been thinking this idea through a bit for a few days. But I was not sure that whether it was something only I have been experiencing. However, over the past two days or so I have seen a LOT of tweets on the same basic theme. I just checked the quote tweets on a tweet saying this and it just went on and on. I went to the bottom of the page about seven times and they still continue on. It's also one of many. 

A lot of people are saying on twitter. That they have been trying to speak to people around them about things going on in the world. Such as the US- Iran and various things linked to it. And people are just not interested. 

It has seemed to me, for a long time. That there are basically two world. It feels like. This has pretty much been the case for more than ten years. But everyone has started to notice and talk about it now. And the pressure is higher than it was. 

There is the world of people that look deeply into things. Deeply into stories. And there is the world of people that accept mainstream things and don't seem to accept much outside of that narrow band. 

It was like in the Black Lives Matter discussions. People would get upset about things. That a black person was shot and would frame them as innocent. The truthers would perhaps believe it for a split second and then would find out something like that the person had a mile long rap sheet or some other set of information making the main story very suspicious.

Then when the next black shooting came along. The truthers would be like 'Oh yeah, remember that last time we thought this was on the level and it was just a criminal'. And the mainstreamers were like 'What are you talking about?' Because they had not kept up with the media quietly admitting the truth. They still believed the official story on the earlier shooting.

This happened with many different areas. Climate Change. Terrorist attacks etc. 

It is the same now but in a different way. People are finding out about various things on X. An example was that Jacob Savage. Who said an entire generation of straight white men were kept out of the workforce. (I.e. a lot of workplaces went from 80% white men to 10% due to DEI, in majority white countries).

But there is no outcry in the mainstream. So if you mention this to a "mainstreamer". They will ignore it. DESPITE the fact that it has effected me very strongly and that I feel it is unjust. It goes a little way in decreasing strongly held bad feelings I have had about my apparent failures in life, and other linked things. It just isn't interesting to them, and they will not integrate it into their world view. 

So this is where the kind of battle is. As I have said before. I do believe in staying away from conspiracy material in general ("transcient" material, as the Law of One calls it). But there is a limit to this. There is a place where things directly effect me and my world view. Like the Jacob Savage article. There is a war going on at the moment. 

The breakdown. 

I have been thinking about related ideas for a while. It comes down to what the deep state agenda is. What are the techniques they have used on the population for their advantage? 

One of them, that I have thought over, is that almost all the celebrities we see every day are transgenders. Which means something very important. All the stories we get from celebrities are bogus. They did not start out waiting tables at "working class jobs-r-us" restaurant. If they did, there would be more of a natural sense of their family photos and their never is. It is always bizarre and artificial .And there would be more people coming forward with team photos of them with Nicolas Cage before he made it and such. 

This all sounds a bit bizarre. But stay with me. I think a lot of the targets of this kind of social engineering is not aimed at the conscious. But the subconscious. The rags to riches story tells peoples SUBCONSCIOUS, that it is possible for them or their friends to compete in this world we live in. Despite certain more personal and objective observations. We are always able to compete and lowly peasants with that 'spark of genius' in them will be let into the big leagues. 

But, it is false. As you grow up, you begin to really understand how fixed the class system is. There is no ladder out for the super talented. The point I was trying to make though is that this all works out in the subconscious. People don't consciously think any of this. But the impressions they get from the media tells the subconscious these things. The subconscious should also know the elite are transgenders. But I am not going that far into it. 

For a few years now. It has appeared to me. It has been stated in various symbolic ways. And it also seems to be believed by some others. That Q has taken over things behind the scenes. A lot of things we see are theatre designed to wake normies up. Even though the negative people are still doing negative things. Perhaps part of the curtain coming down is that they are doing it more obviously now. Such as the massive, sudden increase in inflation gets people curious as to this, and researching. 

So I have wondered, this is an annoyingly subtle argument. But I have wondered if there were negative control mechanisms placed in the mainstream media. This comes partly from noticing a kind of anger and frustration the mainstreamers have sometimes. I theorised that they normally get their fill of a certain kind of information. But they are not getting it. The mainstream control has been lessened. Even though it is not obvious to most of us. 

The kind of mainstream people filling narratives I think were being used is... "The centralised bureaucracy is in control". Going to war in the past was a far bigger affair. There was this long propaganda effort to justify, the Iraq war for instance. Every word was lies. But it was still a great deal of energy to push forward this idea that this was all being decided by very intelligent people in the liberal thinktank. 

It says to the mainstream people "You are in the right tribe". 

But one day this is breaking down I think. Is that Trump does not play by the rules. Trump does not do any of this. You just wake up one day and he has abducted the Venezuelan President. 

I think this is a prequel to what the world is going to be like in the future in reference to power dynamics. As a lot of these systems become less powerful. Eventually, once you have gotten rid of DEI and high IQ white guys start stepping in all over the place. A lot of the population will have to adapt to people just doing things and not consulting the committee of Karens to slow any potential action down to a stand still, preventing it, or reversing it.

This obviously has a lot of very serious implications for a lot of the population. It is rare in a society for a social group to go from low power to high power and thus. Not a lot are ready to deal with it. A lot of women have been dealing with a situation where a low status guy will always remain a low status guy. So being unpleasant and/ or dismissive towards him, carries no consequence. 

But if the social order was massively re-arranged. That might not remain the case. 

Conclusion.

The thing is with two competing, and opposing, world views like this. Is they can't both be right. The people on twitter put all the energy into actually learning the news and what is going on because this information will eventually have relevance. The mainstreamers hold the day, because they have had the stronger position of power for a long time. But eventually something will break through and the shoe will be on the other foot. 

It's hard to believe. But 10 years ago. The idea that Trump would be elected and doing all these things would be impossible to believe as well.  

Powerful Insights.

Had an extremely powerful insight. Extremely powerful. But also, one that distressingly feels as though it decreases my actual power and clarity in the world. But the world is this deeply unpredictable and magical thing.

I will go into my insight, what I think it generally means, and then I will fit my insight into my prevailing model. Which is built on the Human Design Chart. And some ideas I have about it's practical usage. 

Part of the questioning I have had for a while. One of the things just subtly working on me. Is that when I was younger. There was something, some energy, as to how things seemed to be going well. I have many times wondered what is now missing. This was in the people I met. But also, my energy being in a good place to be inspired towards music. 

I think I might have found what that thing is. It is reading up on astrology. Studying astrology. I have about ten Liz Greene books. The trouble is, when I used to read them, when I was first into astrology. I cannot remember a single thing from having read said books. It is likely that while reading them I had insights. But, I cannot recall them now. I do not remember anything about these books. So obviously, it is something that seems to serve no practical purpose. And something that it is logical I should get it out of my life. 

But no! I read a bit of Liz Greenes most recent book. On Jupiter. My life force returned in a way that I have not felt for a while and I went to playing my guitar. Aggressively! Determinedly. More than the scales I usually play.

I am more mature now. My physical health is better so I am less anxious. I have considered the value of culture and philosophy in a way that I didn't understand before. So I get how the astrology books are interesting. To talk about culture and mythology. Still though, the reason they are positive is for a reason that is not rational. A returning and increased power of my life force. Including even potentially synchronicities and other connected life things.

It also makes me think of something to do with the Law of One. In the Law of One book 4 perhaps, or perhaps late in book 3. There is a point made that people are tuned differently in relation to what they find interesting. So, people are either interested in the tarot, astrology, or the Kabbalah. Of course, the Law of One book 4 does discuss the tarot. And there is a feel with the Law of One book of engaging with that system of mythology/ symbology. 

And there is a difference to me with the tarot and astrology. Tarot has always felt as though it is an energy that engaged with others, that feels things are a certain way. Whereas astrology. Feels like it is tuning and improving the self. Astrology, to me, resonates more with the kind of insight that if you feel happy enough. Taking revenge on others is not necessary. Because the priority is yourself. 

The Human Design bridges/ combines each of these three systems. Astrology, tarot and the Kaballah. So even tarot insights might lead to further transferable insights. But the tarot has a different feel to it. And so, it might be that I stop reading the Law of One book 4. It might not be. I am not sure. 

But the journey of astrology is distinct and, for me, it is a lot more humble. Jupiter is one planet. There is so much information. With each point in the human design chart. It sits on a centre, that might be defined or undefined. It sits on a channel. It has an opposite in the I ching. That I ching is in an archetypal journey with a hexagram before and after it. It has a specific line. But also, it is highlighted by a specific planet. 

Learning the ins and outs of one single planet just seems like too much of a tiny bit of information to be working on. But, it feels good. It brings powerful insights. So even if it feels like that, perhaps it is in fact, the way,.  

The overall insight.

It is lucky, for me. That if I don't want to write a blog in a day, I just don't write one. My illness has taken a lot from me. But I do have a lot of free time. And I can spend most of the day in bed if I want (or have to!). But the fact that if I don't have anything to say, means I don't write. Means I don't have to be careful with my ideas. I would normally write this bit on another blog if I did have such a concern. 

I have a model I have worked on. In relation to the human design chart.

A lot of my thoughts on the human design chart has in some way correlated with Christian mythology. For instance, the cross of Christian mythology often feels to me like 'The incarnation cross' in the human design. 

But another idea of mine that relates to the human design chart is lightly correlated with 'the trinity'. 

Firstly, let us start with the concept from the Law of One, that people are either Wisdom. Power, or Love. 

I have taken that to mean that we have a fundamental thing that we are. So for me it is Wisdom. Then our North Nodes are the other two elements. So for me it is Love (Conscious North Node) and Power (Unconscious North Node)

This is what it is for me:

Incarnation cross. The Left Angle Cross of Refinement:- Wisdom. 

Conscious North Node: Love:- Gate 25.6. This basically correlates to meditation. If I do meditation this energy will be improved. And philosophy in general. Love of course is polarity on this particular density/ planet. 

Unconscious North Node: Power:- Gate 21.2. The reading of this is "Might is Right:- Powerful and Extreme reaction. Here the severest action will be most successful". For me. This is to do with music, I believe. It is a hard push to push forward with music. Part of this is because a lot of what I have to say with music. The way music simply summarises the direct truth of an emotional situation. Requires a bit of pushing. 

There is much to say about how this plays out, I have points connected to both of these. 51.1 and 45.4. There is interesting things to say about detriments here. But all that is not for now.  

But to the central point. The astrology.

I had assumed the incarnation cross is basically unchangeable. We do kind of end up doing our incarnation cross. It is just kind of relentless like that. Whatever social or personal situation we are in. The incarnation cross will work out. It is an energy that is always. Day in and day out. Doing its thing. 

I assumed it was kind of set. Kind of unchangeable. That my particular set of wisdom is tied to the Christian mythology. And to prayer.

But, I realised with this astrology insight, that it is more than that. There are behaviours attached to each thing. The way to move forward fastest I believe is the thing that your incarnation cross is doing (although we rarely get good insights here and spend a long time groping about in the dark!) I think, of all the points that might be effected by this. The astrology insight effects my wisdom. Effects the incarnation cross. 

I have more I am thinking. More to say. How it all fits in with the rest of the chart. How it is all practically applicable. But I have run out of the energy to articulate any further for today.  

Healing from evil.-

I am going to offer my opinion on something I am not qualified to talk about. But, I am not going to bother the girl that posted about it. This is just some general thoughts I have on healing and the way the conscious and subconscious mind work in general. 

I don't think X notifies someone when their post is "embedded" in a blog post. But it might do:

https://x.com/SamanthaTaghoy/status/2026364347115504075

This is a damn long post. It will not be necessary to read it all in depth to understand what I then say about it. Because I will summarise it's substance:

Post 1: 

Post 2:

Post 3:

Post 4:

 

Post 5:

 

A deep and painful part of existence. 

Horrors that most don't know exist and most can't imagine. Most of the population simply ignores the idea that anything like this is possible or happens. 

I was thinking here about what "healing" may entail in this example. I have had this idea for a while. That the subconscious mind is perfect in a sense, and it knows how to do the healing. 

That the goal then, in healing, especially when not really "healing", but having to remain alert and conscious. Is to push a lot of the pain into the subconscious, and then slowly bring elements to the conscious so that they can be processed. 

These are the steps in such a healing:

A) Step 1: The first step is to have faith in a high power. I have found this through the Law of One. There are many points to this. But part of this is prayer and a connection to higher positive entities. 

The reason for this, is of course many layered and specific to each persons psychology. But one of the benefits is that with regular prayer. A person gains protection from "something". The minds of the terrestrial and otherwise entities that would seek and send evil to people in general. 

B) Step 2: The focusing on what's good. 

Consider the Human Design Chart:

The focusing on the good is relevant, because one of the things that I am not sure is particularly good in psychology, is that it does not specifically do that. 

In this chart above. There are parts that are coloured in/ defined. There are also parts that are in white, they are undefined.

The parts that are in white, are not relevant for someone to engage in. They have no energy there. 

The problem with modern society is that it homogenises everything. The psychology of someone that has the solar plexus/ emotional centre defined. Perhaps with a link up into the throat. So this person NEEDS to express their emotions, to do otherwise would cause real pain. Is considered the same in modern psychology to someone who has an undefined emotional centre (as I do). Hence, does not need to engage in that kind of emotion.

Even knowing about this stuff. Staring at the chart for me. Has been enough to end extremely painful and compulsive emotional problems for me. I am emotionally undefined, (actually emotionally open). I have had times when emotional compulsions and connected problems. Where I have felt the emotion in the position of the solar plexus physically. Has ended by me being aware of the chart. 

C) Step 3: Alliance with the subconscious mind.

Through meditation partly. Keeping it under control. Bringing up what CAN be processed right now. But also, dream interpretation is good for this.

The Law of One mentioned that dreams are our higher self communicating with us. A problem so wide and malevolent in its scope I think, needs the direct feedback of the higher self. 

D) Step 4: Find meaning within this new set up. 

I will talk a little about my own situation and psychology. Which is nothing like this in its severity, but potentially something like this mechanically. 

But, like I talked about in a post dated 19th of February. There is a certain magic to finding out who we are and what we are here to do. A certain meaning that can perhaps be given even in these circumstances. But also, there are reliable habits that we can do pretty much every day as part of our 'path'. 

In the bible there is a phrase that the path is straight and narrow. Which, as I talked about in that other post. Means we are probably designed to do basically the same things every day. To choose a particular path and to go deeper and deeper on that. To maintain the same personal habits. 

Finding out what these are might be the solution given by "God" in a sense. To sort out even the most horrible problem like this. 

Summary:

My own experience that leads me to this, is that I have a medical situation. Which has effected my psychology. A lot of my life cannot be recalled easily and there was a huge sense of overwhelm. A lot of things are very confusing.  

It has meant that a lot of my life cannot be accessed through the traditional methods. I do not think things through and come to a solution like "Oh, because my mother said xyz to me as a child it lead to abc". Because my worst issue, is the illness. It is always first. And that cannot be analysed through such frameworks. 

It may be that this girl is doing exactly the thing that she is meant to be doing. Perhaps her straight and narrow path is fighting for justice. But a point here I wanted to mention. She has said that she cannot do the sexual abuse therapy. That it doesn't work for her. This could be a few things. A) It might be that she simply doesn't feel safe with the politics as it is and these things still happening. Which would be completely rational B) It could be that these things cannot be tackled head on. 

What I have talked about here, does not tackle things head on. It actually tackles things very slowly. After years of soft insights through meditation and dream interpretation. 

But if it is a workable healing formula. Perhaps it works. And that is quite good with a lack of alternatives.  

The "Inner Work".

This will be another personal post. I cannot, at the moment, produce thoughts and posts that "point the needle" in a specific direction. That discuss some sort of subject out there in the world. 

So this will be about my 'inner work'. And you are invited to read no further if that is not of interest to you. 

Inner work.

What I mean by inner work is that, as referred to in the Law of One. Although not quite like I am going ot talk about it. And as referred to in the everyday world even. The psychological world. How I would define "inner work" is the process of finding insight into yourself, into taking those sensations, memories, emotions, the substance of your life, and organising it for some use in relation to positive service to others purposes. 

So, an example might be... I have had xyz experiences with women. I go to therapy. Then I read about about women and talk to friends about them. Then I have a successful relationship. So the initial feelings of confusion and anger about the experiences with women is transmuted into something positive. 

But of course, that is a nice, clean, and (probably) unambiguously positive example. With no nuance. In real life, a lot of the inner work is taking things that are within us and just moving them, only a miniscule amount towards being somewhat more positive. Not all the way into a realised physical behaviour and change in your life. Just a bit more positive than it was before. It is also more messy than that in general. Generally the initial bad thing that caused a problem in the past. Branches out into a lot of areas not just one like this. 

But, this is the general principle. Take what is inside and manage it to produce a good result. The Law of One talks about a general guideline of 'accept thyself, know thyself, become the Creator'. 

What does that mean in practice? That means that all the crappy, resentful, angry, pathetic parts of ourselves. That these things are not just to think about mildly, then have a drink and forget about. But taking these parts of ourselves is the route to moving forward in a positive manner. 

Schizophrenic patterns. 

I originally had schizophrenic patterns of thinking. There was a physiological issue pushing this strongly. So I had no free will... Effectively. I sometimes think about times in my life when I have not appeared to have free will that I can identify. 

So there were two things I used in this place. A place where my mind was effectively not working properly. One was David Wilcock. Who only provided a certain amount of focus. The other, when I had difficult times with women. Was that I started listening to Stefan Molyneux. This was because I was heavily blue pilled at the time and needed some context for female behaviour. As I have stated in earlier blogs. I feel that red pill, with its more realistic take on female psychology. Can allow a guy to not be a burden to women by not having innaccurate ideas. (As an example, acknowledging women have a lot of options)

But also, another reason I went over to Stefan Molyneux. The world and its vastness. The relative isolation. My understanding of the negative polarity and conspiracy theory. I perceived this giant world and that I needed to 'fall behind' someone in a sense. Support someone. So that that person could push forward in cultural ways. 

The thinking is a little bit negatively polarised. Or, disciplined in a way that does not serve. Stefans world view is one that kind of dots all the i's and crosses all the t's. To listen to him regularly I can align my thinking along the lines of his world view and world meaning (Reason, leads to Virtue, leads to Happiness).

Collapse of structure.

But you can see how this all leads in a very structured direction. My feelings are kind of wrapped up in a bundle and placed behind these ideas. Funnelled into these concepts of meaning. 

But, now a lot of the initial catalyst has dissolved a bit. As my physical health has improved. Not all the way. But significantly. Dream interpretation is also a big positive for schizophrenic types of conditions (Ref Elinor Greenberg). So the initial catalyst that motivated me has now changed. 

Without an overarching viewpoint to put things together. What it leaves me with is a bunch of feeling that are unordered. To just sit with all of them until I can in some way order them myself. 

The Law of One does not provide a strong overarching idea. It does provide some. But it is all couched in the constant reminders that everything is a constant mystery. There are not so many real world grounded concepts in the Law of One. 

So each emotion has to be experienced and slowly placed into its meaning. 

Conclusion.

I feel that this is my Saturn- Neptune insight. The astrology is interesting at the moment. Saturn Neptune, and this is the eclipse month. Two eclipses. Saturn Neptune conjunct over my North Node. It is a small and subtle (Neptune) but powerful (Saturn) change. 

Reflecting on the left. Session 68.17

I said in a recent blog post, that I had fallen out with Stefan Molyneux's view of the world. He said, very explicitly. At about thirty minutes in FDR podcast 6303. If anyone of his followers chooses to "break bread" with evil doers/ the left, then they should not follow him. 

It was explicit, and passionate, and not something I needed to bring up again. But this morning, I woke up, and the subject is relevant to this morning. This exact subject turns up:

https://x.com/PWestoff/status/2027306364188389750

I am in a different position to Stefan. He has endured a lot. And the idea that he, with all his intelligence and power as an individual. A truly next dimensional intelligence. I think, according to his own ideas of life (heavily EvoPsych). It is unlikely he would have been able to avoid personal involvement in his philosophies and ideas. To have his emotional survival imperatives reflect into said philosophies. 

Stefan has had to endure all kinds of malevolent madness in this life. First his mother. That was a mad person, in and out of nut houses, that beat him. Then, as well as I'm sure many experiences that were not talked about. He had a lot of personal friends who tried to sabotage him due to his philosophies opposing their world view. And as he became famous. They became positively feral. Trying to shut down his speeches and such. Bomb threats. The works. 

Compromise: 

This was not my experience. I live in a sleepy, highly highly left wing town. I have known girls that look precisely like those in the dancing pic in the tweet. A lot of them look like that. With the crazy hair. The somewhat childish lack of seriousness even once they are "adults". The same body language. 

I also have a mother. Who is a nurse. Who is a casually left wing sort of individual. With the Boomer more casual left. They do not have a good grip on what the modern left have become. They do not have a good grip on modern woman psychology. The amount of degeneracy. That might have been growing in the 70's and 80's, but was nowhere near where it is now. The violence the modern left is willing to engage in was not understood by them, Life was simpler for them.

Another individual these sorts of thoughts refer to, in my view. Is someone like Carla Rueckert. Someone that the Law of One contact themselves stated was doing extremely well in her spiritual practice. In her Union with the Creator. But that was left wing. 

Discerning that the left is in fact evil. In it's true form. Is beyond the scope of this article. But what I am hoping to explain here is that the left is made up of two types of individuals. Those who, are somewhat motivated by it's more negative features. And those who, are simply not that aware of them, but whom remain good people. I would say that this quote in the Law of One explains this position partly.  

Questioner: I am interested in how the first distortion applies to the negatively polarized entity misplacing the mind/body/spirit complex. Why is the negatively polarized entity followed to the place of negative time/space? Why would one of us freely follow the entity?

Ra: I am Ra. The positive polarity sees love in all things. The negative polarity is clever.

"The positive polarity sees love in all things. The negative polarity is clever." 

I have seen reflections of this. Wondering if it has been casually expressed in fiction:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghSq2qlwrs0

So I am wondering if this is how the left is. The positive polarity sees love in all things. A lot of people that are otherwise positive people, especially women. Caring, friendly, warm. Are on the left. Because they are basically positive and have been 'tricked', in a sense. 

But this does not mean that the left in general are all like this. 'The negative polarity is very clever'. Basically means that negative people are extremely committed to practiceable methods of deception. This does not just mean higher etheric entities. Propaganda. Governments. The evil that exists in the sense of a kind of all seeing Satan. But also reflects the internal workings of a leftist group. Some of those people in the leftist group have chosen this philosophy because, they are what they are, and they are exactly where they have intended to be. Promoting a political system that leads to mass tyranny, torture and death of the population.

Here are two X posts that show that:

 

https://x.com/PlatoonPod/status/2027415587551412318

https://x.com/FreyaVanadiss/status/2027313633647092017

Conclusion:

For me, I cannot go along with Stefans rules, which he attaches to his entire philosophy. Of not interacting with the left in general (as he defines them, "evildoers"). Now I could justify this to myself. Try and find a way through the cracks. But to relate to people wishing that you could not be relating to them is to have an exploitative attitude towards them.

My best option as far as I can discern. Is to simply relate to people as they are whatever their political affiliation. While of course, being mainly focused on spiritual matters.