The path is straight and narrow.

Karen Mitchells psychopathy research. 

All day, I have been drafting in my head, an incredibly intense blog, taking in information from a women called Karen Mitchell. Who wrote a new book on psychopaths - or what she calls Persistently Predatory Personalities. Upending a lot of what is said about them. Adding in a lot of research and context which takes an understanding of them. An understanding of this subset of conscienceless people. Far closer to what the Law of One talked about in terms of service to others entities.

When I was young, a teenager, I got really interested in psychopaths. I have brought a lot of books on the subject. But what they talked about was a creature that was a different thing, it was nowhere near what the Law of One conceived of as 'service to self' behaviours. 

Karens perspective is that these types of people are strongly, strongly averse to any revelation of the kind of people they are and so, a lot of them go into psychopathy research and intentionally skew it. One source that she quotes says that about 85% of their behaviours and energy goes towards making sure they are hidden from the world. So they will go to a charity and not even do any of their evil deeds at that charity, since the charity for them is serving only one function. They will create entire marriages just to shield themselves from scrutiny. 

I was then going to branch out and think about what that might mean for our society. Because for me, it changes the perspective. As I read this, it changes my perspective on what societal problems really are. A lot of people think the problem is ideological capture, or sin of one description or another (lust, greed), maybe lack of tradition and familial and community connections. But for me, understanding these personalities shifts my perspective on a lot of what the problems might really be and what is needed to fix it. Even in traditional societies, these types would have existed. It may have been what has caused a good amount of the fuel for feminism (both the trauma of male abusers keeping women in marriages, and sociopaths then becoming part of feminist causes).

This expanded out into political and various sociological thoughts which I have decided are of a transcient nature. So I wanted to focus on what we might experience during this specific moment in history. I don't think it would be an understatement to say that a lot of our society is dysfunctional. With things like a broken economy. It is dysfunctional in a way that cannot be ignored. In a way that interferes with our lives even if we want to stay away from 'transcient' matters! 

Powerlessness.

Focusing on myself but I am SURE that my experience is relevant to many others. (But not every other!) There really isn't a lot that I can physically do to change my circumstances in any meaningful way. I cannot get a job. I have a medical issue limiting me from some roles. The jobs I apply for I barely even get responses to for years on end. 

A similar thing, a similar lack of power goes for both potential intimate relationships and friendships. I suppose it is not 100% that if I approached a girl and such it would go badly. There are lots of degenerate unemployed that do sleep with a load of girls (but even that is not necessarily a thing of motion. A thing that grows into a productive relationship!). But, to me, it is highly likely this would be the case, and if you add in disability, and the lack of previous experience, as an issue, it makes the whole thing even more difficult. Friendships are somewhat similar. My life is limited due to the disability and the issues it creates where a lot of my friends have a lot going on - they have grown up and become adults with responsibilities. My power over those situations is not particularly high - I might not meet them for years on end if they have other things going on. Not least because I don't have any particular leverage in these situations.

That sounds like moaning doesn't it? Maybe it is. But it is also serving to illustrate something that is relevant to this post. My relative position of powerlessness. Both the bible and the Law of One though, mention the straight and narrow path. I have often come back to this teaching in thinking things over.

What do I have power over then?

While, it is not much, in the everyday sense of the world. These are not things that have real material effects. I do think there are things I do have power over and that I can do that may eventually improve my situation. 

The gym. My stats are unchanging. I have one of those good scales that measures everything like body fat, bone density, muscles mass etc. None of my stats are changing. They are going up and down but not changing. Nevertheless, they do not need to. Changing myself into someone that exercises regularly is a long process, and I am reliably able to get to the gym. 

The gym is one of those things that you can work at for a long time, an annoyingly long time apparently, and not see much change. Then suddenly, you do. So the gym is one of those things that you just plug away at and then perhaps later get results. You do the same thing every week. So it is like a straight and narrow path. Only improving on basic things in relation to it. Like nutrition or stretching or other surrounding things. 

Dream interpretation, the Law of One, and philosophical teachings: All of which take up a position that gains very powerful insights. Extremely positive and powerful perspectives. But none of it can necessarily be translated to material success except indirectly. You feel better in the day so you are more active or more engaged perhaps. 

The insights I get from dream interpretation are really next level. They give me insights into people that those people would not suspect. 

The only other area is meditation, prayer and affirmations. So spiritual practices that are a little more grounded.

In a sense, in a situation where I am powerless, any of these particular practices might mean a breakthrough or might allow me to take advantage of changes in the political landscape.

Same for everyone?

Even though as I said I have friends who have more going on in their lives. More 'adult responsibilities'. This does not mean they have more power. If someone has a child for instance, they are controlled by the childs needs, a similar thing once you have a business, money and bills. 

Continuing reflections on Session 5.2.

Fun Science Fiction. 

Before I go on, I want to say something that will come back later. I have recently finished watching 'Twelve Monkeys'. It is a very good show in relation to todays TV shows. Of which, in my view, outside of a few gems, often has a lot of shortcuts and lack of coherence and such. 

Twelve Monkeys is the same in a way. The time travel storyline and emotional arc of the characters turns out to not make a lot of sense in my view. But the story is well enough put together to be good and there are some genuinely creative ideas in it.

One of them is the red forest. In this show, when a time travel paradox is created. It changes a forest from normal to red. Meaning the plants and such are all red. If people then take the leaves of these plants and put them in tea. They can time travel. Or time travel/ have a psychedelic experience. It is kind of both. 

What is good in the show though is what a lot of shows do good. They set up the mystery amazingly. The characters are quite interesting. The show is extremely fun with a lot of action scenes. But overwhelmingly. The show creates this sense of mystery. This 'mystique'. You don't know why big things are happening and then some secret group or some time travel thing explains it. 

Emotions and Jealousy.

I mentioned before I am trying to get a handle on the healing advice given by the Law of One in session 5.2. A quick summary is that the first part is to do with finding opposites of emotions and 'balancing' them. The second part is to do with accepting the self. 'It is not for a being of third density to pick and choose among it's attributes'. 

In relation to the first part. The emotion I started with is jealousy. It is just where I intuitively went because it is something I don't have much experience of... I don't think. As in, it might be showing up in my life but I am not identifying it as such. But the sensation, if it is there, is not at all like the way others have shown it to me. I have seen people get aggressive and angry to the object of their jealousy. Which I have not experienced.

My first insight here is that 'what is the opposite of jealousy?' Thinking about another line from the Law of One. When they were describing sexual blockages: The second blockage is orange ray. The desire to be possessed or the desire to possess. Then is the yellow ray. The desire to control of the desire to be controlled. 

So this clearly shows the opposite. Interestingly here 'the desire to be controlled' is not something often discussed in our culture. Because our culture likes victim culture and wants to make out the 'controlling' partner to be the devil incarnate. But I suppose there are a lot of reasons someone would actually want to be controlled. If they don't like making their own decisions and such? Anyway, that is a side note.

So jealousy then, would be the desire for others stuff - it's kind of also for their 'life force' as I have seen it. Or, is the opposite? The desire that others be jealous of you? I do actually experience that. I experience that as a kind of legitimate 'revenge'. If I were successful, then other peoples punishment for what I perceive to be bad/ disrespectful behaviour, would be to be on the sidelines and ignored, feeling jealous of my achievements and life. 

The kind of thing that is very much shortcutted when you have a disability. 

I talk a bit about how I have not had social experiences in my youth and that that is not a good thing. While it has often been a cognitive thing for me. I have set in my mind a pathway that I believed from the mainstream world that was not followed. Go to University type of place. A sequence of friends and girlfriends. Some time lived in a kind of hedonistic existence of working but mostly partying and then settling into a job and such with a long term partner/ wife. The social experiences were a prequel to that. A necessary building block. Without which, none of the rest of it happens. 

But, is it cover for a more emotional experience? As I went walking the dog today I saw two attractive young girls loading a car. Moving or something. The feeling I feel then... Is it jealousy? I don't associate the feeling with jealousy because it is not directed AT anybody. There was a guy with them. That I just didn't care about. I don't look at the guy and hate him and want what he has. When I have experienced people being jealous towards me they hated ME. They would make comments about what I had said about music as an example. Since I genuinely practice. But there is still something there that might be comparable to 'jealousy'. A feeling or something?

It is also related to entitlement. People that feel jealous on some level feel entitled to have the thing that they are jealous about (i.e. music ability). That would seem to be linked in there somewhere. 

Acceptance.

The acceptance side of the equation. When I am in nature, I passionately am reaching for something 'higher' and 'other' than this world. Tolkien once wrote that the value of fantasy is partly to enrich our experience of the world. So if people are reading about talking trees as an example. When they are out walking near trees they might think more about trees.

Linking back to my 'red forest' point at the beginning. There are other shows and books that have increased my thought and curiousity about nature. The weird super mold in The Expanse for example.

But when I am looking around at nature. I am trying to get myself in the moment to experience something 'other' than this world. It is a strong feeling. As I discussed in a previous blog. That kind of power, as talked about in sci fi. Would be able to undo the massive evil we see in the world today. I imagine what it would be like that some weird time travel thing changed and the nature that I am around turns to red. 

In The Expanse. One of the most satisfying things in the book was that the supernatural mold that would do loads of stuff would not be controlled by the very limited and often 'bureaucratic' people in the story. I often experienced when I was younger a desire for something supernatural to 'break the will' of all the people that insisted on living in the real world and rejected the supernatural that I believed existed (I have grown from this now!)

But, this was what I experienced ALL DAY most of yesterday. When I prayed, that feel did go. I do feel it is easier to just appreciate 'what is'. 

So where the 'acceptance' comes in is that I am a spiritual person. I do need to pray daily. That this is just the way it is. While a lot of my intellectualising does not conclude that prayer and that mindset is super important. That is nevertheless part of me. Perhaps a part I struggle to accept. 

Learning the Ways of the Body. 

I got a little bit of an idea what the Law of One was referring to when it talked about understanding your body and then other peoples body. Perhaps this:

Youtube: Proscopa Insights: How To Judge People By How They Look Physionomy Explained: August 1st 2026.

https://youtu.be/p7g65k0Vtiw?si=QhL3k4USn45_rWhW

I recall looking up physiognomy about a decade ago and there was just nothing on it. It appears to have grown in popularity, if you search for a book on Amazon there are now a lot of books on it. 

Anyway, so those are my thoughts for today.  

The basics. Transits.

Every day I see some sort of incredibly evil disgusting thing on social media. I follow rape gang survivors on there. We see the fallout form Lindsay Clancy and other things. 

It has often made me feel powerless. Has often made me reach for a reason for it all. Or if not a reason. Some way to process. Some wisdom that will bring light to it. Even if that wisdom shows something dark. 

Also, when I watch science fiction, and a thing which is also linked in my mind to the kind of tools I talk about on here. I also yearn for a truly spectacular power to become obvious. Like, if you are watching a science fiction film. Then huge global problems get sorted out through things like time travel and ancient prophecies. 

Astrology is one of these things that does feel like it brings along some sort of meaning in that area. Even though so much pain is tied to the way the world is at the moment. Things have palpably shifted now Saturn and Neptune are in Aries. We have gone from the left having control over everything, especially the narrative. Now we have moved to more obvious pushback.

I was not going to talk about this today. It feels too petty, too personal. When I played out some of these annoyances in my mind I just didn't think they were important enough to put into this blog. BUT, then I saw the human design basis for these things. It all added together so perfectly, that it felt like it brings some value. Partly, to show the power of these systems. And in the hope, that these grand transits are slowly showing a pattern, which we can observe. Where evildoers face consequences. Where Gods plan is revealed and the higher positive forces are proven to be powerful, not inert. 

I have mentioned a few times recently how interest in philosophy is something that is taking up my attention. I have mapped out the parts of my life that are relevant to each nodal point. The nodes are important I think. Because they tend to show exactly what behaviours are needed. They relate to the real world. Where the incarnation cross is something we just do whether we intend to or not. We just 'are' our incarnation cross. Whereas, we do or do not do our nodes. 

For me: Conscious North Node in 25.6. Relates to my meditation, spirituality and philosophy. Personality South Node: Gate 46.6: Relates to the classic psychotherapeutic approach. That which can be changed. Your parental story etc. But for me, the behaviour that is relevant here is exercise. Going to the gym. Unconscious North Node: 21.2: The body is very different. The North Node here is less clean but is more powerful. This relates to me to playing music: South node 48.2: This tends to be all the unchangeable darkness. So things that cannot be changed. This is where a persons 'autism' or medical conditions would be. The behaviour here I suspect is paying attention to research on manipulators. Narcissists/ Psychopaths etc. Because where my physical and mental health is less than good, it gives me a vulnerability. 

This is a fairly unique take on the nodes. I built it from pretty much the ground up. 

At the moment, I am feeling a kind of frustration. I thought the Conscious North Node, 25.6 was unchangeable at some point. But now I realise that it has changed. The 'light'. The good stuff. Has moved incrementally for me. It used to be the Law of One and theology. But now it is moving over to philosophy a little. 

The trouble I am getting is that I am getting myself together now. Am interested in philosophy. Am interested in a lot of things. But the world is giving me a big block. At the moment, it has become clear that it is interesting to look into philosophy and other things. But it is close to impossible to communicate any of this to anyone else because... They are just not interested. There are many other anger causing ways this manifests stretching right back into my past and political concerns and such. People 'expect' the kind of left wing egalitarianism mindset. And that is at odds with reality for me. 

And this is where the transit comes in. Transiting Neptune is sitting on Gate 25.6. It is retrograding back over it. Now doesn't that transit just perfectly match the experience I mentioned?

So, there is a very Neptunian block here but there is a solution. That solution is the only thing that feels any good at the moment... The gym! 

Most of the issues that are created in that high level cerebral kind of mindset. Of thinking over philosophy and other things. Can be simply met by a grounded and joy filled celebration of the real world and the body. By going to the gym. It brings in a kind of animal, simplistic, enthusiasm, which is the opposite of that previous energy. 

I believe Neptune transits are very important. They relate to that kind of dream world. To Law of One types of things. 

The two eclipses. Closing up emotional investigation.

Firstly, I have ended my experimentation on 'healing ideas'. Along the lines of where my intuitions were clearly carrying me. 

I was reading this book, which was one I brought more than a decade ago, to look into this area:

An avid leftist this woman is. Although she has toned it down since I checked her blog about five years ago. The first chapter references Emotional Intelligence by Daniel Coleman as a good book. 

Nevertheless, the woman has a skill. She used to be very into energy work which was where I originally found her. She wrote a fantastic book which is still in print despite the fact she no longer believes energy work is real! 

Anyway, so I started reading this and she speaks well and informatively about how emotions work. She starts talking about how emotions can go two ways but we often need to put them along a kind of 'middle way'. So people either repress their emotions, perhaps intending to deal with them later. Or they release them all the time and at inappropriate times. The example she gave, which is quite fitting to the current news cycle. Is getting angry at a baby. 

She says it is never appropriate to get angry at a baby so you need a third avenue. To channel the emotions somehow... You know... Like music! Then when it got to the part where it talks about exercises to access your emotions... Well I could go no further with this book. If my life has given me the perfect way to access my emotions, like I talked about. It is also the only real way I have been able to access my emotions my whole life. Meditation, dream interpretation and the gym are close seconds. Then it seems pretty obvious that music is the way, and it is not useful to pursue other avenues. 

It also feels mildly cowardly to avoid music as an avenue for this, and also lazy, since gaining in music ability to make songs is hard work. The feelings that come out in music are raw and create vulnerability. For instance, I have a song about my sister. It expresses a lot of loving feelings for her. About a sense of misery I have at watching her get lost in politics. I have attempted to excise any positive feeling I have for my sister, with all sorts of ideas and philosophies, because I feel her to be contemptuous of me, the affection I feel is... unreturned, as though I were a nuisance; I have not been able to communicate with her. But the music tells the truth. 

The 12th of August Eclipse:

I believe this to be very significant and will lay out how I think it is working in our lives and in my life:

The aspects for the Sun and Earth:

Sun: 4.2: The recognition of limitation in oneself and others leads to tolerance and the suspension of judgement.

Earth 49.2: The potential to explore every possibility before rejecting. 

It is also worth referencing the entire thing. Conjunct the South Node in Leo would be about expressing warmth and heart but that not being useful. That being an aspect 'of the past'. 

The Sun in gate 4.2 has been very strongly something I have talked about here recently. Recently, I have been reacquainted with a close friend I have known VERY well. Someone I know a great deal of their backstory and how they have acted since they were about four years old. Someone that I would know if they were lying. The realisation I have gotten from this is the reality of mental health issues, like autism and ADHD. I am the kind of person that would not dismiss out of hand the idea that a lot of people talking of these issues are lying for personal gain - as does happen, and as is discussed. But in this case, I know the person well enough. 

The day itself, in the eclipse. I was near a landmark that people were going to to view this eclipse. Hundreds of people. Probably thousands actually. A whole long road with people camped along the whole thing even before you get to the landmark. 

I saw a lot of young people, a lot of couples. A lot of examples of the social experiences I have missed. Hanging out with groups of mixed gender friends. 

The gate 49 is the one that very strongly shows this feeling. I used to get very paranoid around concepts like these. About being deliberately socially ostracised and while I cannot remember exact instances. I suspected strongly the gate 49 is the part of the chart relevant to these feelings for me. I have the 19 hanging on an undefined root in the conscious Earth. Undefined often means it needs support from the world. 

I do not know precisely what that precise line means. But I know the general area it is talking to. The general area is this entire area of socialising. 

To me, it is likely letting go of all this stuff. Even though I have talked about letting go of precisely this. It is easier to make up stories you don't know if they are true when you are not in contact with people. The changes in my life show that this is now becoming a real thing. Letting go of the past... Or not. 

Reflection onto my personal chart:

Obviously the points in this chart effect us personally. My conscious Mars is in gate 4.1. So just next to the Eclipse Sun here. What I think this is, has a huge effect on, is my philosophy, and my investigation and commitment to philosophy. 

Before in my life, as I have previously mentioned here. I read the Law of One, but did not deeply research it and apply it. I also was very connected to David Wilcocks ideas on everything. So all my 'spiritual energy', or maybe it is 'mental energy'. Got lost in unproductive mad thoughts like that. But now that cerebral energy is very relevant to the world. When people bring up moral issues. Which are most of life it sometimes seems. I can run it through philosophy. Which is, ironically, a far more solid contribution to any discussion than conspiracy. 

This is a big change which might reflect on all these things. Ultimately, what I now know. Is that as desireable and sweet as those social connections are. Many, many of them are traps waiting to happen because people don't have a solid commitment to virtue. 

It definitely changes the interaction. Before, I was me and my life force and no real standards. But with the addition of the philosophy, including a proper understanding of the Law of One. There is a change there. Which effects all these issues a great deal.  

The coming Eclipse:

Sun: 59.6: The tendency based on personality or circumstances to accept only temporary unions that may be otherwise impossible or dangerous to continue. - The power of intimacy regardless of conditions. 

Earth 55.6: The possibility of finding the spirit through materialism. 

The goal and mythology of astrology. If astrology was put into a fiction film for instance. Is the accurate and prophetic accounting of the things that are going to happen. Like, what a Nostradamus prophecy is meant to be. 

In practice, I have found that to be close to impossible. Perhaps I am not yet experienced enough for that. Or perhaps it is not possible? It is unlikely I would have had the foresight to explain that entire chain of reasoning on the August 12th eclipse had I not had the experience I had had on August 12th. 

Gate 55 is not connected to anything in my chart. I do not recall a single experience or awareness I have had around the gate 55. Mars in the gate 39 energising transiting Earth in gate 55 should be quite intense, Gate 59 is a little different. People with the gate 59, they do dissolve those barriers. 

These transits could be a movement that makes something new over the failed previous social energies. An entirely new social direction not related to all those thoughts. A relationship perhaps. Not encased in a larger friend group. 

But, I don't know how it will manifest. This ends my thoughts on these transits.  

De- tuning.

I think it is becoming more important for me to stay 'tuned' at this part of my life. 

I had a dream tonight. It was one of those dreams where you know you are dreaming, and you want to get out of the dream, but you cannot. I call entities to get out of that state. But the thing about this dream was that it was not a dream. I was in a completely black space. 

Horrifying obviously if you know what this is hinting at with reference to the Law of One. I think it is a warming. The warning is that I am at a point now where yielding to temptations is going to be costly.

This has happened because, I was doing meditation daily and feeling fantastic. I have also been going to the gym although have missed this week outside of learning stretching (which is more like very light resistance work some of it). 

But as I meditated, and felt great from the exercise. Playing music is a good thing as well. I started to doubt the use of 'prayer'. Wondering if I still need it if I am getting the positive effect of meditation.

When I don't pray. I get a bad luck. I just meet people that are not good luck in the same way. People I don't think I would meet if I were 'protected'. Life just coincidentally works out a bit worse. 

Which is what happened here. One by one small little temptations crept in. I was eating chocolate. I had some wine with my communion, as I felt stressed, and wine a bit later. Then I didn't meditate one of the days, thereby breaking a streak. Caffeine stops me sleeping normally after a short while. I am just not quite as rested. I just can't quite get to a normal level of relaxation. Which I am feeling now. I am feeling the level of relaxation below what it would have been had I had a bar of chocolate. 

It's just a slight thing that leads to another detuning thing and another. But it started with stopping prayer.

I realise this is a very self centered post .While I do mix my experiences with what I am saying in most posts. This has been fully based on myself. But I do think that we all do experience this in some manner. Readers here are most likely to be of this kind of leaning. For you, it might not be caffeine or alcohol that creates the problem. Many people barely respond to caffeine it seems to me. But we all do have our equivalent temptations. And the spiritual journey that we are on is important. Especially as we get it right and thereby, have more power so the negative effects of yielding to temptation are more costly on ourselves and others. 

I am hoping I am getting to the end of these little experiments and will eventually be able to just pray everyday and meditate, either very frequently or every day. 

Experimenting with healing ideas.

I feel... Fantastic. I have gone to a class on stretching at my gym. Although it was less stretching really as 'resistance training'. I really need quite an involved exercise program to improve from my current state. Not just weights, stretching as well, and other lifestyle changes. 

I talked recently about Session 5.2. in the Law of One. I have had two recent experiences in wondering how to access the emotions that it talks about. One of them that did not feel particularly authentic and relevant. But I will not be discouraged that easily. The second felt like it was very powerful. 

The first was, I have not been able to seriously get to the investigation of emotion yet, I am reading a book on it. But I did get an insight or thought about the area. The first stage of session 5.2. is being able to quieten the mind, and I have meditated six days in a row now. 

I had an insight that if the example the Law of One gave was that where you have patience, you should find your impatience. So find the negative part even if it feels like you are kind of OK. 

I have not felt jealousy to my memory. I don't know what the opposite of jealousy is. Detachment? It feels like I don't process or have interest in other people enough to have jealousy. Even if they have things that are desireable. 

But since thinking this kind of thing I have kind of got an intuitive jealousy. I felt a little jealous reading Neitzsche and feeling like he is a genius. A genius in a way I am not. 

While, that seems like a good result... technically. It doesn't feel interesting or real. To find the completeness in myself is to be able to understand jealousy. But I feel like it is a very false sense of jealousy. Like a thought wearing the clothes of a feeling. 

Another place though I did feel legitimate emotions. I have struggled with my music for a while. I play guitar and like making songs that seem to arrive intuitively. Often it is a bit like channeling in a sense. The words kind of say things that are quite insightful. That rhyme well. That I do not feel like I personally made up. 

As a small aside. While I did at one time think I was kind of channeling. Like the music was from some unquestionable place. My insight from Neitzsche though is that the will to power working through someone isn't necessarily grasping at pure truth to channel it through me. It is grasping anything it can to make a good song!

But anyway, back to what I was saying. Discovering emotions and such. Working with them. I have mentioned before how the Communion seems to be directing me towards gaining skill and less towards actually making the music. 

What I realised when I started to make a song. Was that the emotion contained in creating a song is like a river. The theme was based on the betrayal I feel via people like Nigel Farage. People that have betrayed the cause. I was once going to make that same song over David Wilcock and got an intuition not to. It was only later I realised why this is. David Wilcock was not a predator. He was a mentally unwell man. 

The amount of emotion involved in actually making songs feels like it would derail the rest of my life. But holding that ability within the general life architecture of guitar skills might give it the appropriate vessel to not overwhelm me.

There are additional points here I can make in my examination of healing in general. Starting, as the Law of One does, with the mind and understanding of emotions. For the moment, that's all I have to say.  

 

Video on cult leader using Law of One material.

So, this is the video I want to work on today:

Youtube: Mark Vincente and Aaron Abke: Bentinho Massaro Behind the Mask. Episode 8: May 24th 2026:

https://youtu.be/q27H8PXwEBE?si=PAWrXdsC_DzhgXkT

As will become obvious perhaps as I talk this through. I am quite a stickler when it comes to Law of One teachings. A little obsessive. 

Aarons main thing is Christianity, in his specific interpretations. He had said at one point he has read the Law of One 12 times. But for me, the Law of One IS my main thing. While I do find Christianity legitimate and it is my faith in a sense. It is secondary to the Law of One itself and mainly is a thing in my life because, on top of my own experiences. The Law of One and Carla Rueckert, seemed to encourage it.  

It is a beautiful thing having no status sometimes. As a person that is disabled. For many years I existed in a neurotic state with no self awareness. I really do not have any status. No power over anyone outside a small personal circle. No girlfriend, no career, and no internet presence aside from this blog, and an X account where most tweets don't even get a single like. 

I preface with all that because, I really think very highly of Aaron Abke. With the possible single disagreement of his veganism. But what Aaron has done here is that he has answered the questions in good faith but where he has said 'the Law of One says'. I don't know if it did say precisely that in every instance.

Unfortunately, for brevity I also am not going to quote every single passage I am using. There will likely come a day when I can do so. I have recalled many of them specifically. But not all of them right at the moment and I will likely be using a great deal of the Law of One in this post. Even searching for a quote can be exhausting because you are picking through profundity all the time.  

I should specifically point out here that Aaron is very young for his unbelievable achievements. He may not have had any time to independently come to the points I will bring in. If those are to act as a critique.  

The questions here were things like... What does the Law of One say about the service to self?

There are very specific things it said about the service to self. But of those specific things. It said little in total. The channeled work never really laid it out in any proper way that I am aware of. There is this quote, that would be relevant to what the conversation was talking about reference, "Service to others" and "Service to self":

Questioner: Can you tell me what bias creates their momentum toward the chosen path of service to self?

Ra: I am Ra. We can speak only in metaphor. Some love the light. Some love the darkness. It is a matter of the unique and infinitely various Creator choosing and playing among its experiences as a child upon a picnic. Some enjoy the picnic and find the sun beautiful, the food delicious, the games refreshing, and glow with the joy of creation. Some find the night delicious, their picnic being pain, difficulty, sufferings of others, and the examination of the perversities of nature. These enjoy a different picnic.

All these experiences are available. It is free will of each entity which chooses the form of play, the form of pleasure.

The discussion in this video also mentioned the pull of terms like 'service to others', into something like codependence. It was stated in the Law of One that if we are to pray to God we are doing the service to others thing. 

The conversation was about a dude who has apparently taken the sheen of the Law of One and become a cult leader. A kind of perverted weirdo. Who uses it a lot to try and get women into bed the whole time. 

Where I think a person could go with this in terms of definitions. Is that the Law of One does not say a lot about the service to self. In my understanding. It does not say, for instance, that they are super charming and well put together. Our contemporary literature on psychopaths does that. 

The contact said that a negative entity experiences anger in order to harvest energy out of others (46.9). That the negative entity sees everyone as inferior to it and that they should be guided by its force (50.6). This same quote in session 50 also discussed how the negative likes to form a cult. That the negative entity looks good because they use their appearance to manipulate others. (Can't quote this by memory yet!) It does talk about them forming cults in a sense. 

While it is a good beginning. I do not really think what the Law of One provides is really enough. The Law of One is a disconnected very cerebral source. The information is relevant but, it lacks with it the real gritty language and awareness which needs to be brought to bear when dealing with the negative in the real world as many of us do do. It needs some sort of instinctual understanding and some sort of first principles. The Law of One often wasn't questioned down to first principles, I don't think. 

So while yes, more needs to be said, like perhaps that they are specifically charming. The Law of One didn't necessarily say that.  

There is another place that this is also relevant. The need to have wisdom and information from outside of the Law of One to discuss the Law of One. Bentinho apparently says he is a sixth density wanderer. 

In my view, there is an entire philosophical discussion that needs to be had about how much status a person should gain from... even if they were legitimate, information they have from their past lives and/ or deeper selves. I believe several people in the world are sixth density wanderers. Does that make them perfect? No. Enlightened? Not necessarily. Immune from being a douchebag sometimes? Definitely not. 

The Wanderer becomes completely the creature of third density when they come here. That means they can be as mad as anyone else. 

There is more to say here I think is very relevant. Bentinho's output is... to me... completely incoherent. It's all just word salad that means nothing, but it is enough to fool some people with a leaning towards this material because it tends to use words like 'truth', 'forgiveness', mixed in with heavy conspiracy.

But Aaron doesn't say that. Many of the people posting on Marks videos do not either. I think this is the product of trauma. Dissociation can make anything "spiritual" and not tied to the real world sound good. What he says is that the negative carefully mixes in a tiny kernel of evil with positive spiritual stuff. 

No it doesn't. It mixes in word salad and the word salad itself is poisonous enough. Session 12.27 of the Law of One is fairly clear that 'love', is a behaviour. It is not words. I think this is a confusion in general in the spiritual community. Partly because it is heavily populated by women, and it has become homogenised to female perspectives. (That the thing women can do naturally, look after children and care for things, is the inherently most important virtue, and none others is really important). I credit this particular issue as contributing, as not the major part, to my schizophrenic break. Literally me trying to bend my spirit into a homogenised perspective where it wouldn't go. 

Most of the overly loving output of the spiritual communities is itself negatively inspired I believe. It saps the energy of fighting evildoers. One time when the group were discussing in detail Carla's 'greeting' by a negative entity. It had two targets. One was to further block her indigo chakra. Blocked from low self worth. The other was to expand the heart chakra. To overactivate her.  

I would say it is heavy and tiring even reading any of Bentinhos word salad output. At the end of the day a lot of the problems he is creating do not need a careful examination of the Law of One to explain how he is going "wrong"... or more accurately, "deceiving". The guy is a creepy nutjob and you do not need a Law of One quote to tell you that. You need common sense. 

It is like when Emory Smith told Vanilla Sky Dreaming that he had aliens landing in his garden and she believed him. It doesn't need a Law of One quote to explain what that is likely not happening. I could give you one, 61.9. But there is a certain groundedness and common sense that is just needed to function properly in life. 

And we've all been there as well. We've all been young and idealistic. Most of us that have been in the spiritual spaces. I used to follow David Wilcock. But there comes a time to 'put childish things behind us', as Aarons favourite apostle (jk) once said in the bible.