Reflecting on the left. Session 68.17

I said in a recent blog post, that I had fallen out with Stefan Molyneux's view of the world. He said, very explicitly. At about thirty minutes in FDR podcast 6303. If anyone of his followers chooses to "break bread" with evil doers/ the left, then they should not follow him. 

It was explicit, and passionate, and not something I needed to bring up again. But this morning, I woke up, and the subject is relevant to this morning. This exact subject turns up:

https://x.com/PWestoff/status/2027306364188389750

I am in a different position to Stefan. He has endured a lot. And the idea that he, with all his intelligence and power as an individual. A truly next dimensional intelligence. I think, according to his own ideas of life (heavily EvoPsych). It is unlikely he would have been able to avoid personal involvement in his philosophies and ideas. To have his emotional survival imperatives reflect into said philosophies. 

Stefan has had to endure all kinds of malevolent madness in this life. First his mother. That was a mad person, in and out of nut houses, that beat him. Then, as well as I'm sure many experiences that were not talked about. He had a lot of personal friends who tried to sabotage him due to his philosophies opposing their world view. And as he became famous. They became positively feral. Trying to shut down his speeches and such. Bomb threats. The works. 

Compromise: 

This was not my experience. I live in a sleepy, highly highly left wing town. I have known girls that look precisely like those in the dancing pic in the tweet. A lot of them look like that. With the crazy hair. The somewhat childish lack of seriousness even once they are "adults". The same body language. 

I also have a mother. Who is a nurse. Who is a casually left wing sort of individual. With the Boomer more casual left. They do not have a good grip on what the modern left have become. They do not have a good grip on modern woman psychology. The amount of degeneracy. That might have been growing in the 70's and 80's, but was nowhere near where it is now. The violence the modern left is willing to engage in was not understood by them, Life was simpler for them.

Another individual these sorts of thoughts refer to, in my view. Is someone like Carla Rueckert. Someone that the Law of One contact themselves stated was doing extremely well in her spiritual practice. In her Union with the Creator. But that was left wing. 

Discerning that the left is in fact evil. In it's true form. Is beyond the scope of this article. But what I am hoping to explain here is that the left is made up of two types of individuals. Those who, are somewhat motivated by it's more negative features. And those who, are simply not that aware of them, but whom remain good people. I would say that this quote in the Law of One explains this position partly.  

Questioner: I am interested in how the first distortion applies to the negatively polarized entity misplacing the mind/body/spirit complex. Why is the negatively polarized entity followed to the place of negative time/space? Why would one of us freely follow the entity?

Ra: I am Ra. The positive polarity sees love in all things. The negative polarity is clever.

"The positive polarity sees love in all things. The negative polarity is clever." 

I have seen reflections of this. Wondering if it has been casually expressed in fiction:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghSq2qlwrs0

So I am wondering if this is how the left is. The positive polarity sees love in all things. A lot of people that are otherwise positive people, especially women. Caring, friendly, warm. Are on the left. Because they are basically positive and have been 'tricked', in a sense. 

But this does not mean that the left in general are all like this. 'The negative polarity is very clever'. Basically means that negative people are extremely committed to practiceable methods of deception. This does not just mean higher etheric entities. Propaganda. Governments. The evil that exists in the sense of a kind of all seeing Satan. But also reflects the internal workings of a leftist group. Some of those people in the leftist group have chosen this philosophy because, they are what they are, and they are exactly where they have intended to be. Promoting a political system that leads to mass tyranny, torture and death of the population.

Here are two X posts that show that:

 

https://x.com/PlatoonPod/status/2027415587551412318

https://x.com/FreyaVanadiss/status/2027313633647092017

Conclusion:

For me, I cannot go along with Stefans rules, which he attaches to his entire philosophy. Of not interacting with the left in general (as he defines them, "evildoers"). Now I could justify this to myself. Try and find a way through the cracks. But to relate to people wishing that you could not be relating to them is to have an exploitative attitude towards them.

My best option as far as I can discern. Is to simply relate to people as they are whatever their political affiliation. While of course, being mainly focused on spiritual matters. 

Putting together philosophies.

My last post was wrong. I have had dreams about not deleting my own creations. Not specifically about blogs, but I imagine it transfers to that as well. So I have not deleted the last post. Even though I would prefer not to put out things I know are incorrect. 

But no, listening to a woman talk about chakras and things created the same 'energy blockage adjacent' kind of problems that trying to do it myself did. Like I said previously. I am not inclined to that kind of thing. What I am trying at the moment is to use a pyramid. Not linking it to any healing meditation or even regular meditation. Just use the pyramid. Doing thing in line with the Law of One in general does seem to work for me. 

I think the reason I am not tuned to "healing" in that way is something to do with having to have a certain alive/ fighter spirit as the central emotion throughout my day. Perhaps this links to music. In my natal astrology. Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, North Node and ascendant are all in fire. So that fire has to burn and I am lacking the air, earth and water perhaps needed for the caring necessary to be a healer.  

The reason this has all come up is that during a recent 'minor surgery'. I had to modify my health situation in ways that kind of opened me up to schizophrenic ways of thinking. So I went to the visualisations mentioned in the previous post for comfort. To push the delusional thinking into intense happiness and feeling of connection to everything, rather than whatever the alternative would be. But it was not a workable way of thinking.  

I am thinking now that relying more on musical types of things would be a better way forward in that state. 

I also have another thing that has become apparent in my awareness of my own psyche. Stefan Molyneux. I have mentioned before. I kept up with his work regularly. I think that absorbing it regularly has been part of what has allowed me to continue with this blog. To absorb energy and a way of thinking got me thinking. Even if on completely different subjects. 

But I have completely stopped with Stefan Molyneux. No checking his podcasts. Even their title. No viewing his X posts. Nothing. Stefans philosophy is strongly on objective thinking. For someone like me that really struggles to stay grounded and that can float off into the ether. It was a stabilising force for me. Rather like how a Christian keeps themselves in line with a church sermon. Now that I am not paying attention to any of Stefans information. It is less easy to grip onto it in general. 

I also notice that it is hard to really think through philosophy in the absence of other people to talk it over with. I imagine Stefans ideas were formed when he was in University talking to at least some people that were intelligent. Living real life. But for me I don't know if philosophical ideas will come together in a more secluded environment.  

Of course, I have planned strategies of making sure things are OK. I really need to do exercise. That is very grounding. Music is grounding. Meditation is grounding (doesn't sound true but it is!) There is other material that might serve as an inspiration to get me blogging. For instance, I am often re reading the Law of One and having insights. 

But it might be that while I am a bit confused like this, I am not putting out blogs for a while. I am not completely emotionally recovered from the surgery. My physical health has not stabilised.  

Healing affirmation and meditation video.

Started with this video today, as I was looking for affirmations:

Youtube: Melanie Beckier: Powerful HEALING meditation - Receive the blessings of Archangels now. (July 21st 2024)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAreD5ZrvyA

It's like another obvious step to take if you believe in the Law of One paradigm. Something that would obviously help life. But that just until recently I did not do so. Perhaps because until now, when I have got into the Law of One more heavily. I maintained a bit more of a sceptical paradigm in practice. Keeping a lot of this at arms length.

Yesterday, my health was bad. I had to deliberately make it quite a bit worse to maintain a fast, which my medical situation doesn't really allow for but that I needed to do for a surgical procedure. 

This, paradoxically, gave me a kind of enthusiastic 'swagger' and attracted a lot of female attention! Something I could never capitalise upon because that way of being is not a good thing at all. The only thing I want in that state is to get out of it. To return to better health and sleep it off. 

Anyway, I am thirsting for female attention a bit. As my health has improved, that area has taken on more interest for me. I used to think a lot during very dry spells that it would be good to get some sort of gel or energy that provided "female energy" in some kind of capsule or something. So that the need for sex and the energetic need for female energy was satisfied. Without having to bother one of those real world beings for attention and warmth that they generally don't want to part with. That is unaccessible for some reason. 

I wonder if, even though this is just a voice on a youtube video. Whether this is female energy just a little bit? I also wonder if, my extreme lack of success in this kind of area. That I attribute to me expressly NOT being a healer. Will not be repeated here. If I can have good results this way because even though it is only a very light presence. There is someone that is directing the meditation and such. Another person involved. 

Supernatural tools.

Started writing an article and it was dead boring. Usually I can just kind of channel an article. But this is an exception. 

Trying to get more interesting things into the articles since, when working on self improvement subjects in general. Meditation. The Law of One. Human Design. Dream Interpretation. The subject matter will revolve around my personal experience. That is not ideal, and perhaps, long term, I can change that style?

Anyway, I have had an insight, from something said in the Law of One. I think I excerpted the relevant passage in a previous blog post. 

It was said at some point. That one of the issues that Carla faced with her healing was that the problems had caused an increase in her 'positive polarity'. 

It is an insight I think is interesting into the way psychology works. I see it, in a way, like the unfolding of a tree. Where the earlier you go are lower down on the tree. Each choice points is a point that branches out into several effects. 

I am wondering if this gives me powerful insight into my own issues. I have, in the past, made choices based on my problems at that time. Those problems, were caused by medical issues. A physiological element. Which has been kind of solved. And a psychological element. Which is helped by dream interpretation and a few other things. 

So a lot of the ways I did handle said problems. Things that are still in my life. Can be let go of? An interesting idea. 

As things are let go of. In line with my last post perhaps. With the affirmations. I am feeling more connected to what is "up there". Strong synchronicities are precisely guiding me. Also, getting out the tarot cards. I can't believe the questions it answered for me. Which in turn solves issues in my real life. 

One of those issues was that something was missing in my understanding of a friend I had who committed suicide. I wrote to that girls friend, six months to a year ago. Wanting some insight into any reason for this. I figure girls tell their close friends a whole lot they would not tell a male friend. We will call this friend of hers Lesley. 

When I talked to Lesley, the last thing she said to me was something like "It would be my preference to not deal with you any longer". Which was kind of annoying. It was kind of a "wtf" moment. But it shouldn't've been. The girl has barely met me. 

I suppose if there was the normal funeral types of arrangements those kinds of things could be casually discussed. I was kept away from pretty much everyone there. Even though there was an initial funeral like four days after the friend jumped which I was invited to. There was meant to be a later service of ashes scattering in my town which never happened. And I imagine, I cannot prove. That all the people involved would prefer not to deal with me. My family member, Lesley, and the people that were close to the friend that jumped. Some of which there are bizarrely coincidences with spanning decades. Even before I met said friends.

So back to this message I wrote to Lesley. Like I said, the reason I wrote to her was a nagging question of why this happened. There were synchronicities I now remember after this girl jumped. I read the cards today, and the cards when I asked about this girl were Major Arcana. Very relevant patterns. A repeating of the same cards despite reshuffling. A general supernatural feel to the whole day. 

And the cards genuinely seemed to answer my questions about her. She was not the only subject I questioned on. This meant that my thoughts on "Lesley", suddenly felt released. The impulse to communicate with her was to communicate on this matter. But I got quite the shift from reading the Tarot cards on our mutual friend. 

As I apparently become more ungrounded and spiritual. Going into things such as tarot additionally to my general lifestyle. And abandoning very grounded content creators and one philosopher. I am also seeking to move strongly in a more grounded direction.  

My main goal for the next few weeks, and longer hopefully. My main, most important thing. Is to go to the gym regularly. I have found that I am having stomach problems due to atrophy of said stomach muscles. I have laid down too much for some health issues and my stomach has not responded well. Due to this, I need to carry on eating chocolate despite it gaining me weight, and screwing my psychological health, me now being overweight for the first time in my life. The priority is a real focus on the gym.  

The class system on the internet.

I feel like I am being slowly squeezed out of internet living. 

On twitter, I saw from a Q affiliated account. That some people lock unverified accounts out from responding because they only get paid for those responses. I just saw that from someone on X. 

Then there is Pearl Davis and Steven Cambian. Youtube channels that I can no longer watch. On a recent Steven Cambian video. Two ads, one unskippable at 7 and a half minutes. One skippable adds at 12 and a half minutes. Two more ads, one more unskippable, at 20 minutes. (Youtube premium has no ads) 

Stephen Molyneux has come out with strong guidance to anyone that is his follower. To not have anything to do with him, or his theories in the larger sense. If you have anything to do with leftists in any capacity. Even casual socialising (Which I do). In 6303, at about thirty minutes.

This is relevant to me because it means I will not go on his work even once from this point on. Which is relevant as I sometimes weave his concepts into this blog. I have deleted all his podcasts that I had downloaded onto my phone.  

On X, there is a clear class differential. You go on a thread and the top comments are from the verified users. The verified users do not tend to say a great deal either. Sometimes just single word responses. If you scroll down far enough for the unverified users. They often have longer, more thought through posts. There is a slight pattern as though they were pleading for attention. At least to me. 

This is the world the left rails against, and the right celebrates, for partly animalistic reasons. Not that I disagree with the general principle of monetisation. It is mostly the left and their strategic taxes on things like small businesses that prevent people from moving up in class terms. 

But nevertheless, this is all something to be aware of. The class system starting to replicate itself online. 

Self improvement, affirmations, and q- paradigm thoughts

Reading the Law of One had I had to stop at this for a while. Completely stopped for a while. I just go back to this quote and the following one and try to think it through:

Questioner: So the original, the first evolution then was planned by the Logos but the first distortion was not extended to the product. At some point this first distortion was extended and the first service-to-self polarity emerged. Is this correct and if so, could you tell me the history of this process and emergence?

Ra: I am Ra. As proem let me state that the Logoi always conceived of themselves as offering free will to the sub-Logoi in their care. The sub-Logoi had freedom to experience and experiment with consciousness, the experiences of the body, and the illumination of the spirit. That having been said, we shall speak to the point of your query.

The first Logos to instill what you now see as free will, in the full sense, in its sub-Logoi came to this creation due to contemplation in depth of the concepts or possibilities of conceptualizations of what we have called the significators. The Logos posited the possibility of the mind, the body, and the spirit as being complex. In order for the significator to be what it is not, it then must be granted the free will of the Creator. This set in motion a quite lengthy, in your terms, series of Logoi improving or distilling this seed thought. The key was the significator becoming a complex.

This is like, almost how God was putting together the universe that we experience. Not the Universe as it is though. Many people not familiar with the Law of One would not know what a "Significator" is. I have not heard any particular insight from the Llresearch themselves. I would not ask them what this would mean as they seem to be unable to discuss basic Law of One quotes. ("Understanding, acceptance and forgiveness? No, it's just forgiveness son! Those other words don't mean anything.")

When I am contemplating the apparent stuckness of a lot of my life. I do think that it is a pretty good thing to be contemplating this kind of stuff. It is something that I can think over and I kind of own. It is unlikely, but not impossible, it could later provide practical benefit to my life. 

Also in this session, the Law of One contact, talking about Carla. Mentioned "affirmations". I had always assumed that Don Elkins and his energy healing was the main healing thing in the Law of One. Also the energy sending of the support group. But, there was also Carla doing affirmations that was mentioned repeatedly by the contact as being extremely important. Almost like the whole thing wasn't possible without that. 

So I have started affirmations myself. I am quite excited about it. I think I am a good candidate for this kind of thing. My subconscious and conscious are very close to each other. 

Q politics. 

I almost never talk about this. I have deliberately never talked about this. When I get an idea for it. I don't bring it up. I stopped trying to link the human design to these kinds of events. 

But, I think today is a bit of an exception. The cause of todays politics has a potentially meaningful effect. 

Prince Andrew was arrested today. 6 unmarked cars went to his home to collect him on his 66th birthday. And it was 666 days after an important date of August 24th 2024 when a blood soaked white horse ran through London with some relation to the royal family:

The joke was made a few times today that maybe the leaders of the EU and UK are Reptilians. Over the past few years, as I have heard various things. I have realised I am unable to imagine the pure malevolence of our leaders. After your citizens get raped repeatedly, beaten, tortured. Then you carry on going to every conceivable lengths to import a third word rape heavy culture. Deleting records. Making sure police stay in line. Continuing to support and promote this evil. 

This 666 day thing, this symbology. It is yet one of many hundreds of good proofs at this moment that something is being planned behind the scenes along the lines of the Q narrative. 

The idea that these people are Reptilians. Are alien. And that it would be revealed. There is of course, no evidence for this. But, just imagining, it would be an amazingly quick way to deprogram the society. 

Every lie that the population has believed. Can immediately be explained away by "It was the brainwashing of the Reptilians". Their very presence would also get rid of a lot of the programming.  

General spiritual points.

A video that inspired some thoughts:

Youtube: Literary Archeology: The Hidden Hands Behind Your Conflicts,  What You Miss In Personal Bonds As Evil creeps in #cslewis, February 18th 2026:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWAY0QE0dcM

I highlighted another one of this womans videos before. The Sunday video with philosophy and talking about fairy tales from their earlier roots. But, this is another one she does. On Tuesday she talks about A CS Lewis book called 'The Screwtape letters'. Which is a message from a senior demon, to a lower demon. Advising him on better executing his activities of "negative greeting" as the Law of One calls it. Subtle, telepathically based temptation to detune humans that might be turning positive.

Back when I first got into the Law of One and was very afraid of the "negative greeting" article. This would have taken on almost mythical significance to me and I am surprised that llresearch, Carla, Jim etc. Never showed that they heard about it. 

I wanted to think through some things that this has said. But also to jump off into other things that this leads onto for me. 

Folly and introspection. 

Two interesting points. One is that this letter, involves the idea of getting involved in completely pointless introspection. That the negative entity is sure to guide the human away from anything that is actually useful. 

This is not a very big theme for me. I have had times where I was medically too messed up to find solutions, but there was no way out of those. I have also found that journalling itself is not that useful to me and my preference is for meditation and dream interpretation. Journalling, I can use it to offset general thoughts, have some insights to the human design sometimes, but it generally seems to produce no fruit. A lot of things about modelling under a normal psychotherapy, like going back to how my parents were and such like that. Does not seem to be that useful. The insights seem to come through dream interpretation are often more immediate. Things such as... "Stay away from conspiracy for this reason". 

I could get unproductively lost in the normal psychotherapy stuff in my view. 

What this partly comes down to, I believe, is a statement in the bible that 'The way is straight and narrow'. If the way is straight and narrow. It probably involves doing basically the same thing most of the time. The meditator, meditates and goes deeper, the healer, does energy healing, gets insights, and does more of it. In my understanding we are programmed in a certain way. We don't get to jump around at different things in order to improve ourselves. The fiction writer does not get to be a musician and the musician does not get to be a fiction writer. Obviously, if we are only going deeper on the things we do know, rather than picking and choosing a bit of everything. That this looks like a path that is straight and narrow. It is going in only one direction.

This incidentally, might be the chemistry responsible for what she was talking about earlier. If we are programmed in a certain way. Then we either experience that or its opposite. This woman talked about not liking to read infront of people as a child. So she experienced the energy all through her life, in her adult hood as it is meant to be applied and in childhood its opposite. 

But yeah, if you are doing something that is homogenised. It only has like, a 20% chance of being something that actually works for you. So introspection in a way that you aren't really meant to do will obviously produce no fruit. 

Physicality and prayer. 

The other point, is one that will mean I go off on an unconnected rant. 

One of the points that the demon made to his subordinate. Is that it is best to get the human to not pray for anything physical, specific and positive. Like, for his mothers Rheumatism, as an example. 

I am going to go into a paradigm that people will be unfamiliar or uncomfortable with. I have no idea who my viewers are and even if I have viewers. I don't know that the view counters on blogspot are legitimate. Although, I do get a sizeable bump when I post on twitter indicating that those are definitely legitimate.

I wondered if, some of the people interested in the Law of One might be reading this blog. Since, that would be a logical audience. My original blogging on the Law of One. My youtube channel and X are the only places I am likely to have gained readers. Again, if the blogspot view count is accurate. 

Anyway, the Law of One only casually referred to these things. But I have some ideas on how people are. This also links to larger things like densities. But I will try to keep it simpler than that.

My understanding is people are one of three energies or types. Love, Wisdom Or Power. The Law of One spoke positively that the group of three in the Law of One group were one of each. 

I talked recently about how from reading the Law of One, and trying to figure out things about prayer, sending love and light, and free will. I had decided that it was completely legitimate to send love and light even if the person would not agree with that. (I had wondered previously if this was violating free will).

I had wondered, that since I have been angry at people previously in my life. Whether sending love to those people would be positive. Like, my understanding is you kind of fall from polarity if you are not loving, also not sending love allows others to trespass on you with less positively polarised intentions. 

I remember at the end of Bedazzled when the main character is forced to complete his last wish from the devil and he simply wishes that the girl he was interested in would be happy. 

Prayer though, magnetises a kind of real world change. For me, that kind of sending of love it opens up a whole pandora's box of confusion. I would like to be a little more open about the specific example. I hope that suffices. 

If you have wisdom, you do not have love or power. Those things only come after applying the wisdom (perhaps from others co operation even!) Applied Love, perhaps it has the manifestation of these sorts of prayer and visualisations? Applied Power, it has the style of real world opposition to anything that opposes it. 

Wisdom is neither of these. There is not the power to really oppose people in order to push them further enough to get the honest truth. But there is also not the love that provides an alternative idea. Love is also probably that the 'love' person has the option of other people since they have likely given a lot in their relationship in general. 

Wisdom withdraws and finds patterns, other solutions. Potentiation is not polarisation. So it makes sense that if potentiation is the priority, sometimes potentiation moves in a different direction to polarisation.