Thursday, 5 November 2015
SHTF!
Well the shit really has hit the fan.
Influenced possibly by personal factors, my mother is going to chuck me out of home. Soon, and she's going to lock the door behind me, she's talking about this right now!
And I won't survive long. My health falls apart at the smallest thing. Social housing isn't exactly easy to come by atm!
Also, since June of last year I have been in constant pain after a negative ET experience and a girl whom was previously to having met me had seemed to be positively polarised, but then acted extremely hatefully towards me.
I'm still getting the same problems from that period. I can't walk the dog because of spirits and the strong feeling of demonic interference and being locked inside myself.
Like I said since meeting someone on the positive polarity whom has turned negative, I have been unable to polarise positively so I have no protection. 'Love is the greatest protection' and I do not have it.
I don't want to survive.
Influenced possibly by personal factors, my mother is going to chuck me out of home. Soon, and she's going to lock the door behind me, she's talking about this right now!
And I won't survive long. My health falls apart at the smallest thing. Social housing isn't exactly easy to come by atm!
Also, since June of last year I have been in constant pain after a negative ET experience and a girl whom was previously to having met me had seemed to be positively polarised, but then acted extremely hatefully towards me.
I'm still getting the same problems from that period. I can't walk the dog because of spirits and the strong feeling of demonic interference and being locked inside myself.
Like I said since meeting someone on the positive polarity whom has turned negative, I have been unable to polarise positively so I have no protection. 'Love is the greatest protection' and I do not have it.
I don't want to survive.
Contrasting.
The previous post with the one before it and I could not think of a better example of 'seek and ye shall find!'
Wednesday, 4 November 2015
Astrology. Next New Moon November 11th.
Wow, either I mistook my page views or they went up quite substantially since a few minutes ago!
This moon cycle is REALLY dragging on. I'm doing two things at the moment. Trying to do my jobsearch and having this information exploding out of me. So here we go!:
The last one, as summarised recently had its energy set with Uranus opposite the new moon. First I will summarise Corey and Davids info... That the alliance against the cabal is trying to hammer out an agreement and the Chinese specifically do not want any real disclosure but want some sort of 'controlled' disclosure.
Which is patently ridiculous. It cannot happen like this it will snowball completely no matter how slow they try to make it. And the energy of the human race is wound and ready for revolution. So they'll have to apply some pretty stringent tyranny to keep themselves from being overthrown if they're keeping things secret and having a natural injustice surviving because of that (i.e. victims of paedophilia for instance kept back because of its satanic nature'.
Also, who assumes the Blue Avians, the REAL power will go along with this? They are having to keep energies out of our planet that will evolve us with some pretty powerful shields. They don't work for the Chinese! They will push the society so it can handle these energies and will scheme at a level no one on earth can comprehend to make this happen.
So down to astrology (the reason I summarized those things was that astrology simply explains a lot of the time what's normal and real. So it will likely come up in my theorising):
November 11th:
The new moon at 18 deg Scorpio trine Chiron at 17 deg Pisces and sextile Jupiter at 18deg Virgo.
Not a nice few aspects. Chiron is a deep wound that just will not heal, very like the myth. It often shows up today in relation to the corruption of the mainstream media, and most specifically to Russia it seems to me. Being lied to by MSM is a very strong feeling here and the soul knows these things.
The aspect to new moon is also inconjunct Uranus in Aries. (Which further creates a special aspect with Jupiter that shows that Uranus will take centre stage in this cycle if things all go well. The moon cycle will be 'secondary'.)
With Jupiter Sextile this creates a sense of happiness and passion but simply rawness when this can't be expressed. This sounds stressful although I get the intuition it will not be stressful in this new moon. Something 'in the society' has 'given up' and it's all kind of flowing in some way.
Pluto MillionMaskMarch
Today, at the MillionMaskMarch. The sun will be exactly Sextile Pluto. I see this as interesting because with such an exact aspect it hints at the relevance of this march IMO. Anonymous is quite a Plutonian meme. But also a Uranian meme. More Plutonian. It is a dark anger that is solid but has not direction. Somewhat unlike Uranus actually. But like Uranus it seems to be acting with a higher purpose one cannot quite pinpoint.
Back to transits
And on November 11th, on the day itself we could be feeling quite an aggression surrounding our future and our destination as a species (that's an interesting pronouncement considering current events)
Saturn tucked in the corner there tells me that despite the information I follow most of the time, not a lot will be happening in the markets on November 11th. I would look at when the Sun comes close to and crosses Saturn for action there, It comes within distance November 22nd and is exact (exact seems to matter atm) on November 30th.
Thus there is a difference here between common sense, where the markets surely cannot last that much longer, and the stars, which would push any economic events a few weeks further on.
But then I look at the stars. Not only is Saturn travelling fast in this period. Going 2 degrees in this time. But it squares Neptune, and Neptune, even when you say or think of Neptune, it doesn't even need to transit. Neptune always adds a level of impenetrable 'weirdness'.
I have sun bi- quintile Neptune lol!
These events will be at the closing square (Sun Saturn exact conjunct square Neptune). So it may feel like things eclipse and during the drag the market kind of dies!
More on the moon!:
Not much is happening on the full moon apparently. Uranus is retrograde so maybe more 'internals' in relation to the sciency and revolution side of things is in order, or is happening! Although, the full moon could see loud proclamations of the state of the markets. Saturn in Sagittarius is particularly 'market like' reality! Pluto in Sagittarius was the lead up to 2008. And hosted the Iraq war and a lot of crazy excess! Now Saturn is there reigning it in!
So loud proclamations of Saturn related things on November 24th (After the beginning of this influence for those aware was November 22nd). So chat about market problems that only grow stronger culminating on November 30th in intensity; and the whole thing happening under and impenetrable fog.
I LOVE NEPTUNE. If I was a superhero, FOG would be one of my powers!
The close and the new Square on December 11th looks like a time of extreme conflict!
Conclusion:
So there you go!
This moon cycle is REALLY dragging on. I'm doing two things at the moment. Trying to do my jobsearch and having this information exploding out of me. So here we go!:
The last one, as summarised recently had its energy set with Uranus opposite the new moon. First I will summarise Corey and Davids info... That the alliance against the cabal is trying to hammer out an agreement and the Chinese specifically do not want any real disclosure but want some sort of 'controlled' disclosure.
Which is patently ridiculous. It cannot happen like this it will snowball completely no matter how slow they try to make it. And the energy of the human race is wound and ready for revolution. So they'll have to apply some pretty stringent tyranny to keep themselves from being overthrown if they're keeping things secret and having a natural injustice surviving because of that (i.e. victims of paedophilia for instance kept back because of its satanic nature'.
Also, who assumes the Blue Avians, the REAL power will go along with this? They are having to keep energies out of our planet that will evolve us with some pretty powerful shields. They don't work for the Chinese! They will push the society so it can handle these energies and will scheme at a level no one on earth can comprehend to make this happen.
So down to astrology (the reason I summarized those things was that astrology simply explains a lot of the time what's normal and real. So it will likely come up in my theorising):
November 11th:
The new moon at 18 deg Scorpio trine Chiron at 17 deg Pisces and sextile Jupiter at 18deg Virgo.
Not a nice few aspects. Chiron is a deep wound that just will not heal, very like the myth. It often shows up today in relation to the corruption of the mainstream media, and most specifically to Russia it seems to me. Being lied to by MSM is a very strong feeling here and the soul knows these things.
The aspect to new moon is also inconjunct Uranus in Aries. (Which further creates a special aspect with Jupiter that shows that Uranus will take centre stage in this cycle if things all go well. The moon cycle will be 'secondary'.)
With Jupiter Sextile this creates a sense of happiness and passion but simply rawness when this can't be expressed. This sounds stressful although I get the intuition it will not be stressful in this new moon. Something 'in the society' has 'given up' and it's all kind of flowing in some way.
Pluto MillionMaskMarch
Today, at the MillionMaskMarch. The sun will be exactly Sextile Pluto. I see this as interesting because with such an exact aspect it hints at the relevance of this march IMO. Anonymous is quite a Plutonian meme. But also a Uranian meme. More Plutonian. It is a dark anger that is solid but has not direction. Somewhat unlike Uranus actually. But like Uranus it seems to be acting with a higher purpose one cannot quite pinpoint.
Back to transits
And on November 11th, on the day itself we could be feeling quite an aggression surrounding our future and our destination as a species (that's an interesting pronouncement considering current events)
Saturn tucked in the corner there tells me that despite the information I follow most of the time, not a lot will be happening in the markets on November 11th. I would look at when the Sun comes close to and crosses Saturn for action there, It comes within distance November 22nd and is exact (exact seems to matter atm) on November 30th.
Thus there is a difference here between common sense, where the markets surely cannot last that much longer, and the stars, which would push any economic events a few weeks further on.
But then I look at the stars. Not only is Saturn travelling fast in this period. Going 2 degrees in this time. But it squares Neptune, and Neptune, even when you say or think of Neptune, it doesn't even need to transit. Neptune always adds a level of impenetrable 'weirdness'.
I have sun bi- quintile Neptune lol!
These events will be at the closing square (Sun Saturn exact conjunct square Neptune). So it may feel like things eclipse and during the drag the market kind of dies!
More on the moon!:
Not much is happening on the full moon apparently. Uranus is retrograde so maybe more 'internals' in relation to the sciency and revolution side of things is in order, or is happening! Although, the full moon could see loud proclamations of the state of the markets. Saturn in Sagittarius is particularly 'market like' reality! Pluto in Sagittarius was the lead up to 2008. And hosted the Iraq war and a lot of crazy excess! Now Saturn is there reigning it in!
So loud proclamations of Saturn related things on November 24th (After the beginning of this influence for those aware was November 22nd). So chat about market problems that only grow stronger culminating on November 30th in intensity; and the whole thing happening under and impenetrable fog.
I LOVE NEPTUNE. If I was a superhero, FOG would be one of my powers!
The close and the new Square on December 11th looks like a time of extreme conflict!
Conclusion:
So there you go!
Personal.
For those of you who don't know I started off doing a lot of very interesting spiritual work, kind of channeling almost things from deep inside, with a side interest in politics.
Then some stuff went crazy into my life and these two split into poles. I was either very intensely talking about myself and my emotions, or talking very focused on politics and astrology, but the two didn't really meet. There had been a split.
Then I slowly transitioned talking less about myself, as these emotions and intuitions would come up but their intensity would find no expression and no return energy. I would then talk more about politics.
However, politics is always a cover for other emotions.
Anyway:
Things have gotten pretty dark. As I have previously summarized I had felt that all my intuition lead me to a result in the real world and in the real world, someone whom my life path 'depended on', was extremely, deliberately and with full knowledge cruel towards me, and I cannot travel my 'real path', the path that gives me my natural energy from the creator, since it will lead me back to attempting to interact with several of these people who are i) lacking kindness ii) fanatically angry and hateful of me of iii) nasty liars... All supremely weak human beings.
So what now?
My health is declining. Since I can't travel my natural path, I can't relax and use the love and intuition to guide me along routes that would be good for me and avoid pitfalls. I am living in a world where I have no purpose and no place and where the world doesn't really attempt to make me one. I volunteer at a place where I know I am not needed. I don't get on well with people socially a great deal, I can't ever, not even for a moment relax, and, obviously, it is difficult to motivate myself when my 'raison d'etre' must be consciously avoided!!!
Needless to say this is all taking it's toll. I have not slept for a while and my diabetes is raging. It is causing real distress. The totalitarian governments are preventing the normal 'fixing' mechanisms from occuring that would normally perhaps aid my survival in this situation... Perhaps.
Day after day passes and the only thing that motivates me anymore is seeing some sort of justice against the people that originally harmed me... Because I have wholly given up on any hope of love from such people.
How long will I survive? Will I survive?... Probably. I don't know. I am trying to survive, it is not all important but I am at least trying.
I find it difficult to imagine I would gain justice since even though the behaviours involved are wholly unjustified, cruel, and the person who had the most influence did so because they believed they would be able to get away with it with no repercussions. I have grown tired of not seeing any material karma show itself ever so much so that I'm starting to doubt it exists. Bluntly stated... These people deserve to suffer in intensities far beyond that which would make them contact me and attempt to do anything and everything only so the suffering would end.
But, as I write this, and writing is another small way in which I contact the creator. I know it actually will be so and can motivate myself through this exhaustion and insomnia to make sure of that. When the stock market crashes and karma is in some ways 'restored' things will naturally set in the way that they should.
It's just that I need to constantly re- remind myself of this with the facts of how difficult it has been, for me and indeed the whole world, with this Satanic regime at the helm that just won't give up.
They can't win, it is not possible. They are just keeping people suffering for the pure sake of it!
Then some stuff went crazy into my life and these two split into poles. I was either very intensely talking about myself and my emotions, or talking very focused on politics and astrology, but the two didn't really meet. There had been a split.
Then I slowly transitioned talking less about myself, as these emotions and intuitions would come up but their intensity would find no expression and no return energy. I would then talk more about politics.
However, politics is always a cover for other emotions.
Anyway:
Things have gotten pretty dark. As I have previously summarized I had felt that all my intuition lead me to a result in the real world and in the real world, someone whom my life path 'depended on', was extremely, deliberately and with full knowledge cruel towards me, and I cannot travel my 'real path', the path that gives me my natural energy from the creator, since it will lead me back to attempting to interact with several of these people who are i) lacking kindness ii) fanatically angry and hateful of me of iii) nasty liars... All supremely weak human beings.
So what now?
My health is declining. Since I can't travel my natural path, I can't relax and use the love and intuition to guide me along routes that would be good for me and avoid pitfalls. I am living in a world where I have no purpose and no place and where the world doesn't really attempt to make me one. I volunteer at a place where I know I am not needed. I don't get on well with people socially a great deal, I can't ever, not even for a moment relax, and, obviously, it is difficult to motivate myself when my 'raison d'etre' must be consciously avoided!!!
Needless to say this is all taking it's toll. I have not slept for a while and my diabetes is raging. It is causing real distress. The totalitarian governments are preventing the normal 'fixing' mechanisms from occuring that would normally perhaps aid my survival in this situation... Perhaps.
Day after day passes and the only thing that motivates me anymore is seeing some sort of justice against the people that originally harmed me... Because I have wholly given up on any hope of love from such people.
How long will I survive? Will I survive?... Probably. I don't know. I am trying to survive, it is not all important but I am at least trying.
I find it difficult to imagine I would gain justice since even though the behaviours involved are wholly unjustified, cruel, and the person who had the most influence did so because they believed they would be able to get away with it with no repercussions. I have grown tired of not seeing any material karma show itself ever so much so that I'm starting to doubt it exists. Bluntly stated... These people deserve to suffer in intensities far beyond that which would make them contact me and attempt to do anything and everything only so the suffering would end.
But, as I write this, and writing is another small way in which I contact the creator. I know it actually will be so and can motivate myself through this exhaustion and insomnia to make sure of that. When the stock market crashes and karma is in some ways 'restored' things will naturally set in the way that they should.
It's just that I need to constantly re- remind myself of this with the facts of how difficult it has been, for me and indeed the whole world, with this Satanic regime at the helm that just won't give up.
They can't win, it is not possible. They are just keeping people suffering for the pure sake of it!
Sunday, 1 November 2015
Comment on geopolitics surrounding Turkish vote.
If anyone is familiar with Martin Armstrong (whom is apparently referenced in MSM every so often), according to his model, government 'tyranny' as an energy peaked at the end of September, and now we are on the way down where government loses control. I ran this model through the French revolution and it is the beginning of a period that lead to Louis XVI being decapitated!
Also, we have seen in many ways how government tyranny is no longer succeeding consider:
America's 'illegal' bombing of ISIS and funding of 'moderate' terrorists (like Al Qaeda) in Syria seems to be meeting with very little success.
Poland and Portugal and the EU. Slovenia, Sweden, and Germany with the refugee crisis. (Beginning of 'Brexit' as well)
The house of Lords, after the tax credit rebellion is now possibly to rebel on police snooping powers and Right to buy in rural areas.
I'm hoping, unlike the Israeli election, this election will be the end of Erdogan for SOME REASON. And the alliance of Saudi Arabia (approaching bankruptcy and revolution), Israel, Qatar the US and... in contention Turkey. Will lose out against Russia, Iran, Syria and possibly Iraq (with China in the background.)
UK seems to not be sure of what side their on. Allying with China over the US (China and US sworn enemies).
Anyway, take home point, the 'energy' IMO is not in favour of Erdogan anymore. And the end of Erdogan will speed the demise of ISIS and the Saudi Arabia - Qatar - Israel - ISIS and US axis
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