Despite my plan for these articles originally being to end the set talking about life planning and passages in the Law of One from Session 60. I have decided I should not go into that.
I am reading the Law of One book 5. Getting re- reminded of a lot of the things that were said in it. The discussion of the Crucifixion of Esmerelda Sweetwater. I realise that a lot of it is too profound to casually discuss. I was going to talk about life planning and what might be going on in our respective lives. But when I read the Law of One book 5, and what happened with the Law of One group. I just feel that the entire area is a bit above my head.
It also goes against the Law of Free Will a little it seems to me. The most important Law in the Law of One. Except possibly, and only possibly. The Law of One itself. It is a little frustrating to be writing about things like the Human Design, that is all very abstract. This transit is happening so it kind of correlates, from the channel description, to this other thing in real life. But the argument could be made that it is all just force fitting events to abstract things which could connect to any other abstract thing. I feel on an intuitive level though this makes sense. I do not have the 'authority' to really confront people with truths that could change their perspectives. It reminds me of this:
Youtube: gamer1001: TSCC FBI vs Cromartie Scene: August 15th, 2008
https://youtu.be/NWZFkPiFlkE?si=tKgx0bUQcAz3vwro
One of the things I love about science fiction. And one of the things that is often not done that well. Is when people that have refused to see something. People that are generally skeptical. Are confronted with something that is undeniably supernatural. And more powerful than they are able to confront.
This was a big draw for the book series 'The Expanse'. Where a kind of supernatural fungus starts doing a lot of things. Like, taking over a human space ship and making it go far faster for example. The thing about a lot of the characters in The Expanse. Is that a good deal of them were arrogant bureaucrats. The kind that perceive themselves to have a kind of absolute power.
In this scene, a person from an organisation known to be tyrannical. The organisation that shows government power. Is absolutely slaughtered and someone who was previously suspicious of these kinds of things. Skeptical. Is suddenly confronted with a very real manifestation of that thing they do not believe exists.
It often feels like it would be good if this breaking out of skepticism was from a positive force. But a negative force is just as good.
Transits.
The 21- 45.
As I have looked into the Human Design. I have found the numbers following the hexagrams to be important and to show exactly what one would think they show. They are like a chakra system in a sense. 1 is the root chakra concerns. 6 is the spiritual concerns.
This happened with Venus' movement through the gate 39 recently. When transitting Venus was in gate 39.1 It was a heat wave day. While out walking I saw a blonde girl. Very thin body, with huge breasts, in a bikini going down the beach. About 20. It was hard to stop thinking of her. It is one of those intense thoughts that I am not sure what to do anything with. Like having a spare puzzle piece. But it would make sense for the first line. Being the root chakra. Being pure animalistic, evaluating of the persons physique and fertility.
By the time Venus had got to 39.6 though. I grew annoyed with the constant subtle leftism of reddit. The endless sub reddits that are "non political". So any right wing posts are censored. But they just happen to let left wing posts through. Either directly but rarely. Open anti Trump jokes for example. Or very subtle left wing posts, but constantly. "This study shows this", when it does not show that. It showed almost that but you changed the title for your left wing sensibilities.
Gate 39 is of course provocation and I think they fit a great deal. But if you think of it. The 6th line is the follow on from the 1st line. Leftism, being as illogical as it is. Would not have so much power if it was not supported by the pure, uncontested power, of attractive young women.
I mention this in the discussion of the 21- 45 so I can talk about the lines.
Saturn is in gate 21.4. When the Sun moved into gate 45. It became clear to me that, as I said in part 1. It was not at all productive for me to be on X, and part of what was annoying me about it was that there was a kind of unconscious need for connection. Which is a kind of mental program I have been running for a long time.
I was deliberately socially ostracised in my first job. In a supermarket. They were all my peers. I started the job at 18. They all deliberately socialised together and did not include me for about four years, as has happened in other jobs. Almost every job in fact. This was why, I think, I was so active in blogging about the Law of One when I first got into it. I was not consciously aware of this, but I was seeking some form of connection.
This then grew to going on X, commenting and getting ignored. But continuing to do so anyway. I woke up the day that the Sun was at 45.1. and this became obvious to me.
Today we are at gate 45.4. The lines 4-6 look outwards, not inwards. So I can consider this in a more intelligent way. It seems to me that I do not need a lot of female perspectives on a lot of things. X is full of women giving unresearched perspectives. Things like "Men are just finding out that they have to provide value". Statistics, dating events, clubs and such, are showing men are actually withdrawing. Being subjected to this level of entitlement is toxic.
The theory of the channel.
There are, in my view, two channels that mainly deal with status. At least as it is expressed in the real world. One is the 34-20. This is to do with purely animalistic status. Do you work hard? Are you tall? Good looking? Do you have a nice body? Nice hair? Are you fun on a night out (with that bouncy sacral energy?) Do you have friends, and nice clothes; and are you able to show off animalistic status?
The second is the 21-45. This is a more meritocratic way of thinking. It says "What do you have to actually offer to this situation?" This is where value becomes an issue. You can arrive with published books, or a podcast, or a skill no one else has. But you will be judged on that. And if you have nothing you had better pray!
It is very meritocratic and ideally should be able to show off something it has done. Or status in a heirarchy it has earned. Obviously it is literally called "The money channel". And money would be another thing here.
For me, the transit has made me think. "What do I have to offer most of these people on X?" Especially the hot women I realised I was unconsciously trying to connect with in the same manner. The answer is, not a lot, which is why I am ignored. Only as the sun gets to gate 45.4 I realise that a lot of their opinions I find toxic. So they don't actually offer me anything of value either. In fact, the illusion of the possibility of connection. Is a net negative.
Conclusion.
This is not just about this specific set of days. I have been thinking about my relationship with social media for a long time. Several times previously mentioning here that I went off X as an example. I think this is one of the things that Saturn in the gate 21, and the gate 21.4 has been showing me.
In regards to the overall discussion. I think there is probably a natural way of solving things that people have. Like, if things are not going well for me in relation to others and I withdraw. Is there a natural way of solving this issue that comes along in that clarity that social media was preventing?
I don't know. But it is a possibility. That is pretty much how the immune system works. You take a rest and it does its work.
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