The personal information and reflections I will include at the beginning here are going to directly relate to the substance of the post. I am explaining my experience and showing where it reflects into the transits. To gain insight into them.
I am going to talk about things such as the personal pains of being low status and such like that. This is not to indicate I think I am uniquely in a bad place. I'm sure there are high status people out there with jobs they hate, abusive relationships, and world views that are a mess, that are living far worse than me. It is a reflection on the situation in reference to the transits.
The Human Design is one thing that, intuitively, I feel is on a whole other level. Like, if I were to move forward with my insights and ability to handle life. I think the human design is important in that. But somehow, it also requires more energy to talk about.
A reflection on status in general:
Youtube: Jonathan Bi: Look at the modern Neitscheans. August 30th 2024.
https://youtube.com/shorts/k3FhaMy-WtM?si=nvIgDxKS-xszhg7B
I do not agree with this. Nietzsche had a chronic disease. So in an important way, he was not able to gain status. He was not able to walk around with a hot bird on his arm for example.
But I would say, that as a person with a disability myself. This would create more insight into status, rather than less.
The example given by Jonathan Bi. Of the jocks. I would say, that a "jock". Lives their life, then there is some reason they experience temporary low status. Then they go and do something, like go to the gym and win a football game. Then they are experiencing high status. They stop thinking about status a great deal.
High status people tend to reflect on the annoyingness of low status people bothering them. But this is not so much about the mechanics of status. It is more about being annoyed. High status people also have a lot more people they are dealing with mostly. Not always but mostly. So they have less opportunity to reflect on what is going on with these things. They are suddenly thinking about their work project or wife or whatever.
Low status though, they do not get this let off. While some of them are in low wage jobs so I guess that is filling a lot of their time and taking their energy. If someone is disabled. I.e. effectively low status without some of the accompanying issues. So they are stuck with endless free time to think things over and no ability to gain status.
But their body knows status is important. So it continually pushes for them to think on that area to motivate them to uncover the keys to gain status. And reproduce.
For this reason, I wonder if Nietzsches work isn't really for high status people. High status people probably don't need to be told they are all that, and there is a lot of purely economic arguments that can handle that side of things. Like Ayn Rand.
Nietzsche's work is about the low status. "I realise you have been dealt a bad hand but do not fall into slave morality". The only way to oppose that if the emotions are pushing for that sometimes is possibly to overcorrect.
Todays Human Design.
On the subject of the Human Design. I have a little bit of an insight of myself as a manifestor. I explained yesterday, that sometimes I create mental reasons to incentivise me to change behaviours. Which never work. But the thing that doesn't work is just a single moment of clarity.
What I think I mean by that clarity is "rage". Another thing I changed recently. On top of the alcohol and chocolate. Was I was on Reddit and someone just made a snide little comment. I realised the only thing I receive there are snide, whiny little comments. And I just thought... "You know what, I am done". And I have not been back.
So the manifestor "anger" might be productive after all! It is almost like the tool to get rid of the negative. It is also interesting to me that this happened after I went to the gym. It kind of revealed an emotion I already had. I have felt for a long time, anger is somehow the key to positive movement forward.
A similar thing happened this morning with X. While I am not sure I will stop X per sey. I did notice an issue with it.
Like the disabled person that constantly thinks about status. I think I am caught in a similar loop. As are a lot of people. X is partly filled with beautiful women. That a person can then either comment on or direct message. And pretty much never get any kind of response. The men are not much different. There is more of a 'pull' to female posts though. They say things that are easier to relate to. A picture of them or a simple one line point on something. Rather than an obscure essay (that differing style may be due to the differing status between men and women? Men try harder to be heard?)
I have been on twitter for something like eleven years. I think I first went on because I was passionate about UKIP in about 2015. Conversing like this with people in general. Saying a lot of stuff and not getting anything back. Is OK for say, a few years. But this has been many years now. My real life experiences are not much different.
It also leads to self reflection. What is the reason I am doing that on a real level? The reason I am responding to messages, online, and in my real life. Is the general background idea that if I do so. Things will kick off and I will have people to talk things over with. I am not even as far as wanting anything physical to develop with any particular women. I just want to interact with them enough that they are not an alien (and distinctly aristocratic) creature.
On youtube, the idea is things will kick off and people will value my insight. But on youtube, they brought in a kind of early digital ID that was voluntary. But since I did not do it, because I have an out of date passport. My views were canned. From like. 5 - 30 a video to 0 - 1. A big reason I don't get much attention on X is that I have not paid the subscription for X premium. On the 'for you' tab, almost every post is from a premium account. On the comments, the premium comments are first in any thread.
I can't even volunteer in my own life. I need a character reference, not a work reference. I don't have a character reference because I never interact with anyone.
For later parts:
This is a reflection on what Saturn in the gate 21.4, is saying I believe. It has suddenly gained a voice today, the day I have this insight. Now that the sun is in gate 45. There is also the Neptune - Jupiter connection of 17-62, and I think that could relate to my conversation yesterday. About really analysing the Law of One quotes in depth and bringing in concepts like "first principles". That really fits with that channel. There is another channel here. The 39-55. The 55 is on the North Node and I have noticed the Nodal points are really big on politics. It will be interesting when the North Node goes into gate 30 at the end of July. Since I have some idea what gate 30 is.
I also wanted to perhaps analyse the chart for the Makerfield election. This is on June 18th. So results will come in early June 19th. Analysing the chart for about three in the morning on June 19th.
Then I might end with a Law of One quote reflecting on life paths and things from Session 60. Following on from the one I quoted yesterday from that session.
I planned to do all that in one article. But it is not practical. Since these are parts of the same article though. I do not know if I will do part 2 later today or tomorrow.
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