How will the leftist paradigm in Brighton and Hove end?

Two blogs in one day! I felt that post on alcohol deserved a non interfered with post, now I'm going to go back to talking about politics!:

As I have probably mentioned almost everyday, Le Pen's election is soon. Also, the UK general election is next month.

My area (Brighton and Hove) has this undercurrent of something extremely dark. I don't pick up on it much because I intentionally do not want anything to do with it. But a friend told me a story that illustrates this, in Brighton, apparently you get these people going through mid- life crisis'.Then they become very new age.

But unlike a real new age person, it is a very hypocritical new age. So when they go to these parties together they are really debauched!

Another story I heard was an acquaintance, two girls, went to this party and there was a room with almost naked girls wearing glitter and dancing. I have heard other very weird and bad stories, and when I was up in Uni in London Brighton is known for it's drug taking.

A large HMV has just closed down... Not large like Tesco superstore large but about fifty foot squared. It has been replaced with... Wait for it... a Victoria Secret!

I remember talking to a progressive girl a year and a bit ago and she was saying how an elderly relative she knew she was convinced was pro Tory but did not admit it... Probably for good reason. I have heard so many people say without prompting they hate UKIP.

Why am I holding up evidence of sexual promiscuity as evidence there is something not quite right? I'm not quite sure but there is something just a bit off about it, the story of the glitter girls for instance.

But I myself, aside from having girls often not treating me very well due to promiscuity, I myself have stayed quite fully away from such groups of people. I do not attend their parties nor would I want to. I am quite happy with spending some time with family, some time with friends and a lot of time alone. I do not run into these kinds of people because I am not this kind of person. I would stress most of the people I have met are nice people. But I am fairly often in the vicinity of not such nice people, and know others fully engaged with that side of Brighton.

The Politics of it all!

Our local MP Peter Kyle is a liberal, remain, reasonably progressive Blairite (Blairite term is self described). I don't think he is that bad, that was not why I am mentioning him. But the remain vote in Brighton and Hove was 70%. While Mr Kyle is not a Corbynista, not someone to forego civility from what I have seen of him professionally, he is on the left, he is VERY remain, and he is likely going to stay in office in this general election.

I don't want to do down Kristy Adams, but bear in mind the last Conservative in Hove got websites set up along the lines of 'kill Mike Weatherly' and he was violently attacked at a University campus. Not that that minority speaks for everyone, or even anyone but themselves. But in general, there is a very leftist leaning in this area.

But isn't this interesting? It is a CASE STUDY of how groups of leftists will have to adapt to the coming climate. Peter Kyle, the one the remainers in general of all the leftist camps will support, is a politician who will likely remain in power, but his party will suffer hugely. Predictions are that the Conservatives will gain around 100 seats. It will not matter what Labour think anymore. They will express their viewpoint, it will be picked up by the BBC, but then whatever the Conservatives want is what they'll get, and likely, hopefully, global events will start to weigh on everyone if the French oppose the EU as well.

As the left lose ideally it would be nice to see some positive effect from Brexit type policies or the collapse of the EU.

With the rest of the country going right, how will the demise of the left wing and its related thought forms that swim around this area (rich left areas)... How will this end? New industry?

It is an interesting question but not one that I think can be answered easily at this point. There has been so much momentum that has just been crushed in the past, so much hope of a stock market crash or policies being successfully applied. However, they do not happen. Trump doesn't build the wall, Article 50 took ages to be triggered, we still don't have control of our fishing waters.

Damage of alcohol.

Ridiculous situation I have had.

So I went to a martial arts class, for some strange reason was unable to sleep the entire night, while I was trying to get to sleep I drunk two glasses of wine in desperation, and then after I had to come home from work for not being able to concentrate I drunk one more glass of wine i.e. the end of the bottle.

I wake up after only a few hours sleep (I still need to catch up) and I am HUNGOVER!!! I am hungover... What am I a teenager?

This started because I wanted some nice looking liquers and was unable to have them so I brought a bottle of wine, had one glass, and left it and I slept very well that night... But it's not worth it and I should go back to the fairly strict routine I had before in which I have it almost none of the time except select social occasions.

The damage that alcohol does to a person is one of those huge issues that absolutely everyone avoids. I have some articles on it but the information is almost non existent. When I was trying to come off caffeine when I was younger I brought the book Caffeine Blues by Stephen Cherniske and that did justice to the subject, page after page of studies proving the caffeine is insidious and dangerous.

There is though, no such equivalent book that I have found for alcohol. I felt pretty awful. I felt more sexual than normal, not in a good way, I still feel an inability to discipline my brain and a resultant need to feel that discipline returned (like the fictional Tuvok, a Vulcan in Star Trek Voyager when he loses his emotional control for a medical/ psychic reason). I feel that I can't get this substance out of my system, that it is lodged in my brain and even though I take massively to drinking water/ sweetened water (I have drunk litres) it still does not feel as though my kidney's/ liver has been able to get this stuff out of me fully, only partially.

I only ever drink wine and when I drunk a few spirits once, experimenting after I'd already basically stopped alcohol, the experience was brief but quite a bit worse, no ability to control very dark thoughts at all.

Alcohol, rather like porn, seems closely related to the general depravity of the liberal world view that seems to slide into worse and worse perversions and into paedophilia. I do not have the actual study to hand unfortunately but I heard of one study that says the more porn someone watches the more liberal they are, since liberalism relates to sexuality that they themselves might want to try, and the more hostile they are to Christianity.

Here is another article I saw recently:

Medical Daily: Drinking Alcohol Makes Straight Men More Sexually Fluid: 'Beer Goggles' Boost Physical Attraction To Same Sex

I had more to say, about stocks that are looking dodgy and about some of Stefan Molyneux's brilliant videos as of late, but this subject is pretty serious to me and that's enough, I am reminded of my fathers extremely painful death and his addiction to whisky. He drunk about half a bottle a day and passed out one time when I was over there with my half- sister. The substance reduced him to nothing. A reasonably intelligent person. His body was immune to morphene which is something that happens to people who... to quote the doctor... Have been 'boozing all their lives'.

Perhaps if I get more into exercise (martial arts classes) I will be able to come off alcohol in social occasions because the exercise may make me more relaxed, however, to me that seems unlikely.

Different thoughts on the future. (Updated 9:16)

My last post did not get so many views, but it is one of my more important, an idea I will take to heart and probably be building on at some point.

So, I am, on a purely emotional level getting rather down. The absolute farce of politics when vote rigging goes on so unchallenged is disheartening and, after Holland, I'm not willing to express any enthusiasm about the result of the Sunday election.

I saw this great response on David Wilcocks latest blog post. I notice that since this part of the post is unmoderated so it is more interesting. The moderators have allowed a lot of anti Trump stuff through, to the extent it has been a whinge closet, but did not allow my post through challenging that (the moderators that is!)... Of course it is difficult to know but my sense is that when I go on there see an anti Trump post and don't challenge it because why bother if you are censored? That is the result they want. I suspect they hold mildly left wing views.

Anyway, this is the rather fantastic post:

Now I am not sure he is technically right here, it is not EVERYTHING that was written on the post had been divulged before by my memory, but the actual information divulged was not a great update to anything, unlike some of them, is debatable in its impact, as though it could have been part of an article rather than the whole thing. The information Davids audience is interested in is when will something in practical, material terms change, such as mass arrests happen; and David cannot provide that.

I DO still believe in politics but I have also been feeling this difficulty holding the faith.

The future:

If things did change how would they look? What David says about there being a massive ascension event as also told by the Law of One I find likely, but it would be a little dissatisfying in my view to have the ultimate justice of these problems removed from our hands, and I'm not even talking about the global things such as miracle cures held back and paedophilia rings or monetary manipulations. The smaller everyday things are also important.

Consider this video:

This is pretty fantastic, although the title is a bit drab!

The personal stories about the unfairness of the justice system and the unbelievable behaviour of many of the women is quite something. I'm spoilt for choice in considering recollection of one of them!

In America, of the men that have had paternity tests done on children they have thought are theirs, 50% were not theirs! In the UK a statistic that has always stuck with me is that 1/10 men are looking after children they believe are theirs but are not!

Quite the cruelty! Those children are not viewing themselves correctly. We carry genetic tendencies from our parents I have seen it abundantly ALL THE TIME. To lie to a child about such a thing is surely a crime on the deeper level.

How would society look if there was a consideration of this problem and a mandated mass test of all children to genetically determine paternity! Now that would be quite something. However, it is not something I instinctively feel is going to happen because women not being punished (the right word... Punished!) for their cruel behaviour that usually includes a massive refusal to take responsibility, women not being punished for these things is the normal thing in the way I have lived my whole life. (Clearly part of the solution I would like is men who are not the childs father being made to pay child support by the state!)

Another example of this is how the politicians in the UK and Brussels are so determined to stick with mass immigration. I don't even think that all the ones that are here already should necessarily be allowed to stay, especially if their home country has been severely 'brain drained'! I never used to think that but two things have changed my mind: A) Real experience with immigrants, especially those that are 'racist' towards English people. Even though this cannot really be determined and may sometimes be structural (i.e. easier to hire immigrants, will be treated very badly and not complain), I have seen enough general anti Britishness and not all of it abstract very deliberately a great deal of the time. (Just to state, not in my current role at all).

(UPDATE: This is almost a liberal fallacy I made here, (I have had no sleep and not been able to work) This is not true but it felt true as I wrote it. What IS true is that there were a lot of British people that were hired and fired in my last job, and this seemed to get at me on a psychological level moreso than other far more traumatic events for some strange reason. Curious how the mind works. But the truth is the person I was talking about here was too intense with everyone not just the British, although there was one incident involving race I was angry about, and another was the 'structural problem'.)

B) Another reason is the frustration against the lack of change and the liberal arrogance, wanting a real win against them, the punch that I feel psychologically needs to happen; and the understanding that in times of great change unexpected things like this, unexpected huge political changes that effect peoples entire lives, are common place. Something will eventually happens that sets big events off, this might be one of them.

Dietary:

I have not eaten chocolate for a long time now and have previously gotten very bad results from caffeine. Since I was relaxing with a few different things such as meat, and because the Infowars supplement "Cave Man" is made with chocolate, I decided to try a dairy free bar.

That stuff, is POISON. I only realised when I went to the toilet today and the effect left me. It changes your thoughts and your sex drive. It is just wrong. I also wonder what the world will be like as we move away from noxious substances, such as psychic suppressants in the tap water etc.

Even though I am obviously sensitive to this substance, I do not believe the effect is specific to me. A book called 'Caffeine Blues' by Stephen Cherniske was one of those I read when I wanted to get off it and if there is a study that says caffeine stops the blood going to your brain for instance (which is why people get a headache when they stop!) that is a scientific study on everyone, that is not just me.

Tomorrow then Sunday

I have not slept well today, I will likely go into work, possibly do a few things afterward and enjoy a night where I will not have to get up for work the next day. Saturday will probably be a blur of not that much productivity and then we will be at Sunday.

THE LE PEN ELECTION IS FINALLY HERE!

Very exciting!

P.S. Here's another quick article for laughs:

The Gateway Pundit: Antifa Chick Goes to Turkey With Muslim Loverboy, Gets Raped and Beaten

The cult of "normality".

We are very judgemental of cults... Those groups of people devoted to certain rationalities regardless of evidence, and who have a self satisfied belief in their own rightness and superiority.

But what if a cult HAD taken over years past? Technically, the cult would go to all efforts to maintain that they are reasonable, the normal, not unusual. Their way of viewing life is the correct way of viewing life.

This brings quite a lot of ideas. For instance, if you think about University, anything a cult does wrong is not recognised, the victims/ survivors are silenced.  In the "normal" way many have of viewing the world, the fact that Universities are creating people that do not know how to 'life', who have useless degrees and still end up working as a barista. Universities are never challenged or punished for this.

Another thing is, in the "normal" way of viewing life, the cult is assumed to be morally righteous for converting and generally damaging others. This is something we can see in Syria and Western foreign policy. The bodies taking up 'field space' in Syria do not bother the "normal" way of viewing things and neither do places like Greece. Brexit was voted on based on the UK's national interest and immigration, the damage the EU does to other countries is not even brought up.

In many ways, I think we are living in a cult of "normality". When something real happens such as a crash in the stock market, or a vote for a populist. This cult like mentality is partially influenced, and then there is an emotional response. But mostly there is no attempt to look at how the larger world might be changing because "normal" thoughts get in the way too much.

So we are in the cult of "normal". The people with the greater power over the narrative are those that believe the world is not going to change despite votes coming soon that clearly show how it is. When Le Pen gets in for instance, suddenly an anti Islam reality will be put into practice, suddenly it will effect the EU, and the cult of "normality" will be disturbed.

Then it won't be about how nothing is ever going to change and we need to make plans based on that, the narrative or "paradigm" you might say will change!

Dreams:

Previously, when I stopped playing Playstation games, I had this dream several years later, where I knew I had been playing a combination of CrashTeam Racing and Crash Bandicoot for two or three hours. It was quite an interesting dream because it was so worked out this game. My brain had made me up a computer game to play that was very long!

After that point I could not play video games anymore and I still can't. I even tried properly on games I had enjoyed with a friend and still got a kind of car sickness where following all the pixels on the screen lead to nausea.

I don't know if this is the same thing but I am getting the same thing with films now. I just got a dream that was a cross between the Netflix 'Shadow Hunters' and 'Lord of the Rings'. It feels like after I have had the dream the perspective is being cleaned out and the dream itself was an emphasis on the weirder parts of the acrobatics, and the story...

Good times!

Dietary choices and chaos of modern era.

I found this youtube video very instructive. Since around 2014 or a bit later, I have been on an episcatarian diet (vegan except for fish). This came about because  I was influenced by vegan ideas at the same time as having the insight that a meat that I have always disliked... Bacon, is not very nice (too fatty, apparently bacon is the meat that is most similar to human!)

But, I get pains if I don't eat meat. Really strange ones. Mostly in the legs. So I've just been eating fish for about two or three years but it struck me, what is the best diet? After I watched this video I had the thought that the diet I was on was not the best one. If you have the same food all the time you start to suffer from lack of nutrition because most food is missing certain elements.

So I had some mince meat yesterday (cow). Even though I feel a little uncomfortable from the fat in it or from the change of diet, I do feel a LOT better. I feel I have more energy and recognise my previous diet was lacking. (I feel like I'm going to vomit if I eat any more fish in the near future!)

Roaming Milennial makes some quite fantastic points here. The video is a real addition to my life!

I have a lot of information and experiences that are anti- vegan. I have noticed that vegans refuse, point blank, to accept certain things, even when it has what I would consider foolproof evidence. That is disrespectful.

This morning I have been contemplating whether, if someone's life goes off the way they had decided would be best for them i.e. if someone became a teacher say rather than being in the spotlight as a musician like they might have wanted originally. Is this second desire a result of being bullied into it by life and accepting your lot (as I have the strong belief it is in a lot of instances), or are there times when it is actually the higher positive forces guiding the person to what their real preference is?

We will no doubt find out. But related to that it seems that if my "life path" is off, I should not feel too bad as many other people's life paths are off as well? I wonder how it will look when things 'click together' or if there will be another reality entirely come along. (Like ascension)

I link this with Stefan because I find his philosophy that rejects any deeper, abstract, metaphysical life path kind of idea to be extremely grating. However, this video talks about how France has become a war zone, rather than cheese, wine, sun, beautiful women and creative people on the beach, there is just army people interfering with everything to root out terrorists and militant communists on the street setting fire to policemen!

Of course, going back to what I was saying a little while ago, the "creative people" on the beach who would normally be making music down there or something, are not doing that because the country is starting to look a bit like somewhere in the middle east! I.e. many people might be considered to be off their path, or at least that kind of path. When someone goes into 'adaption' mode and has to wrestle with political forces perhaps that is still their path in a way?

In music they say you play like your influences, I am producing a blog that is built on other youtube videos at the moment. My 'influences' are these authors. There are yet more videos and more things I have to say.

But, I'm off to work... A short shift which is very high volume and no break (that was my choice, it is not a six hour+ shift), so a bit like a 100m run in work form!

SJW's using the free market:

Two examples here:

Breitbart: Liberal New York Times Subscribers Canceling in Droves over Anti-Global Warming Column

Youtube: ABitOfBritt: LUSH gets in trouble for FAT SHAMING?!

Basically, groups of people that I did not know truly existed (I sometimes wonder if these people only exist as part of the mainstream media and paid trolling campaigns.) Are using their money, i.e. the free market to enforce their fascist political correctness.

This is quite amazing, it will make victory all the more sweeter when we do finally start to make an impact in a practical way, that all these people will be whining. You can't really have victory without losers!

Another way this same group of people is pushing their agenda is in the street protests in France where the police have been SET ON FIRE:

It is worth noting that Paul Joseph Watson said about these market manipulations of Social Justice Warriors that when the company goes against them they make money. For instance, Barbie put out a fat blue haired Barbie that nobody brought. It was a marketing nightmare. Another company was put under pressure for a 'beach body ready' ad. The Social Justice mob complained and the company ignored it and went with the advert, they made loads of money.

Personal:

So when things have gone wrong I have mentioned it on this blog. When I have needed to get a new job in my estimation for instance. But things have gone right now so it's only fair I mention that too. I have more hours at work. I am working at the busiest periods (mornings) but I will be doing more hours than I was before. I have also had a pay raise, an addition to the minimum wage rise.

So this is good. It will make the job more mechanical because I will be going in, working and leaving. Normally in a shift there in the afternoon there are less calls and we can in theory go on the internet or chat a little bit more, it is a more relaxed atmosphere, which is the only time I think I would be likely to strike up a conversation with someone. But I will not be experiencing that anymore but will simply be working. I am fine with that.

The place I am working at the moment it will be interesting to see the effects if there is any real social change!

My previous workplace underpaid their staff and particularly their shift runners. Those people that are mostly responsible for the overall atmosphere of the store! There has been anger amongst the workers that shift runners are underpaid and some extremely stupid responses by management when challenged by this.

When the minimum wage was put up the gap between minimum wage, i.e. worker, and shift runner was made a lot smaller. About 60p. This clearly created problems for the company the management of course ignored (I will note though it does not apply to under 25's). What will they do now that the minimum wage is the same rate as the team leader wage?

Other stuff:

I have to go to work now but there are other things to talk about, firstly, the Conservative candidate for my area was called:

https://twitter.com/KristyAdamsBlue

Secondly, the moon cycle is going ahead well, we are in the opening square, the time of activity and there have been five or six new youtube videos on my subscriptions this morning! All very interesting.

But no time now!

Dystopian Fiction: The Time Machine

I've continued my foray into dystopian fiction, with H.B.Wells 'The Time Machine'.

Very short book, and the Morlocks were far more creepy in the original work as oppose to the films. Late last night I was unable to fall asleep until I had gone around checking the locks on the doors etc.

However, there is something dissatisfying with this dystopian fiction. It is a little older, and perhaps it was a time for rather disconnected intellectuals. Something in this book which was kept out of the films by good judgement (in my opinion) was that after he has spent some time with the Eloi and the Morlocks, the Time Traveller goes further into the future, and the story is just a bit stupid.

Missing from H.B.Wells conception of the universe is what might be called 'the emotional realm'. It is written from the perspective of a rather rational scientific approach and as a result things turn out in a way they do not in real life. Eccentric scientific theories take over the everything, effect everything and leave no room for real life that usually runs with a more emotional energy knitting everything together. (There is scientific precedence for this in string theory where emotional energy is known to complete strings and allow them to vibrate).

Put more simply; real life is made of intense passion and this is missing from Wells' conception of the universe. Any dystopian fiction might realise that that intense passion is very often negative. There is simply, no Islam in The Time Machine, 1984 or Brave New World (although Brave New World comes closer). There are no aggressive satanists. Passionate in their commitment to true evil. In the Time Machine, injustice has worked out because of a kind of subconscious mistake of nature, but we know in real life there are negative forces controlling, or attempting to control outcomes, from a position of malevolent planning (and, I should add, positive forces opposing them).

The Hunger Games capture this a little more with the abject cruelty of the games themselves and the egotistical, self righteous, ever vengeful anger of the governmental tyrants. The Hunger Games was written by a woman.

My next likely book is Stephen Kings 'The Stand'. Which is about 1300 pages long. It is the world after a plague has ravaged everything and then people start getting dreams of a 'dark prince'. Stephen King does at least capture that passionate evil of the negative.

Perhaps the reason negative religious passion is not captured in more fiction books is because of the response to Salman Rushdie. I'm sure there are plenty of good writers though that could knit together a story with that and other concepts.