What's good in the world?

The last post was full of 'negative wisdom' and it's not really where it's at is it?
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What's good in the world? Music. That's something that's good. I don't know why things are so difficult metaphysically. Familly. That's a good thing.
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But to create a society like we truly deserve? I don't know how we go about doing that. Possibly to get a more complete picture it would be good to look at the astrology of all involved.
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My vibration is a bit lower because I've casually looked at a bit of news and I've eaten chocolate. That goes against my current veganism :). There are basic everday tasks I am meant to be engaging in that I'm not doing. While I have been having my most recent crisis it has seemed very obvious to me how negative everything is. And how positive the little bits of positivity are.

The ascendency of emotion.

Well. Things are shifting for me. Whether on some level everything is OK I don't know. I have a lot of fear but that's not the end of the world.
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Talking about a kind of 'negative wisdom' because that's what I feel that it becomes when a 'wisdom being', perhaps fifth density, enters the scene with new wisdom and those surrounding them try and push them down, 'put them back in the box'. So to speak. This is not seriously negative to any great degree most of the time. But any break from complete positivity becomes a little bit of negative wisdom. At least in theory. Where the sixth density entities prefer 'lack of love' to 'love', can be very simple.
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Watching question time which is a political show. There is a historian on there called David Starky. I've seen his perspective being represented before. He is a real smart guy who steps on others toes quite a lot. I DEFINITELY don't agree with everything he says (although perhaps that is premature), but a part of Question Time has shown what it is sometimes like when trying to bring wisdom in.


The panel were discussing a question of an older man and younger woman where the girl apparently very determinedly decided to chase the guy and he succumbed. The rest of the panel got on their moral highground horse and didn't discuss the issue apart from as 'concerned parent's.' David Starky said, and tried to make a rational point, that there is a great deal of difference between sexual maturity and to evaluate the girls behaviour on a theoretical level, outside the situation which he conceded to have the agreed upon moral outrage.
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What he said was simply started to shift the perspective towards what the girl was doing in a small way, nothing big. Just lets look at the actual facts of the case. And then he was shouted down. By both the panel and the crowd (whom I would've loved to have backed up Starky.) This gets more complicated if you were imagine the girl as sixth and the guy as fifth. Therefore somewhat 'commanded' by her energy. Although free will is of course always present.
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My point being that bringing something forward and being shouted down is an experience I have had before and at around 44 minutes of the question time, we see how it is. Knee jerk, knee jerk, knee jerk. Can't look at the wisdom.
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Another thing I remember about another Question Time was once when he was on before and everyone was talking 'knee jerk' about Syria and the episode ended with David saying that Syria had a properly financed military that was large and capable and that's why the United States won't attack Syria.
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But, this attitude will have it's day of reckoning. I feel a little bit supressed by certain people. Although profoundly, profoundly grateful to others. Things are nice and easy but nice and easy is bad to me. I need to get on with things, and feel a little trapped. The point with this day of reckoning is that I have always felt pushed inside myself and that my wisdom is not being allowed to be expressed. But one day I have always wanted my wisdom to have to be looked at. I don't feel that so violently anymore as I did when I was younger and trying to heal my diabetes.
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But, ideally I would like to raise to a level where I could make a real difference. Perhaps music singer/ songwriter would be good. That way if I'm walking around as a Dylan fame (although not style) type of person then people give you a certain ascendency but I would not want only music to be my metaphysical backbone. The idea is that once the light starts to filter in, people won't be able to lie so much anymore. And some of these sixth density entities that would 'stand against' the truth for reasons of personal preference, what will happen then?
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Seriously though, they'd probably discover the love at this point as well. To me, I know this intuitively, the shift will not be sudden, it will be gradual.

Sending love to society.

Cool. There is a strange sort of peace. All is quiet on the Western front.
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And that's the problem isn't it. All is quiet. I am very upset about the way the world is going, and I've had an insight.
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Another of the very many triggers that I have been looking at as to why things suddenly went tits up a few months before things really went tits up. Don't have any idea about the relevance of that crude metaphor, I suppose the woman is on top in this scenario?
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Anyway, another of the things I did was I stopped doing meditations of sending love to newspapers, bankers, politicians etc. I didn't take this seriously but recently I've suddenly begun to take it VERY seriously. Because that was when I started getting Annunaki in my dreams, when I stopped. That was also the last thing we heard from Brittany Lynn before she went and joined the negative side with a passion. (Until just recently).
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So, I might be doing that again. I started doing it and I have felt a lot better. A lot more grounded. I feel extremely angry about the way the world is going. That there is so much 'fascism', there is so much that the media hide from us that it has gotten ridiculous and I am really angry.

Suppression.

I've received a message from Plenum on Bring4th telling me they have changed a part of one of my blogs in order to remove a paragraph, where I outlined the thrust of my problem with the forum and also added onto the end 'Go fucking die'. That last bit fair enough. But the anger I expressed there I had a right to and I really did find it very insulting when people passively aggressively asked questions. This infers that what I am trying to express is less than legitimate (I should have written this 20 minutes ago when the anger was still raw, that sentence would not have been so nice).
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Trying to keep this fire alive inside me. So anyway, it is time for me to close this blog as well now. When I had expressed the anger on that blog I felt like as long as they had heard what I was trying to say, then it was fine, I can carry on saying stuff here; (even though I have almost zero pageviews, but not zero, I almost feel a little bad for the one or so people reading this).
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But it's not OK if they are going to take away my right to my anger, and indirectly, the emotions that originated it. It only becomes blocked and angry since what started out as a service to others idea got blocked.
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So here's me signing off again. Like I said I feel the higher forces have my back again. I do not want to be in service to bring4th. I am removing my service from those people. I don't know what's next, but I know indirectly, I will serve my greater interest, which is partly to do with that past life.

Don't meditate.

That's what my guidance said: Don't meditate.
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Starting to see things differently now. Starting to think differently. The reason I am not to meditate is that I've simply absorbed too much spiritual catalyst. Perhaps it's all about acting spontaneously at the moment.
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Starting to clean up. I wake up at the moment and my first thought is usually to do with something in the real world. And I'm going to be making improvements to my appearance. Or not as the case may be. Thinking of shaving.
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I have been lamenting my redefining myself as the next incarnation of Don Elkins. I was wondering whether something that comes through with all these lives is archetypal. Only one life reincarnates, at least according to Newtons books. But I have a lot of fear around past life regressions and stuff.

Inconjuncts?

Good, no one is reading. I essentially have had enough of a lot of this. (But I do like readers. No one be offended :).)
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I woke up this morning. My thoughts are grounded. My head is clear. I am capable of reading something and not immediately reproducing it. It all hinges around that past life. I have had a dream that talks about music, and has said quite frankly that I am wasting my time, and even questions whether my life path in music can be done anymore.
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But, I feel good. To an extent I hope I have solved something. Learned something. So that if and when this all happens again. On another planet or whatever, something will have been solved enough that I won't have to repeat the whole experience ad-verbatim. For instance, when I was young I was bullied and that made me have to reach out and express my feelings. Which should have become a habit more now and should have at least solved something partially.
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Astrology, isn't that cool. I have remembered the Human Design Chart essentially gives a good reason why me and Carla would never, ever repeat anything in the real world, even communication. Since Don and Carla had nine links in their human design charts. Me and Carla only have, ONLY have the two south node connections I described. Also, in synastry, we have a lot of inconjuncts and inconjuncts are not completely pleasant aspects. You have to do things indirectly with inconjuncts. Which means Carla could probably read my blog without issue, because that is indirect.
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There we go. Emotion. I'm feeling bad and so I should be. My life path is taking on a broken course.

The world without pain.

Just watching Shrek 2 and there is a queen in it who looks like Princess Camilla. When I think about it, I find it hard to believe the royal family is a super negative group. The very 'human' conversation that the two characters were having makes me think of that couple.