I like Americans. I recall when I went to University. Which was a generally depressing experience as it was absolutely full of foreigners that were not really intellectually engaged. I wanted to read every book. I wanted to understand every thinker and engage with every class. But the rest of them just sat there like they were being walked through school as petulant children that did not want to be there.
Meaning that classes were kind of quiet. No one engaged or put their hand up or seemed to want to be there. But one time we had just one American (a literal big fat guy) in the class who talked and talked and talked. I didn't completely agree with him but God damn it was good to have someone offering their opinion.
Any place, online places especially, that do not have Americans in them is kind of quiet. Twitter before Americans used to wake up, back before the algorithm was as good as it now is, was really empty and boring.
Now though, with Elons new update, meaning that a lot of those Indians pretending to be Americans have filtered out. Well, you can have too much of a good thing. The place is filled with so much intensity from everyone offering their opinions, that it is just exhausting.
It also did not take them long to start saying things like 'Sort out your own country that is full of third worlders'. At just any minor point they disagree with. Not too much, but it's there.
This is another kind of personal update thread. It is a shift in my emotions that I did not think was possible and has been influenced by the gym. Stefan Molyneux once said that before you go to the gym, you do not know what your real opinions are. Because you do not have the testosterone to assert them. My views are changing so completely that it feels like something like that is happening.
Part of why I talk about this though is that my life fits in a Law of One paradigm. It really does fit in my life in a big way. My life works better when I am re reading the Law of One books. I reflect on the quotes. I talk about and reflect on the Human Design Chart that I believe is also a reflection of those same kinds of teachings.
There is a holistic element to life that is hard to explain that also goes through my life that relates to the Law of One.
That is the case here but my life is also getting very real world and slightly less attached to metaphysical concerns in general. I am feeling alive, grounded and 'real world'. This is because of the gym. I am going again in an hour and a half. I love the gym. I love it so much.
The thing that has seemed to happen to me recently with the gym is... That the information in the Law of One about balancing the lower centres. Is true. The information about coming away from 'transcient' material.
I can't describe it, but I have just woken up and I do not emotionally believe in Q anymore. Nothing has changed in my technical mind. In my technical understanding of the phenomena. But emotionally, I just can't get behind it!
This is not the first time Trump has posted Q memes on his Truth Social. There are many instances of the Anons taking one or the other hint, meme, or piece of political news and saying it's all gonna happen tomorrow. I am just tired of it.
This might have been an influence as well:
I have asked Christians a lot of questions on twitter. Things like how do they justify banning porn which is something they are promoting? Taking it down to the philosophy. Never any actual good answer. It is always that they just feel like they have the right to take away others liberties and rule over others with government power... "just because".
Ideally, going to the gym, being super grounded. It is probably that I will simply stop caring about most of this though. Perhaps Q is real but I don't care sort of thing. I can't influence anything there anyway.
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