Working with difficult paradigms.

Following on from yesterdays post. It seems to me that the JFK files were kind of a nothing burger. 

For me though, the entire issue has revealed something about my own psychology to me that is relevant. I am not capable of coming away from irrational excitement about these kinds of events. Sitting at home, with a disability, with not much of a life. No girlfriend, no friends etc. But, even so, quite happy, I love my dog etc. In that kind of situation, loneliness is an uncontrollable factor, and twitter becomes a close friend. Then it is impossible to not get involved at least a little in the Q narrative. At least for me.

It comes down to values. Previously, A while back now. I was completely over the top with Q stuff. Going on creepy facebook groups for information. Obsessed with it all day. Then I came away from it as much as I could. Now, I am going to be honest with myself about my need to keep my ear to the ground with these materials. Perhaps occasionally, or more than occasionally, catching an X22 report. Keeping the faith that things will change positively. 

But it creates a schism in the way I view the world. The last US election I really had a 'come to Jesus' moment with real life and the QAnon directive. If the deep state had not been eliminated/ weakened, Trump would NOT have gotten in. Q posts, contained very specific references to the precise make up of the election. 

While I was away from this kind of thing. I preferred to try and view the world in a Molyneux kind of way. In that, I tried to think of things in relation to virtue. But now that has kind of dissolved. Because the QAnon narrative does not really allow for that perceptive filter.

Let me explain. In the paradigm I used to hold. The Stefan Molyneux paradigm. If you had a friend that you didn't get on with. Well firstly, forgiveness isn't a thing without contrition, and people rarely change. So it is safe to assume you would not see much of them again. In Stefan Molyneux's paradigm. With the benefit of philosophy to motivate. We work hard to succeed and then get a partner and reproduce. We stay away from people that are crappy or abusive in any way and experience a kind of desert of friendship for a while, until we find new quality people.

Maybe that's how things will go down. BUT, and this is a big but. The QAnon paradigm doesn't work in lockstep with this viewpoint. Under the QAnon paradigm, at some point in the future things will change, and they will REALLY change. Change absolutely and completely. Satanic practices and their black magick results, that the elite have engaged in, will be exposed. The financial and political system will completely change. Hidden technologies will be released. True history will be revealed; and probably, likely, the realities of extra terrestrial civilisations, including negative extra terrestrials we have been subject to, will be revealed. Possibly with the arrival of extra sensory abilities. 

The thing with that second paradigm is that. Under that second paradigm. Nothing about our relationships can really be assumed and solidified. A new world will include a lot of healing. People stuck under drug addictions, abusive and/ or dysfunctional relationships, and crappy jobs with a legacy of anxiety and fear from crappy parents. Will completely change. Completely forgoing their previous viewpoints that perhaps alienated you from them. 

This is a hard thing to cognitively consider. I even have a bit of dream interpretation making comments on it. For instance, x person is stuck in y problem. But that indicates their entire personality, plus lightly disrespectful behaviours, will change if that societal issue were to pass away. So you have to hold that you can't, and don't want to deal with them right now, but also, that in the future things will probably be fine. So you can't relax into simply disliking and dismissing them. 

After all that the only thing left to do is simply surrender the mystery to the Creator. We are not designed to handle those contradictions. Via cognitive dissonance and the rest of it.