Law of One Session 34 reflection. Television.

A reflection on a Law of One quote. 

Questioner: I thought that that was correct, but I wasn’t sure. Can you give me the same type of information that we have been getting here with respect to the unmanifested self interacting between self and gadgets, toys, etc.— inventions?

Ra: I am Ra. In this particular instance we again concentrate for the most part in the orange and in the yellow energy centers. In a negative sense many of the gadgets among your peoples, that is what you call your communication devices and other distractions such as the less competitive games, may be seen to have the distortion of keeping the mind/body/spirit complex unactivated so that yellow- and orange-ray activity is much weakened thus carefully decreasing the possibility of eventual green-ray activation.

Others of your gadgets may be seen to be tools whereby the entity explores the capabilities of its physical or mental complexes and in some few cases, the spiritual complex, thus activating the orange ray in what you call your team sports and in other gadgets such as your modes of transport. These may be seen to be ways of investigating the feelings of power; more especially, power over others or a group power over another group of other-selves.

This is a scary prospect. Especially for someone that spends a lot of their time either on twitter, youtube, or watching some other form of entertainment. I have no friends and no money, partly because I am not working. 

It is annoying. The world for me is changing with having access to the gym now. But I am having to adapt myself to quite a situation of discomfort. Or lack of comfort might be another way to put it. I don't have a streaming service I go on. I'm wondering if boycotting television types of things. Like series of shows. Might improve my tendency to do the things I really want to do. Such as play music. 

It starts to feel upsetting and urgent sometimes. We only have this one life and even if it turns out that life is extended or something in the future. It still feels like time is so precious. Wasting it on TV, even though that is what I have been doing, feels so "bad". Since stopping alcohol and chocolate as well. I have not been able to enjoy said TV nearly so much. I used to be fine watching a few episodes of something with a beer or bar of chocolate. But without that I find it harder to get over the inconsistencies in the show. Parts that are unrealistic and such. Even when this is seemingly a more subconscious realisation. 

Obviously, if I had a job and needed to chill after that job it might be different. 

At the moment, I am off alcohol and caffeine. I intend to be off the permanently. I do think of them so I consider it discipline to stay off them. I am doing the gym, which might have a reflection on how much a masturbate. I seem to go longer and fantasize less when my energy is concerned with the gym. But also, coming off watching television even. All this might add up to real world change for me but also, periods of discomfort. It is usually hard to relax without being able to watch a series.  

Anyway, I'll see how it goes!  

Personal breakthrough: The power of the gym.

Due to health problems. This is one of the first times in a long while I have been able to reliably go to the gym. For a while I had stomach problems that stopped me going. At various times various other problems. But at the moment. I can usually get to the gym, do a session, and there is nothing stopping me. 

The power of the gym on my mental health has just been staggering. So much so that I am writing a blog only concerned with this. After a gym session I am often able to access emotions that I did not know I felt. As I have written about before. I am able to access things that I perceived that were perhaps a 'survival threat'. But are revealed with muscle release and testosterone increase. 

But I am thinking it is more than that now. Thinking it is more than simple things I didn't acknowledge through a subconscious fear. Ra Uru Hu once talked about the Projector in Human Design. He said that the Projector experiences blame and this blame gets layered. It would make sense to me that each type experiences 'layering' of the not self emotion, not just Projectors. Because every type has a fundamental not self emotion created by their true self type being mismanaged. When things go wrong, the other side of the positive energy is a negative energy. So that would have happened constantly and from very early on. Meaning it always gets layered. 

This is the kind of insights I have been getting. Things revealed that I got incredibly angry about. But which haven't been thought about for a long time. Some of these insights are very relevant to how the world works like. My last blog about 3i/Atlas ideally being alien contact was kind of answered. I can see a little bit more. I have more insight into unpleasant behaviours that people have that deserve the kind of situation we are in now. Not have it all sorted out. This is only possible with the rage of remembering unpleasant behaviours against me in the past. It is good, like the negative feeling serves a positive function of insight!

I am very tired though, even as I write this. This insight has come from a harder gym session than previously since I was annoyed (angry!) that I had missed one, due to unavoidable health issue.

The positive effects though, I feel it would be hard to even spell them all out here. But one of the insights I have had was just how messed up I was previously in my life. This makes a big impact on the world around me. On how I process my past.

I am reading, and really enjoying, the Lord of the Rings. I previously read this when I was not particularly well. When I read it previously, I stopped because it was just incredibly dark. I got to the point where Frodo is walking through the second forest with the Elves and I just felt it was bad.

Now I read it though, and it is not even slightly dark! The reason it is not dark is that there is so much love in the set up. There is so much love with the hobbits and the relationship of the four friends. I am really in a positive place with this book and I think it is where Tolkien shines. He has set up an incredibly loving thing for us to invest in before he introduces the danger. A lot of sci fi doesn't really do that. They just lightly introduce the characters then get on with the plot. But... Something needs to be threatened! Courage needs to be shown. 

The difference in my memory from now to when I previously read it is so stark that I realise that I was more unwell mentally than I ever realised. This brings in a lot of additional and powerfully relevant insights. I cannot remember hardly a single thing that I am now reading. Not one thing. The memories I do have are inaccurate of this book. 

Anyway, that's it for the moment. I believe that doing the gym regularly from now on. If I am able to. If there is no more problem. Will be a hugely positive thing in my life and it is something that I really want.  

The petition for 3i/ Atlas to be the real deal.

Many people in the new age say things like. "We are the ones we have been waiting for" and "No one is going to save us". I want to push back on this. In this blog I am going to put a theoretical model forward that the actually correct thing to happen in this society from this point forward is to have some sort of mass alien event or something. To do this, I will summarise how I think the world really is, what is really going on at the moment politically. During this I will go full Q-tard. About 1/4th David Wilcock. 

Firstly, my paradigm is... in truth kind of descended from my supernatural experiences as a child. But in a more explainable way, it is based very strongly on the Law of One. 

There are some beliefs that come from the Law of One. From Session 8 we are told that our society has at its disposal. All the means to heal each and every situation that afflicts us. Poverty, illness (all illness) and hunger. We also have as a basis that there are very powerful positive and negative extra terrestrials that interact with us. We also have that there is a path of 'satanism'. A legitimate spiritual path in that direction. Of pure evil basically. That some on this earth practice. 

There are more things like this talked about. From the real world I have also learned a few things. Some thing about the negative. That all the weird nasty torturous things to children and stuff that people affiliated with Q say that negative groups are doing. That is real. But also, there is an entirely other weirder layer. 

One place where this shows is that every single celebrity. Like, all of them. Every single one. Keanu Reeves, Ed Norton, Brad Pitt, Russell Crowe, Jennifers of various descriptions. Lawrence, Aniston Garner, Love- Hewitt. Just all celebrities... Are transgender. Bob Dylan, Bill Gates, Alexandra Occasio Cortez, Hillary Clinton. 

This took, even me, even having held most of these beliefs since being a teenager. A long time to accept. There was a woman called Michelle XYZ who talked about this on youtube. I used to watch a video every day, she had about 200 or more. I think I watched every single one. Because I just couldn't convince myself, on the deeper level, it was true. It is... literally. So bizarre. 

This from someone comfortable with these beliefs. That is the main thrust of my argument. I will need to explain more though. 

According to Q, according to the hints they drop, and according to many in that communities understanding. We are kind of watching a bit of a 'show' of sorts. Behind the scenes, deep behind the scenes. The positive military has won out against the negative groups and dismissed a large amount of the worst people. They are now setting up a convincing story for the main population. That remains permanently asleep to these things.

While I imagine there are pockets of real bad guys still. They are middle management. Not the top truly evil types. They might not know this and the truly evil ones like to be super mysterious about giving orders in my understanding. So the ruse is pretty easy. 

But anyway, all the events we see are things happening to slowly show the population the mildest of what has been really going on. Since, I'm sure a lot weirder and unpleasant stuff has happened than transexual celebrities. There is a lot that would even shock me I imagine. 

So that's where we are now. We are in a place where we need to transition from a situation where pretty much nothing is really understood by the main population. To a society where the basics are all understood. Perhaps not the true depth of malevolence. But things such as there are extra terrestrial races. There is a negative path.

Part of what has been going on since the lockdowns might have been to wake people up as much as they can be. But I don't know that that is still happening. Out of the normie population. Boomers that watch the BBC every day as an example. Young women at University. The most brainwashed. There is NO understanding of this information. No understanding of this world view. Non, zilch, nada. 

The numbers of people awake to this at all is very low comparatively I think. Even of those that are awake, a lot of them not massively so.  

I imagine the way the shift might go is simply free market innovation slowly changing things. Such as Elons Optimus robots improving society. A literal surgeon in every house. That will also clean your floor. 

But that amount of stuff that needs to be done to awaken people to these realities might take... DECADES. Which is why if 3i/ Atlas were the real deal. We could jumpstart that process. Give the normies a bit of a shock with a first contact of aliens. And use that opportunity to jumpstart the whole process. Say they were benevolent aliens and could give people positive experiences. So the shock would not be too bad. Then just allow this whole paradigm to unfold quickly, but with the knowledge that there are 'benevolent' aliens helping us! 

I don't feel that some of the suffering happening at the moment. Poverty, increased poverty due to inflation and everything being dysfunctional. Bad health services. Jobs being very confused. No jobs. Massive crime. I don't know that this has a function. Of course I wouldn't. But it would seem a positive thing to me to sort these situations out in society and assume that whatever spiritual lessons those 'catalyst' were teaching. That people have had enough of it now and if they were going to change, they would have done so already.  

Reflections on lust and balancing.

In a way, I realise I am a kind of fundamentalist. Just not for mainstream Christianity. But for the Law of One. 

I don't really know what 'fundamentalist' means in this instance. But, a lot of the time, reading the Law of One, re- reading the Law of One. Seems to answer a question that I have at the time. Like, Christians say that all the answers are in this book, and hold up the bible. I feel that same way about the Law of One. 

So here's what I am thinking. There are two things. The second, the Law of One quote from session 34, of which I fully intended to write here. The first, the rest of the post, is something that has been turning over in my head from different perspectives for a long time.  

I will be honest about this even though any rational calculation would warn against it. This blog will be about handling feelings as a guy of that kind of lust for women. But moreso, more importantly, a kind of feeling that they are an aristocratic, untouchable, class. 

Two blogs ago I talked about this and I posted on that blog an image from twitter of a girl with her breasts out as an example. 

I have seen girls like that before and stopped thinking about them. It was not a compulsion for me to carry on thinking about her. But when I meditated, she did come up, and I wanted to in some way handle the situation and feelings with metaphysical tools. I wanted to finish with the energy rather than rehash it in my mind or suppress it. 

First thing I tried was seeing her 'as the One Infinite Creator'. I do this with everyone I have trouble with. This did not do much in terms of insight, but I did feel like it switched me on. Intuitively I felt more connected. 

But then I did the perfect thing for the 'balancing' of such emotions. As talked about by the Law of One (session 5!). As I have mentioned with other situations in my life. Doing a contemplation that involves two sides of an emotion. The emotion and its opposite. 

Which was VERY insightful. Before when I did it it was in relation to someone I know in real life. A family member. This was completely different emotions though, because it is someone I don't know at all. The first thing I did was incredibly idealise and 'love' this woman. The second thing I did, was the opposite of that emotion. It was to, as best I could, demonise the girl as 'trash' in my mind. To escalate the opposite emotion. 

I found that the results of this exercise was counter intuitive. The escalation of the loving emotions lead to a kind of manipulative simpiness. I realised the 'love' was not unconditional. It kind of expected something in return. It is a shame I can't remember that in greater detail. 

The escalation of the anger and condescension lead to an examination of the girls likely behaviours. "She probably has a hundred men in her DM's" and all sorts of thoughts about her carnal side, like, the carnality that she expresses from herself, not me towards her. Based on other similar girls I have actually talked to. But this then lead to an easy going and accepting... "Of course she doesn't want to talk to me and would be suspicious of me!" 

I would say that is a win. There is a little more contemplation on this, but now I am not interested in her. The emotion/ fascination seems to have been genuinely released. I think the exercise is effective.

What was interesting, and what leads in a far darker direction is that I did actually comment on her page. I looked for something interesting I could say and found a comment on music, what chords are interesting, and suggested an unusual and nice sounding chord that I have liked using. Then I liked one other of her tweets. 

She said something king of condescending and deleted it. Then she pinned the tweet I liked to the top of her twitter (and did not respond when I went back and commented on that one. I deleted them both after that). But interestingly, after the tweet response to her chords question, I got a strong, left ear ringing. Which from the Law of One tends to be a signal from the negative (session 44 or 45!). I have only experienced it three times in the left ear, in a really strong way, this is one of them, and each time from a woman. I have never experienced it from a man. I have only experienced the right ear in a really strong way, like sound completely hollows out and just a loud ringing. With a book I picked up. I have experienced low intensity of the same thing, both ears, many many more times, but those are harder to remember. 

Going around town today, getting on with my normal stuff. I do not think that women in general are more negatively polarised than men. I went in a shop today and two young girls were polite. Just polite, that's all I'm looking for. Not sheet ripping sex. In person though, I am kind of dorky and harmless, and I look quite good facially. Perhaps as a semi anonymous twitter poster it is not the same. 

I have wondered a little recently, on a global level, at the polarity of women in general. There are so many workplaces I have gone into where the men have been nice and sympathetic, and the women have been nothing but nasty. Gossiping. Socially excluding etc. It has got to the point where assuming positive polarity on their behalfs is less wise in general to my perception.  

But now, to the Law of One quote that actually 'squares all the circles' so to speak. It's the kind of thing you can read but only when you re- read the entire book and it hits the right note does it land:

Questioner: Thank you. Can you give me examples of catalytic action to produce learning under each of the following headings from the last session we had… Can you give me an example of the self unmanifested producing learning catalyst?

Ra: I am Ra. We observed your interest in the catalyst of pain. This experience is most common among your entities. The pain may be of the physical complex. More often it is of the mental and emotional complex. In some few cases the pain is spiritual in complex-nature. This creates a potential for learning. The lessons to be learned vary. Almost always these lessons include patience, tolerance, and the ability for the light touch.

Very often the catalyst for emotional pain, whether it be the death of the physical complex of one other-self which is loved or some other seeming loss, will simply result in the opposite, in a bitterness, an impatience, a souring. This is catalyst which has gone awry. In these cases, then, there will be additional catalyst provided to offer the unmanifested self further opportunities for discovering the self as all-sufficient Creator containing all that there is and full of joy.

This is a hard line to hold but it sets the direction. It answers a question that I have had for a while about what to do with those emotions and feelings. The lack of female company/ young women/ potential partners in general, and sex as a part of that. Is causing an emotional pain.

But this is the direction. To discover the self as all sufficient Creator containing all that there is and full of joy. 

As I have said before, thinking through what that actually means, that we are all the Creator. Is not something I believe I can easily explain. But perhaps, if I were to write an erotic story with women in it, I am able to quite well approximate that female sweet energy. When I have read it back, I have been surprised. I can imagine myself as a young woman. 

We are all things. So I am the both the nicest and most vicious person. Ruthless and sensitive. Strong and weak. Contain all those polarities. Every women I know, no matter how prim and proper, also has both those polarities.  

The point is though that the direction is to be legitimately happy in my life without female company of that kind. To be self sufficient and full of joy. This brings huge insight and a potential solution to the problem.   

General human design transit thoughts. Part 1.

So, me noticing general trends in the recent transits, and some of my thoughts behind this. This post is very twitter heavy I realise. 

About two weeks ago. Sun in gate 44, Earth in gate 24. 

Ah, I thought if I left this too long I might forget details and I have. So I simply scrolled back to find it. Joel Webbon, I don't know who that is. Made a comment that when he hears women talking to him in a nagging way. He will just comment the kind of pie he wants them to cook. So "Apple". 

This is following on from the Allie Beth Stuckey discussion of a bit earlier. But anyway, following on from that were several other things on this theme and responding to this theme. Lana Rhodes commenting that she wants to get the government to delete previous of her work in 'explicit imagery'. Because government power exists to serve female whims obviously. Also, there was something going around the internet about a woman whose boyfriend wanted her to get an abortion and she refused so he killed her. 

This, an discussions that followed on in response to it. Like a Rollo post. All brought up the same theme that aligns with the 44-24. I think that this is where the theme of 'forgiveness without contrition' sits. Or forgiveness in general. 

There are two sides of the discussion. One is the gate 44, which is a splenic gate. This talks about our ancestral memory. From this gate, you never forgive anything because you evaluate things carefully based upon whether they keep you safe, and in relation to social groupings. Venus just crossed my natal unconscious Pluto in gate 44. Giving me a bit of a push on that part of my energy! This red pill MGTOW stuff is right there in my chart! You don't forgive someone if you are worried they might kill you if you don't defend yourself.

Then on the other side of that is the gate 24. Which receives the information from the gate 61. It is called the returning. It is the psychological and mystical process. The idea of repeating cycles. When people say they repeat cycles for karmic reasons or repeat relationship problems for psychological reasons. 

In this gate is where we can take down those repetitive issues within ourselves and this is the line that can often reframe previous struggles as coming from our own behaviours. This is one of the only lines where there is some legitimacy to forgiveness without contrition. Or at least, letting go of the ideas surrounding whatever issue.

As an example, an insight might be that you never really love the girl you were obsessed with. But you lusted after her. Like, you might be trying to name a virtue of hers but it just comes down to sex. Then if you think that perhaps she knew this on some level, you don't feel so angry that it all went south. 

She is still morally responsible for her behaviour and you are not necessarily safe (gate 44) for an open stated forgiveness. But this gate 24 insight does start to chip away, especially at the bits of the problem that weren't actually to do with the other person.

But what does this have to do with all those tweets about women and how Christianity relates to that?

I believe, my interpretation there, from the theory. Is pretty much the truth. Outward statements of forgiveness are not usually necessary but the entire thing happens between those two polls. Safety (44), and personal insight (24). 

What we actually experienced though, was not any real insight into that. But the conditioning that exists in these places. Which was people aggressively trying to push the Paulian doctrine of salvation through faith.  

There was also the gates 2 and 1, and then the gates 43-23 that I will go through in another blog. 

The coming times. Q thoughts.

Second blog in one day. It is a bit of a weird day today. As stated with crazy sleep pattern and other things going on. 

Previously, in a blog before my last one. I mentioned that something that might be of interest is the idea that all this Q stuff might actually happen. Meaning A) The arrest of some deep state perpetrators B) The revealing of a universe a lot of people have not previously suspected. Aliens, technology etc. C) A situation where we ourselves live in this new reality. (Increased health, lifespan, global wealth etc.)

It was only a paragraph but I put forward some queries as to how this will go down. To me the question is not "if" this will happen. But "when". And also, what form it will take? Will it all happen at once or in stages over decades? 

But, what of the grudges we hold then? What of all the people we have not gotten on with, as truth seekers perhaps that were ostracised by others as an example? Is it going to be that the new reality will be so alien that all the grudges will belong to an old world. The people that have got on their left wing, pro vax soapbox, the issue is just forgotten about because it has no references in this new world?

This is the attitude that a lot of the Q people take. Q has said direction that the normies will need the care of the truth tellers to process having been lied to all this time. Indicating a kind of "forgiveness of past sins", policy? 

The other option is that of course those issues will not be forgiven but that grudges should be closely held. Just spitballing arguments on this side quickly. Firstly, the left wing lunatics never listened to the truth tellers anyway. They love their TV and their utter obedience to authority. So surely the TV will tell them the new reality? Another would be that it assumes a great deal that these brainwashed people will show some sort of humility in this situation. But people don't admit when they are wrong easily. They might try and weasel out of admitting what their previous perspectives were, rewriting history; and it might be kinder to bring them a bit of consequence so that they are somewhat accountable for their behaviour.

In the grand scheme of things this might be the lesson they are learning. To utterly commit to something in behaviour, and admit they are wrong. Because a lot of them don't do that. 

My thoughts on this though are simply to suggest a reframe.

Firstly. One of the things that has often seemed obvious to me. Is that if astrology is real. Then the astrological transits relate to both events on the global stage. Also events in our personal life. That there is a kind of synergy between the two. 

At the moment, Mercury has just gone retrograde and conjunct Mars. Things have happened in my personal life. But they are also happening on the world stage with Mercury (media) and Mars (masculine aggression). Being this Trump and the BBC argument. 

As well as that, even when the link to transits isn't so clean this might still be the case. The things happening globally are reflected in our lives. Pretty directly sometimes I think. In the lockdown for instance. There were broadly pro vax and anti vax people. Globally these were represented by two camps roughly stated. The globalist media being pro vax. The conspiracy theorists and other independent thinkers being anti vax. It reflected on the world stage. Those same dynamics precisely replicated in peoples personal lives. 

The way I see it is that the left, on a global level, but also on the personal although I am not seeing that. Nevertheless, the left is suffering consequences in a way that simply hasn't been the case previously. Trump is bringing in the National Guard and arresting anti fa. Deporting migrants. The BBC, due to a very feminine commitment to error, will probably be sued for $1 billion. With possibly a link to larger election interference issues from the UK. Those involved in the Russia Gate issue are getting Grand Jury Subpoenas. 

The era of BLM being able to ransack and burn down an entire town and escaping any accountability due to some nebulous reference to 'the moral highground', are over. While left wing people in real life, there should be some pressure starting to form on them as well. This strange belief that the left have that if they do things it is not as serious as when their opponent does. 

Stefan Molyneux has mentioned in passing that this might be a real moral issue for some people. Because their believed claim to virtue through leftism. That of being the underdog and victim. Will be evaporated, and they might realise that they were never virtuous! Or at least a large part of their lives that they outsourced to others to do their thinking and virtue for them, was not in fact that. 

This is, I think, the answer to the dichotomy I brought up earlier. When I casually imagine an ideal future. Like I do sometimes in that between waking and sleeping state as I wake up and my conscious mind is not yet engaged enough to quash this line of thinking. I imagine people around me having done well. People that were rabid leftists living in mansions and being basically unchanged from their current personality. 

But that, is ridiculous. It is a narcissistic kind of thought, that assumes a way that the world works that is simply not the case. It would be a godlike power to ignore reality as much as to create that situation. The incredible grandiose warmth of a lot of those people. Will likely be punctured. They will be different people. 

There is only so much shock that people can absorb before it effects them. Changes their personality. If it comes out the vax was quite dangerous. If the UK left wing government and BBC meets such legal pressure from the Americans that it ceases to exist. Opposing the previous pattern in life that the left is always dominant in a tribal sense. If the revealing of aliens reveals facts that are utterly terrifying. The people we once knew, the ones that had no truth telling ahead of time to buffer them. They will be different people. 

Which is an utterly unpredictable set of conditions. Which is why the question of how these things will be handled in the future cannot be answered at the moment.  

Alcohol. Lustful thoughts.

So I need to correct something I said yesterday. I said that I had come off caffeine but was fine with alcohol. No that's stupid. Especially with weight loss. I am not the kind of person that can casually engage with something. In my head, if there is a rule then it is a rule. Alcohol is in the on position or in the off position. I thought that I should be having wine on Sundays with a kind of make shift communion I do (Since the bible and Jesus said wine, and I started to get tired of grape juice). So if I'm having wine, then all other alcohol is fine. 

This, is not correct, I have decided. I have had four beers and my sleep pattern is a bit messed up at the moment. As in, I stayed up all night. But on balance I have to stop the beer and the wine. I have to just stop alcohol, so will be fully doing session 32.1 now, or at least the bit about the not having harsh chemicals. The appreciation bit following isn't massively relevant at the moment. 

This last section of having drunk is ending on a sour note, It did not get me drunk at all. I wasn't aware that it had any effect consciously. But my temper is just a bit frayed in a bad way. I realise, as my health increases, I will gravitate to handling things of more pressure, and my emotions will tend to become more coherent with clarity. Not having alcohol massively reduces the possibility that I will be unbalanced like I am at the moment, with the chemical also generally disturbing my balance. 

Anyway, this is another thing that has struck me. Another thing that has rolled into the recent self improvement thoughts I have been expressing:

This girl has become more well known by the algorithm for posting that she voted for the Muslim Democrat candidate in New York. After statistics based on that, how many young women voted Democrat in that election. We had, what I think, was an expression from Sun in gate 1 and Uranus in gate 8. That was, that there was suddenly a discussion on twitter about whether women should (be allowed to) vote. 

I am getting to a point here. 

About a week ago, the algorithm, for some reason, decided to show me the most stupid female posts on X that I have ever seen. I started bookmarking them and they were absolute poison. Feminist leaning. This casual bookmarking activity became many. Far more than I would have been able to use for a blog I was creating in my head. 

Anyway, I didn't write that blog. The time had passed for when I was likely to write it. So when I went through my bookmarks I deleted them all. But just now I found a tweet. It wasn't a truly stupid one. But it was one that I think demonstrates a part of the problem:

The problem here is that this is a nothing comment. What impact on any actual reality does it make that this woman thinks anyone should behave in any precise way. Let alone, being able to order what would be basically the entirety of creation. 

Are there any practical barriers to this womans stated ideal agenda? Are there people living in poverty? Or those that have to dampen their ideals in order to find a viable partner and not waste their time shooting out of their league?

There are a lot of very interesting tweets from women. I just logged on to X now and they were coincidentally fire. But, there are times when the same brain numbing opinions are expressed over and over again. When women argue against some red pill points. It doesn't matter how many times the womens simplistic viewpoints are disproved. They just repeat them without changing anything. 

What I am coming to, the emotional nub of the situation for me is this. The attractive nature of the first pic was highlighted for a reason. It feels to me, and it is, I think, practically. That a woman like that, and from the way a lot of women have treated me. Seemingly most women of that kind of age and attractiveness (going right back to when I was about that age). Have such a higher status than me that they might as well be royalty. 

It's just something to think about. Something to consider. I do not have a job at the moment and I have not progressed in a career as I should have as a guy my age, due to health reasons. Even if I was to socialise with women and possibly cold approach. When the girl asks something like 'what do you do?' I can already feel myself sink inwardly.  If I was to approach a girl that was drastically less attractive than that for whatever reason she was less attractive, including age. She would still expect me to have that kind of thing together. Often older women have this idea they are going to meet the perfect provider like guy, like happens in the movies. 

It is just something to generally consider. But also something I have been realising. Is that I never quite know what to do with that 'desire' within myself. Since it does not have an outlet in the world. I suppose, I am going to the gym, and I hope to have the kind of body that provides women with the excitement that a guy gets from looking at the photo above. 

One of the avenues of thought I have considered in the past, is that if I get an image like that. I bookmark it or save it and return to it. To appreciate the beauty and perhaps to create fictional stories of an erotic nature. To stimulate imagination about who the woman 'might' be ideally!

But, I think, it is way more positive to not do so. To delete all those bookmarks. The ultimate truth for a guy on one of these kinds of places like X. Is that you feel positively towards her. But she does not feel positively towards you. Because she has a billion other men telling her all that. I'm not even telling her all that. 

It is part of the issue that creates this feel of women like that, and in general, as inaccessible, and with a 'royalty' like aura. 

The ultimate truth it appears to me, of what to do in a positively polarised sense, with those kind of desires and thoughts. Is just to ignore them. OK, there is a hot girl. Scroll past. Because the hot girl, doesn't acknowledge my existence. She doesn't care that I exist. And that instinct I am getting to engage with her is not suited to the modern internet age.