Big insight for me. Firstly my chart:
My unconscious South Node is in gate 48. In the human design, the red lines are unconscious or the astrology of the body. Transits to the gate 48 have highlighted my medical condition intensely. Usually showing a breakthrough in some manner as of late. Last week, the Sun was in gate 9 and the earth was in gate 16, giving this hexagram more activity than normal.
This time though, it also highlighted something else powerful. I had an insight into my health and that escalated into believing, yet again no matter how many times I have experienced the dysfunction and defeated said belief. That I should do energy healing. The "insight" came from positive health effects of massage.
This time my insight was that the mechanism that I had previously used involved just visualising. But perhaps the difference is, the mechanism I should have used, is to actually lay hands on myself. So put hands on the areas I am intending to heal like I learnt when I did Reiki very briefly.
It didn't work. As it has never worked. In fact. When I came out of this via meditation and music. Which is me, my baseline. I felt reconnected with 'god' in a way that I had become distinctly disconnected from since doing the energy healing.
Well that's not good!
As part of this I also went back to the bring4th forum and Oh my god. The most exciting thing that can happen there is the day the tumbleweed came. Everyone took a picture of them and the tumble weed and consulted it for philosophical insight.
It's powerful for me though that this set of compulsions lives within my body's south node. Placing things in that manner is extremely important.
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