I am going to...

I am thinking of, planning on, but might not do in reality. 

I might start going through David Wilcock videos and making notes here. The reason being, is that I have deep, deep anger when I perceive he misquotes the Law of One. Or when he assigns his own belief to it. 

I remember once he said something like all our suffering is planned. Which is not what the Law of One says. Explicitly. There are words that could be interpreted like that. Even if it were to be decided as true. The actual quotes are far more deep and nuanced and complex. 

The Law of One group themselves, llresearch, apparently has fallen out with David Wilcock. Carla did not like him, and challenged him 'in the name of Jesus Christ'. Three times, and he failed the third. But apparently they have told him to stop using their material. Or was it to do with the name of the Law of One contact in his channeling?

This is... a bit confusing to me. I don't precisely know on what legal, or personal, basis, they would do that? I get the feeling that both parties are less combative than me when it comes to such a disagreement. I actually like carefully worded and creepy letters and lawyer speak. 

I do not like his material any longer and I feel angry that I ever believed him now. I actually wasted a good bit of my youth studying the wrong thing. Studying a thing that was never going to help me. Politics and Sociology. This was based on me not knowing what I wanted to do and then going with a 'saving the world' idea. 

Which, as I have recently explained on this blog. Is literally the most negative thing for me. It also, is the most negative thing I can imagine based on philosophy I now understand. Stefan Molyneux, whose philosophy I often wrestle in my head and end with the conclusion that he is right on things. Has stated as a fundamental premise of his, a truth, that NO ONE is able to handle political power. It corrupts in every case. There is just something about receiving resources without having to work for them that the human mind is unsuited to. (I think this is EvoPsych based)

I agree with that belief at this point in time. It is not a sure thing, but out of the differing ideas that I hold, it seems likely, and Stefan is right about almost everything. So Davids temptation, his fake insiders. Lead me down that path, to no fruit. 

The reason it is only a "might" is that I would struggle to get through the utter retardation that is Davids most recent videos. It would be a hard thing for me to do. Like jobsearching when I know the jobs are not there. But, I care about the Law of One deeply obviously, it is something that has unsettled me. So just through pure anger, it might motivate me to go through his videos and pick through it. 

This is not my meme. It was created by a twitter user @ Blyqretix