Meditation is key!

The effects of meditation are pretty unbelievably profound for me. 

Not profound in a "woo- woo" way. But profound in a practical way.

It feels like. Everything is just a bit more 'in tune'. It feels like, every decision is just 10% better. Life is 10% better. 

I have meditated around about 20 days now. The first ten days was with a pyramid and the Law of One book 2 next to me. Then I realised I had a bit of an issue and got kind of overenergised. Since then I have kept it to normal meditation. This all started because I am doing prayer regularly. 

I have made BIG insights via dreams. 

Music is the next priority. There are two very powerful insights I have that relate to this. 

1:- I need to stop going on social media and arguing with stupid people and/ or leftists (per my last post). Obviously this is not a useful use of my time. I consider it kind of important for me in a sense since I spend a lot of time alone so am kind of lonely. So what I have decided, which I might change, is that I prioritise music. I play music before I log onto reddit. 

2:- And this is even bigger. One of the things I have wondered if I should do is writing erotic stories. I have wondered this a LOT. I have, in my human design chart. Two placements that make me think this might be necessary. One of them is 58.2 in detriment. A genius for perverse stimulation that afflicts oneself and others by promoting degeneracy and reducing joy to indulgence and decadence. 

There is also a line in the Law of One that says that if you have a perverse desire, the only thing that can be done is play it out in the imagination.

For this reason, I have thought maybe the thing to do with the sex drive then is to make erotic stories. Which I have tried to do.

But today, BIG insight. From trying very hard to figure out if erotic stories were the right thing to do. By comparing it with what happens when I am doing music stuff. I have determined, finally, that erotic stories is NOT the right thing to do. And that music, it just makes everything work where the stories kind of confuse anything. They feel like opposites. Where erotic stories bring a heaviness, music brings a lightness and quick, useable, insights. 

There is more to say, but I am in a good mood now and about to get down to some music practice. I also want to plan my life around music properly. A big part of what often holds me up is that I need to carve out time to do music related things but not actually music. Things like writing stave music.