I wrote some thoughts about the HDC and conditioning. It ended with my thoughts on the idea that I might not really be suited to blogging. Like, this blog:
https://youtu.be/uWRQS-_OMfg?si=3W3uCOp8UIGZKZmM
It does feel unnatural to even be writing this. As I have got physically more healthy, my attention has been directed in a more physical direction. The days where blogging is a passion for me have been receeding.
While I was making this video. I was neglecting a task in my real life, from forgetfulness, that I would prefer to have done. That would have taken up all the time this video required.
Music contains all the love and good feeling I could ever need in truth. Between doing home tasks, (sometimes cooking creative meals!) making music and going to the gym. All priorities. I just don't have time for blogging.
There are some videos I should probably continue with and it's worth writing occasional human design insights on the community page. But like the video says, in order to blog you have to have a personal commitment to some message you feel is important. For me, there is no point to that. The ROI on music, meditation, the gym etc. is many times more.
These are all very nuanced sensations and I have always blogged from a kind of random enthusiasm. Not knowing when the inspiration will hit me. But, what I have put together about my own psychology here makes sense at the moment.
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