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I love blogging. I don't have many viewers. Possibly 1 a day, sometimes more. :).
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And I just got an insight earlier to day as to who the regular 1 probably is.
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Or perhaps, just perhaps, life is more mysterious than to allow me to have such an answer.
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Regardless, something strange has happened to me. Or 'is' me. It is like I am stuck in a singular feeling.
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Something carried over from a time when I felt dominated. And that feeling of being dominated is a feeling that will not go away until I have fixed it so I am no longer dominated. This is negative polarity, where an entity gains in negative polarity by desiring to beat the person above him or her. Although on a positive planet I suspect the rules aren't quite the same. When you just want the truth revealed and allow the positive to do it's work, it may not be the same as desiring to actually kill the person who has oppressed you.
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There is something I want though. I would like the expansion of awareness that comes with the world being free from the more negative types running around, you know who I mean. Like if these new sciences came out and we were all aware that psychic skills were normal and started to become more psychic.
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I don't believe that will happen though. I think I'm going to ascend. I can't see any other choice. I still feel I am fifth density, although I have more love since recent developments. Anyway, I simply feel so bizarre and psychic all the time. And I do feel like there is nothing for me here. I don't feel like I can be other than this amount of psychic. There is no 'work' that needs doing even. I await the fall of the cabal but wisely, I don't hold my breath. I feel strongly that the energies of my life would be moved around in such an event but it's like the LoO said when it said that entities of fifth density aren't effected by otherselves energy fields to a great extent. I do feel somewhat immune from life and if fifth density is wisdom that sees the folly of compassion. There is not much more that we will be doing here once, and as, fourth density experience begins. I can imagine that sixth density types could stay for a while, donning their garb. But fifth have to leave.
Sunday, 15 February 2015
Saturday, 14 February 2015
Our troubles will not end tonight.
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Exciting times.
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Uranus Pluto are ramping up for their new square. In early April they are going to be just over my ascendant (The Sun and Uranus, not Pluto) as well as Jupiter going direct over my sun.
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Exciting times! This means it is all going to kick off again in a similar way as it did before. But this time something may be solved. We also have an election then and UKIP are looking very good. They unite people, rather than divide them like the rest of the parties. If you put it together. Uranus could mean the David Wilcock kind of stuff that is not going to go retrograde this time. This all relates to the election. We have the square, things coming out of my 12th house. Exciting times!
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Exciting times.
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Uranus Pluto are ramping up for their new square. In early April they are going to be just over my ascendant (The Sun and Uranus, not Pluto) as well as Jupiter going direct over my sun.
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Exciting times! This means it is all going to kick off again in a similar way as it did before. But this time something may be solved. We also have an election then and UKIP are looking very good. They unite people, rather than divide them like the rest of the parties. If you put it together. Uranus could mean the David Wilcock kind of stuff that is not going to go retrograde this time. This all relates to the election. We have the square, things coming out of my 12th house. Exciting times!
Service to others?
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I don't know exactly how to perform service to others in a way that isn't infact simply being enslaved and adapting my beliefs to fit the occasion but here goes:
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One thing that is useful in all these new age theories that I have been talking about is pyramids. And if any spiritual seekers here are so inclined, if you happen to have a pyramid nearby and/ or in the house, it's the kind of thing that can bust through any discomfort. Like that which you might have while meditating for instance.
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I don't know exactly how to perform service to others in a way that isn't infact simply being enslaved and adapting my beliefs to fit the occasion but here goes:
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One thing that is useful in all these new age theories that I have been talking about is pyramids. And if any spiritual seekers here are so inclined, if you happen to have a pyramid nearby and/ or in the house, it's the kind of thing that can bust through any discomfort. Like that which you might have while meditating for instance.
Thursday, 12 February 2015
Reprieve.
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If I am to understand the message the world is giving me correctly. It seems I am being given a little bit of a reprieve. There is not much that is wrong at the moment.
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If I am to understand the message the world is giving me correctly. It seems I am being given a little bit of a reprieve. There is not much that is wrong at the moment.
Truth telling.
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The thing that was putting me under like I was a second ago was that I felt someone was lying on a forum and I was unable to say so.
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But, just a second ago I mustered up the courage and did it, even though she is deeply feminine and I can't see anyone taking my side or thinking I'm less than a monster around the issue.
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Now comes the storm, now I have to defend myself for I have the first bit of polarity that is capable of starting to propel me upwards again. Declare the truth, and defend it, even if it is socially unacceptable.
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The thing that was putting me under like I was a second ago was that I felt someone was lying on a forum and I was unable to say so.
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But, just a second ago I mustered up the courage and did it, even though she is deeply feminine and I can't see anyone taking my side or thinking I'm less than a monster around the issue.
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Now comes the storm, now I have to defend myself for I have the first bit of polarity that is capable of starting to propel me upwards again. Declare the truth, and defend it, even if it is socially unacceptable.
Is there another way?
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I have to do something differently. I feel like my head is exploding. I feel pressure in my head from a positive place. And something else, an abstract negative feeling. I'm a bad guy now. It's like things that I produce and I know those things are lies. Some things are correct and some things are lies.
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I can't seem to do anything spiritual otherwise it makes the problem worse. And if I let my will power down at all from decisions I make, little things that I have acknowledged as negative and that have withdrawn from me if I challenged them. Come back and snipe in a quick attack.
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Sending love to these things only creates havoc. I used to, but have now realised that in the bad state I am in, the people I am sending it to are simply learning to hate me more when I send it. Doesn't mean I never will since I don't want my being to be extinguished.
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Music is a good thing. The song 'the priest' is good. Also, a kind of discipline. If people are turning up whenever I let my will power down. The thing is then to keep it up. And when things first started going wrong, I remember writing letters to people proclaiming my bad behaviours in some areas whom had acted extremely badly towards me also. But possibly it was OK to apologise I don't know.
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Anyway, if I keep my will power up, then these people will obviously eventually have to face me. Rather than being able to withdraw. This is I think the subconscious reason for my pattern and chosen vocation of putting these things into songs and then becoming some sort of international star. Then I can write a biography and then what... Do I want to dominate these people in any way... No. The truth, that's all I want to express. The truth, and have people's behaviour that has gotten to me be shown to the world.
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So, this post isn't going to make me happy is it? Experiencing a long period of service to self. Not real service to self but definitely not flowing service to others. A period in which there is a lot of 'mulling around' and then eventually able to tell the truth. Then I could easily die with the problems or they would then get sorted out. But every time people do the same thing. They simply withdraw. They do something crap to me then I never see them again.
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With a world this topsy- turvy. There are going to be these sorts of dregs in the system. Everyone is hurting in some way and so everyone hurts others. And now I'm hurting but I can't simply allow myself to be beaten and dominated. And misrepresented. Forgiveness involves actually interacting with the people involved.
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This post is all just guesswork. I'm trusting my channel. It seems to me everyday humanity suffers massively and there comes a point where I just can't see a reason for it. I understand free will and all that.
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I have to do something differently. I feel like my head is exploding. I feel pressure in my head from a positive place. And something else, an abstract negative feeling. I'm a bad guy now. It's like things that I produce and I know those things are lies. Some things are correct and some things are lies.
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I can't seem to do anything spiritual otherwise it makes the problem worse. And if I let my will power down at all from decisions I make, little things that I have acknowledged as negative and that have withdrawn from me if I challenged them. Come back and snipe in a quick attack.
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Sending love to these things only creates havoc. I used to, but have now realised that in the bad state I am in, the people I am sending it to are simply learning to hate me more when I send it. Doesn't mean I never will since I don't want my being to be extinguished.
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Music is a good thing. The song 'the priest' is good. Also, a kind of discipline. If people are turning up whenever I let my will power down. The thing is then to keep it up. And when things first started going wrong, I remember writing letters to people proclaiming my bad behaviours in some areas whom had acted extremely badly towards me also. But possibly it was OK to apologise I don't know.
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Anyway, if I keep my will power up, then these people will obviously eventually have to face me. Rather than being able to withdraw. This is I think the subconscious reason for my pattern and chosen vocation of putting these things into songs and then becoming some sort of international star. Then I can write a biography and then what... Do I want to dominate these people in any way... No. The truth, that's all I want to express. The truth, and have people's behaviour that has gotten to me be shown to the world.
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So, this post isn't going to make me happy is it? Experiencing a long period of service to self. Not real service to self but definitely not flowing service to others. A period in which there is a lot of 'mulling around' and then eventually able to tell the truth. Then I could easily die with the problems or they would then get sorted out. But every time people do the same thing. They simply withdraw. They do something crap to me then I never see them again.
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With a world this topsy- turvy. There are going to be these sorts of dregs in the system. Everyone is hurting in some way and so everyone hurts others. And now I'm hurting but I can't simply allow myself to be beaten and dominated. And misrepresented. Forgiveness involves actually interacting with the people involved.
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This post is all just guesswork. I'm trusting my channel. It seems to me everyday humanity suffers massively and there comes a point where I just can't see a reason for it. I understand free will and all that.
Spiritual information.
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I'm getting more and more angry everyday. I will not give up on my perspective. I feel that every time we are made to go back on something, accept someone elses point of view even though we suspect they may be lying for instance. Every time we lose a piece of ourselves.
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And there is no use pursuing spiritual information if we are disconnected from the heart. If our own true raw feelings are not represented. I hate people. I hate how they always seem to look at me for what suits them rather than what suits me. I don't want to let go of the anger against people that have put me down, that have treated me badly. I believe that I can eventually get them back... Somehow. I don't believe that I am being looked after.
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What I want is the end of tyranny. For I know that with the end of tyranny, something will shift.
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My third eye is disconnected from the rest of my body. I am now stuck in my head due to the efforts of all these people. The kind that would scream in horror if you had a foolproof lie detector and asked them questions.
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I'm getting more and more angry everyday. I will not give up on my perspective. I feel that every time we are made to go back on something, accept someone elses point of view even though we suspect they may be lying for instance. Every time we lose a piece of ourselves.
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And there is no use pursuing spiritual information if we are disconnected from the heart. If our own true raw feelings are not represented. I hate people. I hate how they always seem to look at me for what suits them rather than what suits me. I don't want to let go of the anger against people that have put me down, that have treated me badly. I believe that I can eventually get them back... Somehow. I don't believe that I am being looked after.
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What I want is the end of tyranny. For I know that with the end of tyranny, something will shift.
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My third eye is disconnected from the rest of my body. I am now stuck in my head due to the efforts of all these people. The kind that would scream in horror if you had a foolproof lie detector and asked them questions.
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