Brothers and sisters. Meditation is really the bomb! Meditating daily with the Law of One book next to me like I have discussed is having very positive effects on my psyche.
I wanted to talk about this womans work today. As I write, I am not sure what I am going to say about it. But I am sure it will come together. I wanted to write something about it for a long time. Starting with this video.
I have made big insights into the Law of One recently. But I think, the insights are reaching the level where they would threaten the Law of Free will to reveal. Many of the quotes are different when discussed from a different angle, and when logical questions are asked of them. I say different. I don't mean false or fraudulent. I mean, they reveal even more powerful truths.
Much of this material has to be applied in real life. Used. To see what fruit it produces I think. Rather than directly revealed.
So anyway, this is the first video I wanted to discuss:
Youtube: Pearl Davis: High status vs low status in the woman's world. [March 28th 2026].
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwqM5SKhypI&t=53s
This woman is kind of a mutant. I don't know precisely why her output is so different. But it feels as though she is just super intelligent. It might be the same thoughts other women have and don't reveal. It might be that other women apply their intelligence in different ways. But, the output that Pearl puts out feels like a brain upgrade pretty much every time.
She does protest that she is not unlike other women though. Which is what someone would say if they were legit.
It is an interesting question she has asked. When I see a question on a youtube video. When a creator asks me a question. I do, in fact, want to answer that question. It might sometimes be a ploy to get more engagement and work the algorithm. My brain, nevertheless, does start whirring.
It is raw truth the things she has talked about here. Raw truth of the kind that is taboo. Discussions on status. Discussions on womens psychology. Are things you don't talk about. I recall in my last job. Where I was seen as someone slightly autistic (Tik Tok autistic, not real autistic!). because I was. My physical health was undermining me a great deal. Pushing on my brain. I remember buying a book on how the female brain works. Written by a woman. And if I mentioned that's what I was reading any guy I was talking to got very stressed. The women, however, did not realise there was a problem. In that small way, I understood the female language more than the men did.
The question here though, from Pearl, was about status. She asks what is the perspective of low status men on the kind of issues she was talking about. Does it make us angry?
My answer is, that the frame that she is using to discuss this is one that I cannot even enter. Women, as a whole, have become an alien type of being to me. I do have a mother. But the psychology that is relevant to any guy is women that are his peers. They simply do inhabit a different world.
There are so many issues to bring to bear when considering issues relating to status. It is kind of breathtaking. It feels a little draining to even consider it. Like trying to pull out of my subconscious how I would articulate such a thing.
So, say we start with a clear status difference between men and women. Where women are a lot higher. I won't name a specific example. But let's say there is one. Now add in the idea that even hinting at that being true, when everyone can plainly see that it is true. Can bring a thousand protests down upon you with the vicious, emotional, obsessive insistence that it is not true.
This is the situation. It... boggles the mind it really does. The idea of obsessively insisting that something that is plainly true, is not true. Is not something I can comprehend. I cannot comprehend going through a process of pretending the truth is not the truth. On an intellectual level. But I also cannot comprehend insisting on something with no evidence. Or even strongly insisting someone else change their mind about something... That is those peoples own thoughts. That exist inside their own mind.
My answer is that women do not have higher status. Women have a status of aristocratic privilege that I cannot understand. Do not want to understand. Can't even consider. And consider it to my benefit to not interact with because I know, right down to my bones. That that cannot last. That it creates a toxicity. Like the status gained having been gifted from the devil. Of a great deal of destruction. I can feel that it is spiritually wrong.
I have figured out a way to express this actually. I cannot go with the mental and emotional elements. They cannot be articulated. But I can mention experiences I have had. Just go with what is objective.
I remember once on bitchute making a video. Not relating to this topic. I had a throwaway line about female psychology in it. I think women I had actually dealt with. And someone put a comment that included a quote of that specific statement and wanted to shame me on it. I simply stated that yes. That statement was an objective description of my experience.
I remember being at a bus stop. A young girl sat next to me and was on the phone. She said that she had gone into a pub with her friends and one of the guys had come out and said whenever they all went there in the future him and the other cooks would allow them to eat there for free. I remember this girl seemed to want my attention and I had the distinct impression that she had had enough attention.
I worked at an office once where I was bullied by women. They made sure that they were having social events every week and inviting everyone to them except me. And any woman I interacted with there stopped talking to me after the first time. I would talk to them. Everything would be fine. Then the next time they would sit next to me. They would not say a word. Even to respond to hello.
This made me feel like I was actually going mad. I suppose I was. That would be the effect of this kind of long term gaslighting. (There were other things that happened at this office). I worked there for two years.
I was not able to effect them in any way. They usually left pretty quickly. I doubt any of them (there are about twenty names behind this, I still remember first and second names of many of them) will ever see any bad consequences from this. The anger from this expressed itself in ways that have undermined my psychology (found indirect expressions) and it's just now I am starting to grip this. It's been 8 years.
This, is a small sliver of my experiences with women. A tiny sliver. Friends have turned against me on the gossip of women (their girlfriends). Trial by gossip. No evidence or rational needed to be provided. Many additional experiences. Such as being on Quora. Repeating experiences like the ones mentioned above, and being censored.
Every job I have worked except fast food I have been bullied there by the women via gossip (I worked two fast food places: One of those fast food was all guys. The other was immigrants working 60 hours that barely spoke English). A few times the men too (less than half). But always the women.
There is another aspect of this that makes it messed up. I have aged out now. I have aged out of having positive social experiences with women. I always wanted, when I was in my twenties. To go out with a mixed gender group. To have social experiences with 20 year old blonde girls being part of that group. I did not (consciously) want sex. And I did not want the group to be exclusively women (Like... how would I handle that?). I just wanted that experience. To gain a footing of their psychology. To understand why... they are meant to be so desireable. So I could, in turn, desire and pursue them.
I am in my late thirties now. I am at the age where spending time with that age group is "weird". I also don't have the energy for that age group. I am also at the age where I would find it hard to carry out a conversation with that age group most of the time. By the time girls get to thirty they are usually very experienced and bitter - women start nagging sometime in their mid twenties I have observed. It only gets worse after that. Wanting their prospects to jump through hoops ("Boundaries" they call them) set up by their previous dating experiences. With guys they chose. And guys I did not choose.
So yeah, after all that, the girls are "inaccessible". They are not able to be accessed. Understood. I did not go through the formative experience of socialising with them in my twenties to have any understanding with them. Or inclination to socialise with them. I can observe the easy ways they have things. The amount of friends they have. The amount of resources they gain without effort. And I can't have anything to do with them. In any way. I can't imagine their lives. I can't imagine how they think.
Second video:
Youtube: Why Can't Lauren Southern Just Take The L?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOs2LQOLDGA
I have way more to say about Pearl. A lot of positive things. I am going to wrap up shortly though because I have to fit my meditation in for the day. Getting momentum on the meditation!
What do women require from me in general? What women require, most, is my anonymity. To not exist around them.
There are so many things that Pearl has said that remove my attention from women. That remove me from getting attached to them.
Lauren Southern is a good example of a bad behaviour. Lauren Southern back in the day, as Brexit was happening and such. Felt to me like a saviour in a sense. When the right was growing and still had a fight against relative anonymity. The left had monopolised everything truly at that point. Lauren was there. I remember when she knelt down at a headline of Brexit and did the OK or good sign or something. She was attaching her hotness (which is real power) to increase the power of the right wing movement and it meant a lot to me. Now, I realise, it meant nothing. But at that time, I was emotional. And it was important.
Coming off schizophrenia I had in 2014. I attached a lot to politics. I had to stop meditating and used politics and conspiracy information to suppress the madness. I could not allow what was inside to come out.
What Pearl talks about though, just having general truthful knowledge of female tendencies and behaviour. Generally stops this tendency within myself. A similar thing might have happened at one time with women that promote Christianity. Pearl has explained the true mechanics behind that.
Not only is there truthful things on female behaviour. But Pearl has talked about some things that are legitimate spiritual lessons. In this video. She talks about at some point. You just have to take responsibility or "Eat the L" as she calls it. This discussion allows me to recognise this in the real world. She also did a long speech in a video about Andrew Tate and Bonnie Blue (I think it was Part 2 and going from 27 minutes) Where she talked about free will really, in it's most basic form. That you have to let people have their own hell. Even Jesus could not change peoples minds... Who are you?
As I have gotten into meditation. I have started coming down to earth a bit, and it has struck me how important this kind of information is. Anyway, that's enough for the moment. Off to meditate!
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