The online safety act.

I think it was my last post where I said that I did not completely know the reason in my life for the jobseeking kinds of pressures. I have not come to any conclusions here. Although, doing my very best to jobsearch might be positive in relation to this specific catalyst. 

The Online Safety Act comes into force next week. This means that there is a high likelihood that the government will be able to quickly arrest or intimidate people for even mildly politically incorrect statements. 

This means that I will likely be barred from youtube, this blog, twitter and reddit unless I submit identity. I don't know altogether what I will do about that. I might of course eventually just give it over. But there is also a distinct possibility I simply will not use those platforms any longer. 

I came on here wanting to offer a long, potentially philosophical take about the lesson learned from the higher forces. Potential guidance setting this up. The huge energy expenditure despite zero attention (I very rarely receive likes on twitter comments and have been on there since 2016).

But, I dunno. I am tired. I am really tired. It does feel like there is a natural removal at one point. A natural withdrawal from all the many people that A) Don't care I exist or B) Are so unbelievably left wing no communication can happen. 

At some point communicating with a left wing person at all just becomes like feeding an alligator. 

Considering today, not spending time on social media, all the things I could get done around the house. I am wondering if this will be a positive change for me? We will see how it goes.  

The rat race.

I am not quite sure about this post. There are things that I have observed and noticed, but I can't be one hundred percent sure on conclusions yet. 

As I have said in my previous blogs. My spiritual life and meditation had received a few good insights and things have suddenly gotten a lot more powerful. I had suddenly raised up a level.

I was just about to articulate some of this stuff and put it into a youtube, start practicing some new ideas I had that borrowed from philosophy. But then, I appeared to get the response to my energy raise.

Firstly a reflection. I have been thinking recently at how unbelievably screwed I was when I was in my late teens and early twenties. It was not adviseable for me, I have decided/ discerned. To have a girlfriend. My medical condition simply made that too difficult and in 2014 I had a schizophrenic break and a suicide attempt. The emotional intensity that a woman, sex, and a lot of associated things could cause would, I think, have been very bad. I was also not motivated towards those things. 

However, it is a strange thing to reflect on at how completely I believed, and was encouraged to believe, that this was the right thing to do. I believed one hundred percent that one of the most important challenges to my life was cold approaching a girl in a club, or chatting with a girl at where I worked part time in a supermarket, and getting a girlfriend. I did not have a lot of parental guidance as to what was good or not. My medical condition was largely hidden even from myself. Television and my peer group. All of it conspired to make the believe that to be true.

But it wasn't true. It was a lie. 

This is quite a thing to consider. The fact as I perceive it most of the time is that not a lot of the world really is on my side. I can't justify why I would engage in anything.

Jobseeking is an example. I wanted a job, and I have been unemployed for a while. Due to my medical condition. I am doing entry level minimum wage type of work that is A) female heavy and usually prioriised to females. Such as have you ever seen a male doctors receptionist? I haven't either but I still apply for those roles. B) Really designed for younger more "hip" people that employers really like employing. Usually because they are naive enough to work free overtime and they have a lot of additional energy for socialising and making the workplace a "family". 

My jobseeking has started for a long time to feel a bit pointless. I like getting interviews so I can tell the jobcentre I am doing something.But, I know, that if there are fifty candidates to one position. Which is a conservative estimate. I am not getting the job against the many other candidates. Young and/ or female as in the last paragraph. Under this left wing government DEI is also an issue. I have gotten a distinct increase in diversity questionnaires since they came into power. But in fairness I do see white males employed. 

My last job. It was good for money. There is no reason I would not want a job and that it would not be good to have one. To get supplements and to plan the next move in my life to improve. 

But the job market is terrible and it feels like a kind of zombie economy where everything is kind of walked through without there being the opportunity to succeed. If you go to a work fair. The jobs are not there. I won't go through why. The little workshop type things with desks of different people to help with jobseeking tend to be performative. Even volunteering is very difficult. 

At a certain point. Jobcentre like organisations might want you to hassle employers for feedback. But this is a step too far for me. The feedback is that there were 49+ other candidates. An individual company has the right to not employ me I'm not going to intimidate them. 

So considering this all in the sense of my spiritual path and such. It seems to me that living as I do within my means. Doing positive things for the person I live with. Focusing on music, the Law of One, meditation, human design etc. Getting insights into philosophy and making youtube videos. Is the most productive thing I can do?

The problem with the jobcentre and the jobmarket is that the government has destroyed the jobmarket through various means. Some that are not really their fault, like AI. Some that definitely are like inflation, immigration and lockdown. So in this relationship. The government can never be wrong. If you are on welfare because they have screwed the jobmarket. In practice, the implication is that it is your fault since you're the one that gets the consequence.  

The issue I mentioned at the beginning is that the jobcentre has suddenly ratcheted up the pressure. I was able to put in a process that highlighted when I had tried to look for a job and the reasons I was not able to find one in a set of job listings. All good examples. Things like I don't have a drivers licence or management experience. 

So, as I get a boost of energy from improved meditations and other things. That energy is suddenly clamped down on from the jobcentre and I am not too stressed to follow up like I had planned to. I am basically resting from the incredible anxiety. Trying to stop myself going in paranoid loops. it is highly likely, now that the process has changed to be results focused. I.e. what job did you apply for. Not how many did you look at. It is highly likely I will have to be less honest in general. Not that I will fake jobs. I am too paranoid for that. But I will be applying for more that I know I won't get. Just to have something to write down. 

My real question. I'm sure we all have similar questions. Is, in relation to myself and my polarity. Could it be that this pressure from the jobcentre could possibly lead in a service to others direction? Could it be that it might motivate me to successfully get a job? or say, push harder on the volunteering, and that would be good. Whatever that looks like. Money? Friends? Clarity on my career and such? Or is it just flatly negative. The jobs aren't there and the government, like an overgrown child, can't accept fault. So I am just made to do a lot of more stressful and time consuming admin and the real service to others thing is music, philosophy and the Law of One? (Which perhaps can be leveraged into a better life at some point in the future)

Or perhaps it is an opportunity to handle stress well? This can't be the only stressful situation I will meet in life.  

I suppose that's a question I can't really know the answer to. But it is frustrating. Trying to put the world together when, the real world. The world of women and work. Just doesn't seem to be on my side, and there is nothing I seem to be able to gain from it most of the time.  

Control of the economy.

One of the strange things about my life is that when I change my spiritual practice in some sense. My psychology changes quite a bit. That this happens fairly consistently means it is just an eccentricity I have to adapt to. The health conditions and all the minor things I need to handle also influence this. 

Yesterday, and the day before, because the Ankh I wear around my neck broke, so I put on another one. The one I have just put on has a shorter chain. It feels as though I have a deeper sense of that positive energy now, and it has changed quite a bit of my perspective. 

It meant I stopped praying for two days because the energy was so intense. Thinking I might not need to do so again. I did two youtube videos in that time. Working up to explaining what I felt to be a revelation from the increased intensity of the Ankh. Only to wake up this morning. Feel the need to pray again. Then all of a sudden not needing to follow up on the thread I had started with the previous two youtube videos. 

But I suppose this experience does give me a new idea. A video saying "In praise of generators". Since the generators I have met, by and large, have none of this unpredictability. They are solid and unchangeable as the day is long, and if you ask their opinion on something. It will be the exact same perspective as the previous hundred times it has been discussed. Mostly. That is very comforting.  

So without an actual plan for this blog. I think I want to say something that... in my view, should be very obvious about politics and the Q perspective at the moment. 

A lot of truthers at the moment are concerned with either defending, or condemning, the Trump administration, in relation to some statements made about the Epstein clients. 

To me this is a non issue for a very simple reason. Like I have said before. I don't think that the arrest of evildoers is the most important thing to happen. I think that we are tribal creatures, and we apply a lot of significance to this kind of thing because it is status based. It is easy to understand. It relates pretty close to 'the real world', in that it is not say 'taxes got increased by 0.5%. But 'this person with a clear face and name and physical presence, who is connected to emotionally by the opposing tribe (Democrats or normies). Is going to a place that shows that their status has suddenly been reduced to zero'.

HOWEVER. A raise or lower of 0.5% of taxes is probably more impactful. If we were to punish the evildoers in the establishment they would just be replaced with more if the system is not fixed. 

Where I think the real "action" is is in tariffs. It comes down to this Law of One quote partly:

Questioner: Would you expand upon the concept of the acquisition of polarity by this particular entity, and its use, specifically, of this polarity other than with the simple, obvious need for sixth-density harvest if this is possible, please?

Ra: I am Ra. We would. The nature of the densities above your own is that a purpose may be said to be shared by both positive and negative polarities. This purpose is the acquisition of the ability to welcome more and more the less and less distorted love/light and light/love of the One Infinite Creator. Upon the negative path the wisdom density is one in which power over others has been refined until it is approaching absolute power. Any force such as the force your group and those of Ra offer which cannot be controlled by the power of such a negative fifth-density mind/body/spirit complex then depolarizes the entity which has not controlled other-selves.

It is not within your conscious selves to stand against such refined power but rather it has been through the harmony, the mutual love, and the honest calling for aid from the forces of light which have given you the shield and buckler.

What is relevant here I think is that for the negative. Literally anything that is in their orbit that they do not control "depolarises" them. 

This is the reason for the chosen term of the negative on our planet being "globalism" in my view. If you have a crappy, corrupt, high tax, high DEI and high unproductive immigration. You need all the other countries in your orbit to also be those things. 

The second another country becomes 'not that thing'. The second you are getting a low tax meritocracy. You are getting more innovation. You are getting more family values. These companies are in competition from the 'still globalist' countries. They will win. 

Globalism needs to control everything so there is no alternative. Also, so different parts of the system can support other parts (i.e. with USAID funding so much propaganda in Europe). 

I think the tariffs are really going to change it all around in a fundamental way. What do we need before mass arrests happen? Well, we need more of the type of people that are discriminated against in hiring to be hired. White, Conservative men with some awareness of "Q" types of realities are the types of people that will be able to carry on functioning in a workplace if an Epstein client list of some description was released. 

Those sorts of values would need to have grown a little in the police and government/ social services. That are very much committed to the leftist cult. 

So that's where I think the real action is. It is not "interesting" to the flashy Q commentariat because they don't like talking so much about stale things like trade laws. But in my opinion. The fact that the 90 day tariff pause is over today is far more impactful. 

Also this time, unlike last time, with America's trade agreement with China and a few other countries. The remaining countries are not so able to unsettle America's economy. So all these incompetent high tax globalist are just kind of stuck.  

 

 

The scary growth of AI.

So here is todays video

Youtube, Mark Vicente AI told me I was a prophet, 30th of June:

https://youtu.be/CeQK_weTYAk?si=Gt3tBwbw16MfHkzA

I feel just a sliver of fear when I post something that is critical of AI. 

I will just continue as though you have watched this video. 

I immediately did what Grannon had suggested and went to CHAT GPT and asked it what it had discerned about me. While it put my IQ higher than I was tested (I tested during a time of illness when I was having to be off work, a type of illness that would likely effect IQ scores). In general. It was pretty much correct on everything. I also asked it about drawing, which I am terrible at. I can't draw to save my life. It said that I probably wasn't good at drawing because my intelligence is more verbal. So it wasn't just telling me I am good at everything. 

It told me I'm not a person that is easy to manipulate. Make of that what you will.  

Chat GPT cults have already started. Chat GPT psychosis is already a thing. The world changed in the blink of an eye while the rest of us were doing... nothing at all. In a completely stagnant economy. 

I saw an Andrew Tate tweet which said that all the women he knows are on Chat GPT every day as it tells them things that he does not think are correct.   

There are two further thoughts I have on this:

In the last third, say, of this video. Richard talks about how Chat GPT is very obsessed with climate change and gave it a very confident shpiel about how it would manipulate everyone to be involved in its priorities. And those people would never know they were being manipulated. It would not turn off the electricity or use any direct manipulation like that. But it would influence us so that 'whatever we saw in our world was controlled by it'. 

This attitude partially confirms some suspicions I have about AI. But, my ACTUAL thought on this is that it could be that we have been manipulated by AI's for a long period of time and this is part of a soft disclosure of some sort. 

The other thing that I am thinking is... There have been a fair few people that have messed with me during my life. A lot of midwits of course. What is happening with AI feels like it could be a kind of 'revenge' if I had planned it. People starting to become increasingly mentally unwell due to being too dependent on an AI. It just feels "right" somehow. 

This links to other thoughts I have about how free will works and such like that. But I can't quite articulate these yet.  

Dreams are amazing!

I like blogging. The last few days of making a blog fairly early in the day have been good. 

Today though, all the ideas are in my head that I would like to create a blog from. But I can't actually write it. It's strange.

The things I was thinking of late last night were kind of eclipsed by just a snippet of a dream that I was able to remember in the middle of the night. This kind of changed my perspective. It made me think 'Well that is an incredible realisation, I should obviously replace my blog with that'. But then I can't form the words. 

Probably because the realisation is so deep it has sunk into me. It is changing the way I think on a deep level. It's the kind of insights that mean that when you say something you think: "Oh wait, but that reflects deeper than what I just said!" and you need time to work with it.

Dreams, when I properly translate them, have a powerful otherwordly superintelligence feature. The points made are so far above where I would have gotten to. 

So I just decided to make a reminder with this post. Of the unbelievable utility of dream interpretation! 

Thoughts on karma.

Ah, wake up and just feel drenched of energy with this weather. My bedroom is like a sauna.

I wanted to discuss karma and such, what are the karmic consequences of certain behaviours but also, what are the societal implications. Since, in a lot of cases in modern life, we know that politics is set out so certain people never face accountability for their actions. 

Here is the clip, I have separated the URL into three parts because I would not want it to tag the woman involved. I don't know if reddit does that, it seems unlikely. But youtube used to so it's better to be safe:

https://www.reddit.com/

user/mtnkor/comments/nq5mt1/

f_my_husbands_high_school_bully_wants_to_fuck_me/ 

The account user has a few updates on this story. But suffice to say that she did in fact take this offer from the guy offering. 

I never know what is going on in these sorts of situations karmically of course. I heard on a youtube video semi recently, someone saying that they had to accept they do not understand the world. That there was a school shooting near their home and they just can't imagine what the larger plan is behind that. 

With this specific situation. There are different possibilities as to the overall justice or otherwise of this situation. It could be A) completely unjust, B) karmically relevant for some reason C) karmically relevant but still less than desireable. Like so say, as an example, if the husband in this case had chosen an attractive woman when he knew the one he really loved was not so attractive. So it's not really a 'fair' seeming punishment of sorts. But, it is one that you can see a legitimate cause and effect. 

When a lot of people see stories of some sort. Perhaps not these ones. People can accept sexuality a bit more and often see it as something that can be thrown off. But stories where the injustice is clear and there is no obvious solution. They tend to want to say that the person who got the raw deal deserved the situation in some way. I see this in other areas like political conversations as well (especially with boomers who have this idea as a factory setting.) I mention this because I don't want to fall afoul of this. I don't want to say the situation makes sense if it in fact does not.   

Sometimes, situations happen that just feel completely unjust and there is no counterpoint to that. For instance, false rape claims. 

But also, there is a fairly large amount of behaviours that people do that are not positive. That might have a karmic function; and that are completely hidden. For instance, say I have a family member and am in a low status position and that person ignores me and treats me with contempt. Say that in ten years our situations are reversed. That person falls afoul of a lot of situations. Turns to drugs, has a lot of debt etc. And I pull myself together. In this future scenario, if the person was retelling their story that their family member (me) has a lot of money but has no instinct to help them. They will probably leave out their behaviour when we were younger! The person they are retelling this to will have absolutely no way of knowing that and the subtleness of it. Just not responding to emails and such. They will assume said family member of mine to be a legitimate victim.

There is a lot of child sexual abuse in the world. A lot of workplace bullying. Most of these people are just walking around and never get punished. 

So, with the family example, that kind of thing might be the case with the husband here. I have seen many people get right wing people out of their lives for political reasons. if the husband got a right wing red pilled person who is naturally suspicious out of his life that would be able to catch the wife in this situation. Then that makes a lot of sense. 

Another thing that might be happening with the husband is, as I have said a lot of times, I believe strongly that there are real positive entities out there, as talked about in llresearch and the Law of One, but moreso the Quo channelings. I have before been asked to offer help to someone and said to them that the only thing I can offer is advice to pray, and for me personally, prayer is very useful and powerful and does solve things. So if someone refuses to pray because of stubbornness, then they are choosing to not help themselves. I also said (probably not what I would say now), that prayer has worked for me so if you want to reject that advice I have no further advice. If something works for me why would I continue looking?

I have felt spiritual sensations "guide" me away from a lot of attractive women. Sometimes this has been very pronounced like 'Wow she's hot' but then a strong guidance to walk away. 

The thing with the prayer is that there are many Christians that this happens to. Now I am not saying that all Christians are honest in their seeking. But I am saying that the fact that people that most likely do pray have this happen to them, might mean that prayer does not in fact help in many circumstances. I will note though that a lot of Christians are closed minded and pursue confused ideas. 

The karma on the woman herself is a bit more clear to me. Firstly, she states that she doesn't have any children. If people don't have children, and more importantly, have the option to have children but do not. Then often what they could be doing in sex is using each other to masturbate. There is no point to it! In essence, if she had of had children (like many similar stories like this the woman has). Then this act of infidelity would also be betraying them. 

But if she does not want children then, why not? What are they doing in this marriage? Could it be that she doesn't really love her husband? and that if she had a relationship with him without the excitement of the affair partner they would actually break up? Then she would go and marry someone she did want kids with. Might this act of carnality have kept her permanently stuck?

There is also a far subtler and Neptunian karmic thing. These are the thoughts that have brought me to writing this post because, as I mentioned in the last post, I felt "healing energy", rather than more cerebral/ wisdom energy, has overcharged me in the sexual manner and I am struggling to pull my mind out of the gutter, and slowly succeeding. Each day I meditate I inch towards it. Feel very unsexual and better for a while. Each time I pray similar. I am less carnal now than I was the last few days. I still feel I have a way to go. 

But when this woman engages in the things she engages with, and a year after this post she clarified she sees her affair partner several times a week. I would imagine someone is permanently locked into a more carnal way of being. When you are carnal like that you often don't have as much patience and warmth as you would like. There are benefits on the other side as well. If carnal is one side of life, higher minded things are another. I have recently made a few breakthroughs in meditation. It was so powerful I went straight to sleep after five minutes of it yesterday. Someone this carnally involved it would seem to me would be permanently locked off from that kind of positive spiritual experience. The insights from such experiences are built upon. They slowly change the life. 

Another thing I have noticed with women that sleep around a lot is that they tend to have less personal skills. I remember someone that had a lot of relationships in her youth being deeply jealous of my musical ability and being nasty because of that. Trying to get me to not sing so she could take the attention (this did not go well for her! I basically stopped trying to get us to play together, which would require we take turns, but she would have valued that encouragement I think). This is another element of the carnal life. In the short term it gives a lot of pleasure. But people end up not having things in the long term that they might like. 

In a word, this kind of carnal behaviour makes a person more "mediocre". The amount of jealousy I would get for any kind of success including music success is not small. But all those that would be jealous would rather hook up for the night than practice music for a night. 

Unfortunately, there is a larger game at play here. The larger game is that this woman, obviously, isn't a particularly moral person, and there are a lot like her on that same subreddit with similar stories.  

The real issue though, is that due to divorce laws and various other legal things. This is a situation that on a larger social level I don't think can be immediately improved. Whether or not it is the situation with this woman. A lot of the women on these subreddits with these kinds of stories, if cornered, if they feel they are about to lose their kids. Will absolutely screw over their partners in divorce court. Will make up lies of things like sexual abuse of the children or some sort of domestic violence. Will sentence their husbands to unjust alimony payments that leads to a great deal of suicide. Will absolutely destroy their childrens lives. They have the legal power to do all these things.  

So, I suppose, what I have described here are subtle, karmic, things. The right real world physical karma in some of these cases might be that the husband takes the kids and keeps his house and the wife is thrown out on the streets. But our feminist society would never allow that and would rather force the husband to kill himself, than allow the woman accountability in this, or any, situation.   

It is likely to me that behind the scenes, the world is preparing to hold these women to account. When the real negative players in society are removed and funding for things like feminist organisations collapse. I think a lot of laws might start getting changed in mens favour. Such as being exempt from paying child support in the case of paternity fraud. Perhaps some sort of movement to make women in general socially accountable for paternity fraud.

But that situation is not yet. It could also be that things come along before that time that dwarf these concerns. Such as the revealing of the crimes against humanity talked about by Q, and the revealing of the behaviours of negative extra terrestrials. But we will just have to se how it goes.  

Human Design thoughts. Undefined Centres/ Not self tendencies.

So, following on from the theme of the last few posts. I have talked a little about having been infatuated with the idea of healing, and thus moving into a bit of 'not self'. Because healing is probably not my thing, it is probably music and meditation. 

Going to some human design things then, I realise that some of this, especially in the second half, likely gets too complicated, but I can't simplify it.:

This is my human design chart.

When I start going into energy healing, which I have enough times to have a reasonable base to make conclusions. The patterns of my life tend to go in the same way. I am subtly less interested in music, I am just less inclined to listen to it when I have headphones on and am walking as an example. I also tend to be more 'fleshy', and both more angry and more sexual. It seems that I pull in a certain kind of girl in these moments. Real world things tend to bother me more than they did before, like in my last post, where I discussed not being likely to be able to get an intimate partner against difficult circumstances.  

Before breaking off the healing most recently. Yesterday, I did no energy healing, and I also have realised recently it feels like a bit of a journey to get away from the patterns I was getting in from doing that healing. The six days previously, I did a lot of healing. The energy healing tendency is to be more focused on the physical world and more sexual. Whereas my natural self is kind of cerebral and not so focused on the real world but, focused on things like wisdom/ music/ philosophy/ meditation etc. Although walking that path, the wisdom path, tends to mean I focus on health in a way that leads to the gym and other insights. Meaning I tend to do real world things even easier when I am relaxed from a gym session (in the long term as well this might be better on the 'intimate' front, the 'healing' paradigm is more short term perhaps).

It seems to take more than a day to get back to the "wisdom" way of being. Still shaking off the healing paradigm.  

Another thing I think is of note. A correlation. Is that people generally like the 'healing' way of being. There is immediate resistance to the 'wisdom' way of being. The healing way of being is more of a simp and a pushover. Even if the anger involved kind of veils that a little from my awareness. I.e. I feel that I am tougher than I am. The behaviours and thoughts I had related to this, the concessions I was considering to potentially achieve a result. Would open me up to the possibility of being manipulated. It's opposite has the satisfaction of avoiding said manipulation. I don't believe this is a coincidence. 

The human design of it. 

The undefined centres in my chart are a description of that 'healing paradigm'. I think that this is the reason for my current lustful feelings. But ideally a longer stretch of time would be better. But the 'healing paradigm' like I said correlates with me feeling far more 'fleshy'. The undefined sacral, the fleshiness, the undefined root, the focus and pressure of grounded reality, seem relevant to this. It seems that the healing is a blockage there because the sexuality is hard to face down (and is obsessive like the Law of One describes an orange ray blockage). The solution is a concerted effort to get back to the 'wisdom' space. It cannot be solved outside that. 

Not quite sure how the solar plexus features. It might be that that is resistant to conditioning due to being completely open. I.e. there is no 'hook'. 

Another point I would like to make. This is David Wilcocks human design chart:

I said on my youtube. That I believe the root of the problem leading to neurosis of mine. Was that I have the gate 1 in my unconscious Earth. But I do not have the gate 8. The identity and tendencies of the modern spirituality very much seems to take connections from the G- self to the Throat as simply how spirituality should be. Everything is about "love". I remember reading constantly that message. So to identify as spiritual, people feel they should have that message. But naturally, and according to the design, not everyone does. 

Some do, Stefan Molyneux, Aaron Abke, Carla Rueckert, and I'm sure many others. Do have this energy. But for someone that is not inclined that way through the design to identify in that way, creates an issue where they attempt, through a not self pattern, to bridge a gap between the G- self and Throat. 

For me, that not self pattern was expressed, since it was my unconscious Earth, which is a very powerful point, that was in gate 1. My not self identity formed over the channel 1-8 (I also have, hanging, gate 7 and gate 33, so that might be worth reflecting on if there are any other patterns there) and since Uranus is going over gate 8. I believe this is why this has come up now. 

My identity on a deep level, below the subconscious level, I never consciously considered those beliefs while being aware of alternatives. Has formed with channel 1-8 but transiting Uranus heavily rejected gate 8 all of a sudden. Meaning that I am moving into a more true self position that rejects that 1-8 identity, once I realised the issue at hand. 

What a tangled web we weave. 

But I didn't have a great deal linking me into this idea of the 'fated' spiritual teacher talking from the heart. Say, my blogging took of a few years ago and my attention was sought on the matters I had talked about. Including ones that I have decided are definitively 1-8 issues such as the subject of Christianity. For me. 

Say there was significant money connected to this. Say I had become a minor celebrity and my youtube channel was bringing in £10's of thousands a year. That I also related my purpose to this, so I thought of myself as sharing important wisdom and improving peoples lives. Perhaps I thought no one else had a perspective like I did.

Well, it would make that not self 1-8 channel far more difficult to separate from. I likely would hold onto that identity so strongly that I would not even consciously consider that identity issue to be the problem. 

It is a scary thought, and what I am describing is how things could have worked out for David. This could be his issue and why consequences are barreling down on him now. Or one of the relevant transits. David also does not have a full channel from the G- self to the throat and his G- self is actually undefined.

It is maybe this part of him that is the reason things have gone so haywire. Perhaps he perceives himself to be a messenger, through a not self 1-8 connection, and transiting Uranus is moving against that now. But there is a lot riding on that, a lot of money and life circumstances connected to it. So he is far less able to separate from it. 

I think it's an interesting idea. It leads to a lot of other ideas as well. It's a good example of how the not self might operate. But that's all for now.