Happy Easter.

Easter, for me, has become a very important holiday.

In 2022, just before my close friend at the time killed herself, on Easter precisely, even though I didn't consciously know that. Was when I went to a local church, started doing communion and effectively raised my level of faith. The increased intuition extracted me from a very unpleasant situation. With said spiralling, borderline chick.  

Christmas, I do get a different kind of intuitive good feelings. More symptomatic of the Sun going over my Neptune placement. More mystical profundity. But Easter has become very intense as well. More powerful real world guidance. Which has it's own, separate, astrological connections. Connecting more to the design/ body.

I have realised my Christianity has quite a few connections to the design rather than personality. Making it unconscious. Which explains why it has manifested like it has.  

I have done a lot this morning. I have increased my medication recently, allowing more comfortable digestion. I have stopped chocolate, which I am probably allergic to (honestly, who has to have an entire day of rest because they ate 85% of chocolate, this was painfully obvious!) I have drunk a bit of caffeinated coffee. Which is awesome and it is a caffeine I seem far more suited to digesting than chocolate. I have been eating better recently after developing an obsession with mushrooms. I have done communion this morning.

All has lead to me not even being able to do anything. Just lying in bed feeling like my entire world view is being updated. I try and watch a youtube video and I can't take it in. 

So I will be able to integrate this and bring forth the wisdom for other blogs. But I think today I will keep it to this blog simply, and say... Happy Easter!  

Magic spells.

I couldn't really think of anything to write in a blog today. There was no pressing insight like there have been a fair few times.

Mega archetype stuff. 

But, if you read the Law of One. If you look at the Human Design. Then you pretty much have an infinity ideas going through your mind at any one time. Just consider this:

The way this graph works is that it feels at time that it doesn't even include any real mental work. Once you have got the hang of everything. What every hexagram basically means. Which centre it's on. What it's opposite means. Etc. Etc. You can just look at this graph and feel a brain update. How each thing compares to every other things. What the historical myths are about each of these "Gods".

The fact it comes down to yin and yang lines at its most basic. Feels a little like a kind of "First Principles". The clear separation between what is purely feminine and what is purely masculine. As the Law of One advises that gender is the begtinning of studying such concepts. (This is between session 87 and 89. I can't look it up at this moment since I've already searched Law of One quotes and I can only take so much brain expansion!)

A certain question. 

However, this is an interesting question from the Law of One. Rather than the answer being the interesting thing. Don is asking a question I have thought a fair bit about myself. The contact is either deliberately or otherwise refusing to answer, or not understanding the question

Questioner: It seems, though, that in the case of many UFO contacts that have occurred on this planet that there must be some knowledge and use of the first distortion, in that the fourth-density entities have carefully remained aloof and anonymous, you might say, for the most part, so that no proof in a concrete way of their existence is too obvious. How are they oriented with respect to this type of contact?

Ra: I am Ra. We misperceived your query, thinking it was directed towards this particular type of contact. The nature of the fourth-density’s observance of the free will distortion, while pursuing the seeding of the third-density thought patterns, is material which has already been covered. That which can be offered of the negatively oriented information is offered. It is altered to the extent that the entity receiving such negative information is of positive orientation. Thus many such contacts are of a mixed nature. 

The question here is: Why are the super natural forces in general so immune from any kind of revealing? Why are things such as seeing auras, energy healing, telepathy, telekinesis, UFO's and extra terrestrials in general. Completely relegated to the fringes? Utterly inaccessible to people in general?

I have had a bit of an instinct recently following the posts on David Wilcock. I think, the guy has definitely been channeling negative entities. Since he has recently started channeling again. There is no way, under the metaphysical rules explained in the Law of One and Edgar Cayce readings. That a person can remain positive while scamming people, being in an out of court for fraud like David Wilcock. (I know technically it is either a Stavatti or Corey Goode thing, but in principle).

Questioner: I have two questions [of a] personal nature. First, during the last intensive meditation the instrument experienced very strong conditioning from an entity which did not identify itself and which did not leave when she asked it to. Will you tell us what was occurring then?

Ra: I am Ra. We find the instrument to have been given the opportunity to become a channel for a previously known friend. This entity was not able to answer the questioning of spirits in the name of Christ as is this instrument’s distortion of the means of differentiating betwixt those of positive and those of negative orientation. Therefore, after some resistance, the entity found the need to take its leave. 

"The opportunity to become a channel for a [negative entity]" Although Carla would be a superior channel, quite clearly. If David even had the opportunity to channel a positive entity. If it was even on the cards. The negative would take the place via taking advantage of detuning to prevent that. 

There are similarities between Davids message and obvious negative channeling [Link]

Another good example would be Pauls message in Thessalonians.

I could go into the how's and why's of something being clearly negative but I think others can handle that. 

For me though, even though it is all based on subtle emotional things (Is it ever anything different?) It gives me insights into why this might be. Why it might be that we have no real inroad into life involving more supernatural elements? 

Breaking the spell. 

I only read session 89 the day before yesterday. It was a few days to a week before, from before I had even started writing the blogs on David. (From before the "Defining morals" posts). I did experienced interference with a meditation which was troubling to me, and which meant I then relied on keeping the Law of One books close during meditation. I am not fully sure I should stop doing that, I prefer meditation, it is more effective, without a Law of One book next to me. But I fear it has gone too far for that. I think I subconsciously knew that which was why I have not been able to get back to meditation. Since I would have meditated without it.

But there was a pattern to this whole thing. There was a feel. When I was going into the Law of One thinking and thinking on David. I was reminded, strongly. Of when I used to really like David when I was young. With the meditation, I felt a sudden reminder of a kind of infinite compassion for David. (The kind of "love" he is perhaps trying to get back with his current spiritual teachings!) A kind of reinterpreting everything he did as very positive. He doesn't mean it, perhaps there is an ultimate reason for his behaviour etc. etc. 

But putting the Law of One book 2 next to me while I meditated broke that. It was like a literal "spell" had been broken. Soon after, I wrote an article here, yesterday, pushing against my previous idea of myself as a reincarnation of Don Elkins. It feels like it is the same "spell". 

Conclusion. 

Ultimately, we do not know, on the larger level, why we don't have access to that kind of stuff. Aura seeing etc. But I think there is more to the cover up than is obvious. I think that it is a kind of "spell" in the same sense as this. So when you move against something, to move to reveal aura seeing as an example. Other parts of your life start getting blocked and such. 

Also, I do wonder if there is a positive side to this. Whether positive entities are preventing a lot of things like this being revealed. I think in some certain matters, no matter what the negative wants, the positive has it's way. For instance, Christianity is a very popular religion. It might be all sorts of confused. But it still is.

I do suspect the way politics is moving, the way that everything in the world is focused on the most grounded aspects of reality. Is a thing to first manoeuver everything in the right way so that if anything higher comes in people would be basically aligned anyway. If you combine confused gender roles with a whole bunch of spiritual power. You probably have a recipe for disaster. 

I feel there is more to say, I don't know what that would be, but I feel there is more. I will leave it there for the moment though. 

Working with health problems (Negative greeting and past lives).

Struggling with health issues a bit, which is what this will be about. But it will retain it's focus on metaphysics.

German New Medicine. 

Firstly:

Youtube: Alvin De Leon: Constipation (May 25th 2018):

https://youtu.be/xLhV_1TxJ_8?si=Q_WXIPuFlrebWcp5

German New Medicine is a modality of healing in a sense. The founder, Dr Hamer. Found correlations between things in the brain and the formation of Cancer. He followed on, with an understanding that the formations in the brain, were emotional issues that then became Cancer. 

From this he created an entire secondary system of medicine of sorts. Of health. The model is that a lot of our illnesses are kind of adaptions in a sense. The analogy is when a mouse escapes a cat, it exerts itself to the extent of getting asthma. 

When a person feels threatened in their environment, their bladder might expand so they can mark their territory. With a heavy dose of EvoPsych. The idea is similar to the general new age ideas of how health and healing work. 

For me then, as the four minute video discusses. The idea behind constipation is when you experience something that you are unable to digest. 

This could be many things for me. It could be that I have lost a lot of my life to my disability that I had not really realised until recently. But I don't think that's it. Even though I have realised it recently. I have to process that I won't have a normal life whereas before, I always used to believe it would "work out". 

But it might not be that, I have an idea of what it might be. But I have to explain something else beforehand. Which relates to this kind of psychological thing, and David Wilcock, which I have recently covered.

Psychological madness.

One of the things I experienced when I first got into the Law of One, after about three years or so. Was an incredibly strong belief, that felt like it was forced onto me. Like an insight. That I was Don Elkins in a past life. 

This was probably following on from my belief in David Wilcock. Who used to talk about himself being Edgar Cayce. 

I am not making the case for me being him, I do not believe that and I will explain why. But I do need to explain a little why it made so much sense to me at the time. At the time I had gotten very obsessed with, a seemingly mutual obsession. With a girl that I worked with. Who, kind of stalked or harrassed me, and went off with another guy after that. 

I had very little power in that place. In the supermarket I was working at. I just need to defend myself a little from the very possible implication, to anonymous readers, that I was in fact the stalker. I actually did not have the power to do anything in that place. I was told where to go, the specific checkout to sit on. I was told what time I could go on a break.

This girl on the other hand, did not have a lot of limitations there. Her family worked there. She had a LOT of friends there. This was the first time that I was socially ostracised from an entire social group. The entire time I worked there I did not see anyone outside work even though there was a huge social life there that everyone was invited to and I had got on with a lot of them informally. 

She also had access to the cameras, and could choose what she did, where she went in the store, at what times. There was a whole secondary office that I never saw but a lot of the staff disappeared into. 

The girl drove me nuts a bit. There is some that I don't want to say. But I will just summarise she was very obsessed. If I went in five minutes early or five minutes late she would always be there. Because she was watching me on the cameras. She would often be there in my breaks etc. She was setting up a kind of clown show where I would be in a position to approach her. 

Yes, this all sounds nuts I know. 

Nevertheless, this woman was a Cancer. The guy she ended up going with had a very specific and relevant synchronicity that tied him to the llresearch group. The story of Carla, Jim and Don seemed to me to be repeating in my own life. After years of being at this supermarket. Staying, really having had my life messed up in a way. I had this dream where I was fighting a serial killer. One I had seen on TV that tortured children. Blood slipped over my hands in my Grannies room (at the time, recently dead), and I opened a letter explaining I was Don Elkins. Then, and this seemed to confirm it to me. Supermarket girl left, and I left soon after, seeing no reason to be there. 

The effect of the negative:

This... is a powerful trick from the negative. I am sure of this. I will discuss a little later what the implications are of past lives and such and what is or is not real. But this specific example, and probably many others to. I believe is purely a trick of the negative.  

What has been created is then an avatar. A figure. An internal figure. As you might use in the Internal Family Systems framework. Which can become part of the psyche. But can feed into the psyche from wherever and whomever created it. I believe this was a negative entity. And rather like reading the Law of One feeds back to the positive sources that authored it. As an internal figure created by the negative. It goes back to the source that authored it. 

This is what I attribute to some deeply, deeply negative events that followed in my life. 

The positive break down of this. 

There is a problem here. I do not know if this is just my way of processing or is a Universally good way of processing. But in my belief. Past lives are never worth exploring. Perhaps in the sense of the Michael Newton books that always seemed kind of positive to me. But as it relates to us normal people. Trying to find these things through meditation, dreams or hypnosis. The problem with past lives is that they are something that can never be confirmed or denied by our objective senses. Which is really all we can ever know.

For this reason, either for me in general, or, as I said, universally. I think a Stefan Molyneux style of philosophy is important. For some matters, not all matters, atheism is needed. Since so little of those new age types of things can be known for sure. There is a part of life where first principles need to be thing we go by. 

But this brings up a problem. A lot of theological/ new age kinds of stuff is stuff that you kind of hold in your mind. You believe and you hope that it is real. Like energy healing. Like the teachings of Jesus. But without the ability to objectively prove it, it stays in the area of "faith". It is part of your faith. 

Where it was a bad idea to ever have the idea of being someone in a past life and definitely, to get resultant beliefs from that. It is also a bad strategy, in my view, to then say that you know for definite that you were not a past life memory. So you're stuck. Luckily I had no one really discuss this with me. The worst thing possible would have been for some llresearch people to have believed me back then, on the quiet perhaps a small amount did, a small amount didn't, and the majority simply didn't care, or didn't know.

These beliefs are DEEP. A belief in a past life, and people following you through into your life. Like David Wilcock talks about with Edgar Cayce. Which also reflects into my own beliefs around my life at the time. 

The slow collapsing of beliefs.

As the Law of One says in session 18.5 I think it is. On the path of the adept "Nothing has to be overcome, that which is not needed falls away". 

One of the things I linked with this Law of One stuff was my half sister. My disagreement with her seems to me to have started at the same time as the constipation. The thing that I am not able to digest is perhaps that we really do not connect, that she really doesn't like me. 

One of the horrible things I have found with going on red pill information (Pearl Davis is my favourite Red Pill Creator), is that women are... actually like that. They are actually like how a lot of those creators describe them. The modern zeitgeist is in a lot of ways emphatically against this reality and with a great deal of zeal tries to push against it. I sometimes feel a temporary relief when I start to hear a convincing case against the red pill information. It is always short lived. Soon after disproven. When you hear women saying exactly those things in real life, and acting in those ways. It is a little upsetting.

Growing up with a single mother (and women have an idealised vision of their own gender). Without a father to pick holes in that idealisation. It does go quite deep the blue pill reasoning.  

My half sister is astrologically very similar to Carla. A stellium Cancer. Similar in a lot of ways. But, she is not, and my brush with this reincarnation kind of belief system, has projected an image over her that is different to the person who is actually before me. The real person that is, or rather was, in my life.

So my conceptual framework that related to the Don Elkins beliefs. The fake belief. Has conflicted with the real world objective, but subconscious, understanding of who my sister is and her psychology.  

Conclusion.

This has been a very powerful article I believe. I think the spiritual energy is raising for Easter (as I write this I am eating one of my two Easter Eggs. There has been a family celebration April 1st!). I have wanted to articulate something on that Don Elkins madness for a long time but it hasn't come together. I think talking against David Wilcock has been part of why it has now. Or perhaps since I messaged Llresearch with that article.

This are interesting thoughts aren't they? But I have a very real medical issue. People can die from constipation. The problem is getting slowly, progressively, worse. I have a new stronger prescription to pick up. 

The test of a theory such as German New Medicine is; can it actually heal something in the real world? Can I change my emotions to understand something about my sister, or whatever the "indigestible morsel" is?  

In my view, I think what this comes down to, taking this framework. Is music. When I play music, it is an emotional expression unlike any other. Journalling, meditation, this blog, maybe visualisation. Loads of life has a way to express some kind of thing. But it is not quite like music. Music is raw emotion in a way I don't experience in other parts of life. 

When writing about this very subject I came away with good lyrics "If I wanted to enrage you I would take an interest in you". The strange feeling of hostility that comes about if I try and show any warmth towards my sister. The utter confusing logic of the situation.

But, well firstly, the constipation itself, the stomach aches, are stopping the music. But also, is it really likely that I will make loads of music, it will express or process said emotions, and the constipation will end?

That doesn't seem likely to me. But nevertheless, with the degree of powerless against illness that most of us experience. I still think it is worth exploring these ideas!  

Quick break.

A personal post. An fyi before you read.  

Whether it is a legitimate thing or something I am imagining. Having a very imaginative nature. Or just bad luck. I have been experiencing a little difficulty recently.

It actually seemed to move around making the David Wilcock posts. The "bad feelings" seemed to grow stronger then. During my meditations. I had the sensations of entities trying to speak to me and the kind of positive/ codependent feeling I used to have when I followed David. This meant I had to have book 2 of the Law of One next to me when I meditated. Which meant there were no negative sensations anymore. But the positive sensations when I meditate with the Law of One are a bit overwhelming and it tends to lead to me stopping meditation. 

It feels like it cost a lot of energy to create the posts around David Wilcocks 8th of March video.  

A bunch of other things as well. But my take away is that I am not blogging today and might take a short break. The thing I was saying on twitter I don't think is legitimate either. Was simply a symptom of approaching paranoia and overthinking.  

Philosophers HDC.

This is a post that highlights casual, not put together, thoughts:

Stefan Molyneux:

Neitzsche:

Shopenhauer: 

Bertrand Russell: 

Robert Greene:

Soren Kierkegaard:

All with the ego undefined. The following have the ego defined:

John Nash, founder of Game Theory:

Rene Girard:

There was one more that I could have added to each. A psychologist with an undefined will and a philosopher that I don't like, with a defined will (Doesn't say anything bad, it's just kind of cliche'd annoying statements to me!) 

I already had the chart prepared. I.e. without meta data. For Neitzsche, Bertrand Russell and Stefan Molyneux. I had Nietzsche and Russell because I was thinking of following up on the idea that philosophers are simply describing their charts. Bertrand Russell was often about a love of work. That work was our meaning for life in a sense. And he has three connections between the Sacral and G- Self. 

Neitsche was about the animal heirarchy. All the little justifications and false uses of moral terms that people use when they are jealous. Which is very typical of the 34-20. Which bypasses the G Self/ sense of ethics. Robert Greene is precisely the same at this.

While Stefan Molyneux, as an example I am far more deeply acquianted with, Has a lot more moral convictions in his ideas surrounding morality. That the conscience is perfect in a sense, as it is our brains best adapted way of running tribal life. His Sacral runs through the G-Self in order to get to the throat. 

It is interesting that so many philosophers have the undefined ego. But it is in truth. Not higher than it would be statistically for the population as far as I know. The reason I have highlighted things like this, is to think through the difference that the defined ego is adding. 

Firstly, all the strategy that is needed in political machinations IS shown very strongly in Robert Greene's work. So the undefined ego does not shy away from that. 

But what is it that changes from the defined to the undefined ego?

I have a defined ego, and so does Ra Uru Hu. I have had a bit of an insight into how Ra Uru Hu potentially functioned recently:

A quote taken from Goodreads:

Passive, submissive imitation does exist, but hatred of conformity and extreme individualism are no less imitative. Today they constitute a negative conformism that is more formidable than the positive version. More and more, it seems to me, modern individualism assumes the form of a desperate denial of the fact that, through mimetic desire, each of us seeks to impose his will upon his fellow man, whom he professes to love but more often despises.

This line is very very similar to what I have been thinking recently. Although I called it something else. The way I see it, is that everyone attempts to conform others to their own chart all the time.  

 It is a very subtle thing to put ones finger on. How these energies function. But if this kind of conforming others to oneself is something said by Girard, and not these other philosophers. Perhaps it is more of a behaviour of the defined will. So when I look out at others and see them appear to do that. It is actually my projection. Since they do not have a defined will?

Odds and Ends.

Just a few notes from my metaphysical thoughts in general then:

The negative crisis.

I am reading about sessions 85 and 86, and I cannot believe some of what I am reading. Due to the fact that the trio in the Law of One. Don, Carla and Jim, were not able to depolarise by the efforts of the negative entity targeting them. It was going into crisis. 

This entity, that was the definition of terror, was depolarising because it was experiencing an "unsuccessful attempt at exploring the wisdom of separation" (85.4) So roughly stated, this entity believes in its whole self in the wisdom of the service to self path. But, in order for that to be valid, they need to experience evidence of that in the real objective world. Their viewpoint is... "I am dominant and always right about everything". Then when they do something like trying to destroy a group of people through psychic power. And there is no result that confirms that they are in fact all powerful. They lose polarity and go into crisis. 

It is, to me, a pretty powerful and amazing. As were some other small comments about how the negative polarity functions. But this is a serious, serious problem for the negatively polarised entity. It happens, with no effort on behalf of the positive polarity to interfere with or take revenge on the negative entity.

It... adds a certain something to my world view. The anger that I have experienced over various things. Thinking, knowing, having it confirmed by the Law of One, that a lot of these things will be met, karmically in a sense, without any active effort to make those responsible pay (technically the effort of service to others to create a justice system might do that, but, the significance of this energetic situation is still relevant). Is just... amazing. 

I can't bring precise words to what changes. But it is just super cool!

The entities we call on.

In session 86.7, the contact is asked about dreaming. One of the things stated, and it is only one line. But it seems to be very important. The Law of One contact was talking about which entities the person would call to improve their dreaming state and it said... "most of all, the higher self".

A persons own higher self is not something I had thought that much about. I have noticed a difference in trying to connect with that. A rawness. A power. Whereas things that reference other entities more, like prayer. Tends to have a different effect, one of a kind of aggressive enthusiasm, and one of smoothing over conflict and such. 

The rawness from the higher self feels like something that genius' are working with. Such as Van Gogh. A raw energy that inspires but could very easily leave the rest of the persons life in chaos, profundity. Whereas the more love based energy of the higher positive entities and spirits feels like a more refined energy that smoothes over real world problems and communication.

But that is just a guess. 

I had mainly considered the "other entities" previously more than the higher self. But perhaps the higher self is worth considering. 

I mentioned a few days ago in a blog how I am withdrawing from X a bit. I recall an audience member saying to Stefan Molyneux said he got a lot more dreams when he stopped going on social media. I still go on reddit (which I will discipline myself off if I feel that I am not getting responses!). Talking about TV shows. But I have stopped X for the reason I mention, and it feels toxic now I think of it. But coming off X, I have started to get dreams again. I haven't had them for about a month. I did not have dreams strong enough to remember. But I remember I had dreams and I feel them creeping in again. Which might mean I am a little more connected to my higher self. 

I have a theory about why that is from previous dream interpretation. But that is not for now. 

The nature of the self. 

I have vaguely mentioned wrestling with this before. 

I have had the insight recently, about the emotional power of Stefan Molyneux's work. In that, when I found it, I feel it is the moment when I transferred to an emotional understanding of the Law of One.

Before that, I had an intellectual understanding of the Law of One. But no depth on an emotional level. 

The big break in my understanding, was that before that I was vaguely leftist. Leftism is toxic beyond belief and it has assumptions, that, if absorbed. Are just kind of nasty.

The idea that all rich people are bad and all poor people are good. It doesn't make any sense. Rich people are a lot of the time born into it. Rich people are condemned, and should be forced by the initiation of violence to give money to poor people. Every woman that gets pregnant is not at all responsible for this, the man is always bad and lied to her and she was always perfect in the relationship, and she is a perfect special victim that should be given money. 

Some people might be OK with this belief. But to me it was poisonous to my very soul, it feels. Coming away from it allowed me to emotionally connect in some manner. 

I really liked Stefan Molyneux's work a great deal and have absorbed a lot of it. I understand Universally Preferable Behaviour. I have some of his definitions such as Free will is our capacity to compare proposed actions to ideal standards.  

Phases.

Recently I have come away from Stefan Molyneux. He stated very explicitly that if you choose to "break bread with evildoers". I.e. he was defining that as anyone that voted left and entertains left wing beliefs. Then you should not have anything to do with any of his teachings. I forget the specific show he said that in. I could probably find it in my last Rumble comment.

I, do not know if I believe that. But I am disabled. So I have to rely on others. Some of which have left wing beliefs. I would not entertain that kind of thinking. Because if I did, if I believed I should be separate from left wing individuals but was just unable to due to disability. Then it sets up the idea that I am spending time with them while disliking them and wanting to be away from them. Which is not tolerable to me.

Larger discussions of this are not really relevant here. I think I have written before about how some people might be 'tricked' into these beliefs. A Law of One quote: "The negative polarity is very clever, the positive sees love in all things". Also, Carla was talked about by the Law of One contact as someone who literally could not have done better, and she was left wing. She wasn't even anti abortion.

Anyway, so I have turned away, or been turned away, from Stefan Molyneux. I will not go on his shows again or pay attention to his social media etc. So as I do, I start to eventually break down how I think of his theories. 

I remember listening to one of his call in shows where a guy was calling in who said that when he was not listening to Stefan, he started making not so good decisions. Like how Christians get refilled with their faith every Sunday. Belief systems and faith require a kind of constant validation and feeding. 

One of the things I was attempting to understand from him was the phrase "Love is our involuntary response to virtue if we are virtuous".

This has a bunch of meaning, but in attempting to apply it, I have not gotten anywhere. 

Against this though, let's look at my human design chart:

I have a strong tribal side here that Stefan doesn't have. The gate 19 is in the conscious earth, I suspect that is how my life is going to flower going forward. It is the only incarnation cross point that is on an undefined centre, and Pluto is due to transit the gate 19 in about three years. There are two complete channels here in the tribal circuit, 44- 26 and 21- 45. Currently, the transiting nodal points are completing this channel with the 40- 37.

This makes more sense as to my experience. Someone 'within my tribe', that my feelings won't correct for. That even though I cannot define any real virtue for, and that I don't believe is virtuous. Still inspires those kinds of positive feelings from me. 

It is what it is, but it makes sense. Stefans world view is powerful, seemingly complete, but the chart offers a very close understanding of what feels like my legitimate way of viewing. His teachings on political viewpoints helped me be consistent with what I already believed from reading the Law of One. His further teachings were powerful. But at this point the human design and Law of One seem a good thing to learn. 

Non Law of One Criticism of Davids 8th of March video.

So, following on from the past blog entry. Where I critiqued Davids video from a Law of One perspective. I also wanted to follow up on a few last pieces that do not, directly, reference the Law of One.

This subject will be finished when it is finished! Even though I would like to move on now. It is what is going on in my head after looking over the video. So it is what I will say!

Biblical references. 

The first point of two, is that David spoke at length about the bible in that video. Originally I liked this. But after watching, I realised David doesn't have a great deal of consistency in his biblical beliefs.

Since David was first looking at this kind of thing. About 20 years ago. There has been the raising of a spiritual teacher called "Aaron Abke". Who has made many, many videos on the idea that the Apostle Paul was a false prophet. That the Apostle Paul, put forward an idea of Christianity that was nothing like what Jesus taught. That Jesus had more of a salvation by works doctrine, and that Paul opposed this with a salvation by faith Doctrine. 

Aaron Abke has also done videos/ discussion, on the Law of One. I have seen discussions of him in that community, and other things he talked about. So this perspective, and his research, that is deep, has many references, many videos. Is understood in the same kind of community that David Wilcock is addressing.

I believe Aaron Abke. I think that the mainstream Christian framework of "salvation by faith" was created by a mass murderer, who could not face is crimes. That a lot of the problems with Chrisitianity ultimately come from this. This sense of unearned virtue. It is why you get a problem with people gaining a foothold in Christianity who have no virtue. Because they do not have to prove it by works. 

It is a very powerful and deep argument, David trying to take the whole discussion back to the basic mainstream narrative of Christianity, potentially might not work that well. 

Another quote:

Along with the general narrative I criticised in my yesterday post. 

29:06: The great spiritual teachings tell us that you have to love yourself first and foremost.

OK... Who says that? Jesus gave two directions when someone asked him what was the best way to progress: One, is love the creator. Two, is love your neighbour as yourself. 

The Law of One has similar ideas. It advises using mental exercises to get closer to the Creator in Session 10.14. But it talks a great deal about 'service to others'. Even though it does not explicitly state that that always means actually service others. Since it so often refers to things in a way referencing mystery. But even the chosen term 'service to others', suggesting serving others. Not the self. 

He referred to this being about "acceptance". But if you are to accept yourself, who would assume that was automatically love? It might be, it is more loving than not accepting yourself. But if you accept things about yourself that are say... unethical, devious, delusional. Then the result of acceptance might be disgust and change. 

Acceptance and Loving oneself are not the same thing. 

I don't know enough of every single spiritual teaching. I read a large part of the Qur'an and did not hear anything about self love. I have looked into Buddhism a little. Non attachment is the key there. Nothing about self love. But I really do not know enough.

I think that this is yet another time when David just has an unresearched, emotionally preferred opinion. And assigns the opinion to some other source "the great spiritual teachings". To conceal the fact that they are exactly that. His opinion. And a not very compelling one at that.