The Law of Attraction and its problems.

Following on from my last post. It has some context. This post might make enough sense without it but just wanted to mention.

When you have committed to the Law of One and Human Design types of ideas. You move away a little from a purely objectivist viewpoint. A lot of the information I believe to be true has been declared on high from a supposedly Angelic source. 

But, I am also kind of skeptical. I have definitely called out crappy ideas. So I end up being in the middle somewhere. With a lot of information that very well may be true, but that I cannot be sure one way or the other is true or false. 

The general instincts I get point one way or the other. With no conclusion. 

This is the case at the moment. The previous post I talked about acknowledging grief and a friend who died who was "lovely". I went down the supermarket just now and standing right behind me was a girl that was a carbon copy of that one. Very similar looking. Similar sort of age. A little taller than average as that girl was. 

It felt like a bit of an answer to my sort of questions to the universe. A few months ago I got very angry at Chat GPT after it gave me a picture of a woman that looked like she had had a masterectomy and refused to make the breasts bigger. I went down the supermarket late night after getting angry at that and a girl was further down the aisle. Slim, and dressed for clubbing with large knockers, low cut. I felt, whether this was true or not, that she would have invited me introducing myself if I had been so inclined. She certainly wasn't avoiding me. (She walked within a foot of me!)

It brings up an issue. I typically haven't believed in the Law of Attraction. But, there does seem to be a "correlation". That things I am thinking about and feeling do tend to suddenly manifest in the world.  

But here is my problem with that. I was not looking for the lovely girl I described in the last blog post. She was just kind of there and I felt that she was there from the Creator almost. She was the best thing that could have turned up at that point in my life. As far as I know of course. 

I feel often that having faith in the Creator will bring the best thing we could have. That the energy that could be spent on 'The law of Attraction'. Imagining some beautiful broad and/ or pile of money, could also be spent willing the personality to the Creator. 

Also, and I know this might seem like a bit of a doomer mentality. But there are a lot of things that could go wrong with the Law of Attraction. I have previously wanted a certain kind of girl, she has turned up, and my life has become hell. I could sit there everyday imagining a 25 year old blonde hottie, and it could go very wrong. Partly because... what do I have to offer? Not a lot, not a lot compared to her other options I am sure. What with the lack of money. It seems to me, even if it were to "temporarily" happen, it is a recipe to get cheated on! 

But I dunno, praying to the Creator, now that, I think, will bring the best results. Even if it is preparing you for something, ten, twenty years from now. I am sure that is the best result. 

I had more to say on this topic, I started with a different idea. The idea I started with was the same kind of thing with more complex information. Explaining good and bad directions of thinking with my human design chart. But I think this has gone on a little too long to go any further!