Coming away from the Law of One.

The world is a cesspool at the moment. Perhaps it has always been a cesspool. But specifically at the moment there just seems to be a lot of very visceral news of murders and wars. Remember when a fast news days was the Dow Jones falling like 300 points?

Two pieces of new like that recently. I will only focus on one. This Ukraine girl getting knifed by a big black dude on the train. She was 22 years old, and every bit as vulnerable as you would expect from a very slight, 22 year old girl. When I first saw that and there was a video I was like, "Do I need to watch this?" No, I do not need to watch this. But then 20, 30, 50 it seems, tweets. With either stills, or sometimes four second clips. Now I've seen most of it. Including obviously the most important parts. 

I thought a little bit ago, earlier today, that I should say something on my blog about all this chaos and it's grand plan sort of element. Bringing in Q and such. I would not focus on those specific murders but reflecting on things like why we have this long period of waiting for a bunch of stuff to line up. The spiritual reasons and potential lessons through a Law of One lens.

But, you know what? That is just not my place really now is it? Which is what this post is about.

My last entry was about coming away from the Law of One. I think this is quite a big psychological thing. I also realise, that the Law of One perspective. The attempt to be "fused" with the Law of One contact. To see things as they see them. A reflection of which has occasionally come through dreams and other experiences. For real, I remember a dream about the difficulties of life planning in sudden changes like lockdown. 

But, as I come away from this, I realise that not taking on that mantle of a kind of perceived responsibility is probably for the best, and I wonder what else it is that I will let go of and abandon with this direction?

About a month or so ago it became clear to me that there was a conflict between Stefan Molyneux and the Law of One type of information. I chose the Law of One. It never occurred to me to put the Law of One down. It is hard to bring his mindset, that I do absorb when I listen to his material, and bring it to things like archetypes and such as discussed at the end of the Law of One. 

A few months ago, or perhaps a year or so now. I really started looking at archetypes. To learn about them. I would work on one Law of One tarot card per day. I would often cross these with human design I chings. 

But... and now, this is the question... Is this the best use of my time?

From my understanding of course it is a fantastic use of time. But as I think of it now. I realise that the archetypes, such as they are, even with my ongoing insight into the human design. Might not really be that useful.

With my ongoing stomach issues I have had success. It appears very likely at the moment that dehydration was a big part of why I am getting issues. I have drunk fantastic amounts of herbal tea today and got powerful improvement. Physical, real world, improvement in my medical situation. 

But in relation to how my life is actually going .What actually helps me and works. It really is very strongly focused on the physical world. On the real physical world. I already have reflections on what Christ taught being service in a very practical sense and experiences to back that up that I have considered posting about. But as far as this point goes. My most productive thing to do in life is things like going to the gym, sorting out blenders/ smoothies/ fruit, and doing very real world mundane tasks; which often bring me great joy. 

I recall previously reflecting on how comparatively useless reading Q'uo readings was, in comparison to actually physically walking the dog. Doing something for a real flesh and blood animal that depends on you. That loves sniffing and walking more than anything, and that can't go unaccompanied. (he'd just go to the supermarket anyway and go to the meat isle!) 

I still am aware of certain human design elements of this. Of this precise message. I don't know whether I will talk about that later or if I will let that go too. But I do think that the route of looking at the objective world and how I can improve it is more productive for me at the moment; and that there is not much utility in looking at the Law of One and those teachings in general at this precise time.  

I don't doubt that fuel is still in me to look into things of that spiritual nature. Perhaps reading science fiction will satisfy some of that. Or an astrology book I currently have. But I think it is worth reflecting sometimes on the utility of some of this information in your life at this precise moment.