Letting go of stuff.

So, since I have had constipation I have been experimenting with things to get rid of. The new age and holistic explanation of constipation is holding onto something we shouldn't be holding onto. Like, emotionally or energetically.

There is some relevance to this holistic model in sources outside the Law of One. The Human Design is of course, lightly like that. It doesn't explicitly say "X physical issue is due to the sacral chakra". But... almost. 

Of course a lot of Reiki types of individuals and Louise L Hay types of people also talk about the body being metaphorical like that. But, these people are not an authority on anything. Has anyone ever heard of a Reiki person actually healing anyone? 

But there is a system. Called German New Medicine. That does talk about the body being a metaphor like that. Things like if we feel we are ugly we grow acne. If we feel sex is dirty we get Herpes etc. This is based though, on the work of Dr Hamer. Who did a lot of research into the brain and how these issues are created, and the real reason for them. Dr Hamer also gained the reward for honest work in this life. He was killed by the state. 

I mention sources other than the Law of One to back up a basic point of mine. Because I'm wondering, if the thing I should be letting go of. Is the Law of One... I.e. the Ra Material... Itself. 

This kind of fits with my intuition thus far. In that, even if I decided the constipation wasn't due to that. I am starting to wonder if it is strictly relevant to my life.

 I started reading it again before meditation due to the work of Jeremy, on the Law of One philosophy. he was pointing out that the 1976 readings seemed to have subtle things within them that were preparing the Law of One trio for the contact. 

But now I think of it. What is the worthiness of that goal? I will NEVER be a channel in that way. It is very unlikely that I go on and do something that is so obviously a contact. A lot of the 'service' that I do is physical labour in some way. I just do what needs to be done. It's also the only service I mostly want to do. I enjoy using my body and increasing my health. It might also be true that I just don't engage in the relationship dynamics where that level of spiritual and emotional energy is needed.   

I have many other thoughts on this. Many other complex explanations. What my spiritual path might be and such. But I think for the moment, I can sit with that insight. Next time I meditate. I will use the pyramid. I will use all the things that I have gained from the Law of One. But I won't sit there with the Law of One book 2 infront of me to keep my vibration in the right place; and I won't read my next session of the Law of One book 1 before I do. 

It does feel freeing. I'm sure it will be a little bit of a hard withdrawal. The Law of One once said about archetypes that after people have learned enough about archetypes. They go beyond what is written and produce their own information. In terms of some Law of One concepts. I feel I have been starting to do that. In terms of service to others and service to self. The other day, It felt pretty clear to me that Service to Others is kind of grassfoorts and Service to Self is heavily top down. 

I'll see how it goes.