Chocolate is chocolate.

There is a quote of the bible in the Law of One. Something like: 'Everyone seeks the Creator everyday and falls short".

I... HAVE NOT been able to keep up with the no caffeine thing. And I decided against tablets when it really came down to it.  

Simply put, my stomach hasn't seemed to have let me. I had faith that blended smoothies and all the things that I am doing would work. But alas, at the moment it seems like it hasn't. Flaxseed, Prune Juice. The only thing that seems to work is chocolate.

The paranoia I get with caffeine makes me think I should have it as a food group and not as a tablet.  

I will have to keep experimenting to see if I can get a better result. The two days I spent off caffeine were very productive. I got on with music, I meditated both days. I prayed both days. Those are the big three for me. I had amazing insights from dream interpretation. Real deep change. 

I am not sure if I can keep those things up with incredible discipline while still eating chocolate. Which makes me feel that I don't need to bother because I am generally happy anyway.  

I never got this issue when I was taking six hour walks twice a day. It is annoying, but it is what it is. The reason I being it up is two reasons A) To not be a hypocrite to claim to have stopped chocolate and not stopped it. B) Because my output my slow or stop, or change, while eating chocolate so it is worth informing anyone who this is relevant to.