I mean it this time!
I released my lower energy again...
I outlawed porn films.
I stopped looking at sexy gifs and things.
I went back to these things when my bloodsugars were bad and would continue with them as they improved.
I looked at the softest kind of porn, zoo mag videos, short introduction. Then I decided this wasn't respectable and I stopped that as well.
I wrote a story with those themes and without any physical stimulation I "exploded".
I will be fine. But I just need to outlaw that last one as well.
I think all bases are covered now!