The worlds catalyst and humility.

I saw a tweet a little while ago, that said that a guy had been dating and was really very sick of what he had been subjected to.

It gave me a strong feel of futility and that there must be some 'point' to all this crap. In general, I have found that when something negative is revealed, it is actually the positive forces revealing the thing and the negative that was done was when this thing was still hidden. So, as an example, now we might hear about horrible divorce cases, but for years those cases happened and people were not allowed to criticise women. There was no 'manosphere', so people suffered in silence. 

The global game.

It is an area of interest though especially as I think of myself and my own life. I am better, healthier, stronger recently. I have never had a problem of desire at getting myself to the gym. I have never not wanted to go because I appreciate being well enough to go a great deal, and I have a strong physiological tension that has been created from my medical condition, I am quite an angry person. People I know don't get the brunt of it unless I have to legitimately defend myself. But the anger is there, and getting it out at the gym is a true blessing. I don't think I will stop going for as long as I live.

But as I get healthier I am also dealing with the complete lack of 'normality' from a person that has spent so little time generally socialising and doing normal things, and is only just well enough recently, and only just. I am starting to be legitimately well enough to work. Not, as previously experienced, working and having to push through it fight or flight style. But legitimately able to work and be psychologically comfortable to do so. 

But "starting" to be well enough for work means I will start low in any heirarchy past my twenties. I have not studied to gain enough skills (aside potentially some of the spiritual things I talk about) and I have little experience socialising, and little experience with women, and I am not completely well, I still lose hours a week to my medical condition. I look OK, I can get my foot in the door, I am intelligent, quick witted and fun. But it is not practically likely that I will get a girlfriend/ wife, children and all that. 

The world according to Stefan Molyneux, and perhaps indirectly that according to the Law of One, is to be massively positive about dating, relationships and women. To seek marriage and family. But in practice, it is likely, like I said, that won't be an option for me. 

I wonder, like anyone who gets involved in spirituality and also has a health condition, what the meaning of some of my medical issues might be and I also wonder, if part of the reason I am the way I am is to fit in with some sort of "global war" in some manner. Like a spiritual war. Like, when higher self me was planning this life was it partly planned so that I make up a statistic to pressure society in a certain way?

This seems like the kind of thing I would do. I also think, referring to a system that I haven't massively explained on this blog and haven't explained well on my youtube channel, that the fifth density in general, and I believe myself to be a fifth density wanderer, is very on the ball with these strategic global decisions. I think that is a big part of why they accompanied the sixth density here. 

So what's the reason?

What is the reason then for this kind of global dissatisfaction and the many issues the manosphere talks about? I have spoken previously about not fully believing the manospheres issues but I do think, I do know, that some of them are very legitimate because of things I have experienced in the real world. 

When I look at people planning their lives (in the grand, godly, sense of the world) I can't think that they would not plan to be partnered up and push forward to achieve positive goals together. Nevertheless, this could very well not be what is planned. 

It seems to me interesting the amount of catalyst leading to a change in the way the genders and relationships relate. The number one way that women gain income is through divorce. Women own about 90% of consumer debt. Women vote left and would be the majority pressure for things like experimental medical treatments. Many women, break up 20 year long marriages because they want to buy a lot of things, the guy goes to work all the time to earn the money for that, then the woman feels like she is being neglected by him. 

The female need for resources and the entitled selfishness in absorbing them without giving anything in return seems like it is a very powerful energy at the moment. In America, one state in America decided to ban alimony. I learned that after divorce even when there are no kids involved women are receiving a lot of money into their 50's. Basically living for free due to alimony laws and that about 50% of the men in American prisons are there because they can't pay child support. 

Real world.

I want to say that this pattern is not showing up in my personal life. I had a twenty year old female family member the other day give me an honest and good apology. None of my male friends in their thirties have ever shown a sliver of that maturity, not one time in their lives at least to my awareness. There are other ways I have felt women in my life have shown themselves to do very well. 

Nevertheless, one thing most women show, even those that are moral, is loyalty to the establishment. Another thing is an absolute refusal to move in any way against their more amoral sisters. I think when things move forward, when push comes to shove, I think it is women that will be getting a lot of catalyst, a.k.a "shock" when learning the way the world really works. 

Maybe this is the reason for the dating troubles. The only way society crumbles enough that the deep state is weakened is if guys in general stop giving resources to women, that is kind of happening as men withdraw. This is partly because, men are happy without a lot of resources. If things look difficult they will go to work and live in a room and play computer games in the evening. Whereas, women need life. They want to experience things hence the 90% of consumer debt statistic.

It starts to creep in to giving them consequences for not reflecting on the effects of their behaviours (such as expecting a husband to be both present and earning money at the same time), including voting (i.e. probably voting to tax said husband so he earns less).

I have no firm answers here but it is an interesting thing to consider I think. 

The human design, at least one interpretation, predicts a massive baby boom soon ish. Perhaps this will happen once society goes through enough tension to get rid of the left wing elements. Men start earning, and women are put through enough shock to have a bit more humility.