In 2014 I had a severe schizophrenic break. One which had real world consequences.
With all the insights I am currently having. I am starting to get to a place where I have insight into this. Not only the situation itself, but the situations that followed it.
I have annoyed a great deal of friends and family through being fairly focused on right wing talking points. It seems to me though that the right wing talking points were a desperate inner attempt at gaining some sort of objectivity, from not having it in my previous understandings. Combining mild left wing leanings and spiritual teachings like the Law of One.
However, there was also the lack of strength in my spiritual beliefs. I had read through the Law of One. But the Law of One is a set of deeply powerful spiritual concepts. When life happens, it is easy to let some half imagined, abstract idea come in and mess with an understanding. The Law of One's understanding are refined and powerful, so when you are kind of in the 'flow' of life. Those understandings becoming confused, can be quite catastrophic.
I talked two blogs ago about sending love and light to people in general. My previous thought process had started to think of this as a very bad thing to do. In fact, this was a distinct part of my paranoia. That if I did send any kind of love or positive feeling, it would have extremely negative consequences.
Later on in my life, things that I am reflecting now. In relating to certain individuals where I did not feel they were necessarily that positive. I am starting to realise that having come away from this tactic was not positive at that time either.
Bringing us to this specific quote from the Law of One:
Questioner: Thank you. In closing that part of the discussion I would just say that if there is anything that we can do that is within our ability— and I understand that there are many things such as the ones that you just mentioned that are not within our ability— that we could do for this particular entity, if you would in the future communicate its requests to us we will at least consider them because we would like to serve in every respect. Is this agreeable to you?
Ra: I am Ra. We perceive that we have not been able to clarify your service versus its desire for service. You need, in our humble opinion, to look at the humor of the situation and relinquish your desire to serve where no service is requested. The magnet will attract or repel. Glory in the strength of your polarization and allow others of opposite polarity to similarly do so, seeing the great humor of this polarity and its complications in view of the unification in sixth density of these two paths.
At the very base of it, this is something that I should have been aware of a long time ago. To 'relinquish your desire to serve where no service is requested', (a line to reread when it is hard to remember). From having first learned about the Law of One, having had the energy to kind of improve me. It seems obvious to me that in order to remain sane and strong to the principles relevant to it. It was important, and is important, to re-read the books and make sure that the information is strong in a sense. Not modifiable by passing thoughts and fancies.
This line from the Law of One also clarifies for me something that I have thought about and written about before.
Stefan Molyneux: "Love is our involuntary response to virtue if we are virtuous".
I have still been thinking about this. It is clarified a little by another quote by him: "Reason, leads to virtue, leads to happiness".
To understand this. I imagine two people. Two women. One is right wing in a sense. Has her own viewpoints. Settled down early with a husband she loves with a couple of rug rats. Has a good relationship with her family and such. Supports things like perhaps Christianity, and literature like Charles Dickens.
The second woman is a leftist. A real leftist. Believes in climate change/ feminism, and is all sorts of insane. Leftists have a passionate hate for right wing people in general. Tend to believe and act on things like the positivity of the independent woman and hook up culture. Tends to hate men. Tends to hang around with people that take all kinds of drugs. Not interested in a long term relationship. Slept with a lot of very high status men she hoped would want her for more than a hook up.
Life is not as simple as this. These are stereotypes and caricatures. In actual fact often right wing/ Christian women, even if they are traditional, can be quite controlling since they now have to do a lot to keep up their status. But on a basic level. One of these people seems like she would be nice to hang around. The second one does not seem like she is nice to hang around. Talking to a woman who mostly is concerned with looking after kids and has awareness of powerful literature. Would be positive and a relief. The second sounds like endless unproductive drama. Like a real headache, that will probably not want to deal with you anyway if you have anything other than left wing cult like beliefs.
This makes sense as to the 'love is our involuntary response to virtue if we are virtuous'. This feeling is involuntary. You don't have to work to prefer to deal with the first one.
And this is what might be meant by "The magnet will attract or repel".
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