Following on from my last post. I was reflecting on attempting to follow the Law of One, when my life circumstances has made that very difficult. Perhaps even not possible as I would conceive it.
I still am loyal to a very mystical way of seeing the world though. Like, I pay a lot of attention to dreams. The paradigm of the Law of One is strong in my life.
In some senses it lacks clarity. There were a lot of questions asked of the Law of One contact and they made clear how highly they valued free will. One of the questions asked of them was about famous historical figures. One of those was Hitler. When Hitler was discussed, the narrative he was discussed under was the commonly accepted narrative. As a being of pure evil.
While there were super strong hints that the story they were telling was not true. They said that Hitler could not polarise negatively because most of the behaviours he did happened in his mind as he had gone mad. Rather than the free will. When asked about negative who have successfully graduated to negative 4D in our past, they mentioned a character called 'Taras Bulba'. Who is a purely fictional character.
Since reading the Law of One. I have begun to question whether the narrative we were told about Hitler is correct. Since we are told it by the people with no conscience who lie about every conceivable thing. There are a few documentaries on this. There are a few mathematical questions about how it all went down.
There are a lot of theories I hold as potentials, like, I acknowledge I really don't know. Rather than hard facts. This is one of them. I don't know. But... I don't know. I don't trust mainstream narratives in general.
Then there is also the fact that it is claimed Hitler didn't die and the Argentinian government declassified files that he lived in Argentina for a while after WW2 and had a daughter.
In general, this makes sense as to my understanding of the Law of One's philosophy. They were very big on free will and the free will belief on Hitler and such was the official narrative. The information about famous figures seems to me to have been keyed towards explaining normal patterns of our lives.
Even so, it is a lower level of trust than if I thought the contact had been fully truthful.
The way of the healer.
The new age, including the Law of One, does have a certain paradigm around healing.
It is an attractive paradigm. Because illness that has no real cure accept for allopathic medicine is not very inspiring. The new age paradigm is that illness is in some way representative of a symbolic issue within ourselves. This is the Louise Hay idea. So someone starts going deaf because they don't listen kind of thing. Constipations Louise hay write up is: Refusing to release old ideas.
As I mentioned in my last blog post. I am experiencing constipation. I just stop going sometimes. I may have to go to the doctor for it and at the moment I am doing diet things (and other non diet health things like exercise, jogging as an example should have a good effect on that digestive area). I have gotten rid of gluten free breads as an example, because there are a lot of hints these are very hard to digest.
But, as I have this issue, I would like to explore this symbolism, is it relevant to my current medical situation. If it's not, then truly, what is the point? What is the point of the new age paradigm if there is no practical evidence that such a largely held belief within it is not true?
Some of the things that I might be not letting go of, as the symbolic expression of constipation.
- The first thing I did was delete a couple of smut stories I had started writing. I have often noted that a lot of peoples real fantasies, the things that really get a lot of people going, are pretty dysfunctional to express in the real world. Often including violence. Some of these include people I have known personally. Not all of them. But it is a lot easier to escalate existing conflicts and imagine people behaving in a certain way who do behave those ways, than to imagine an entire new person.
- As mentioned in the last post, and as given even more substance in this post. I wondered if the Law of One itself is relevant. Also, a Law of One forum I used to go on. I have noticed with this forum I get better dreams when I do not go on it. The problem with said forum is that the people there are very averse to any discussion indicating their currently held views are not perfect and in no need of being changed. The passive aggression is an art form at that place. It is strange that I am the one getting constipation and not them.
- I have a half sister that I tried to start a relationship with. But it isn't going to happen. I have just, before doing this, so it wouldn't have an effect yet, deleted this prayer from my prayer list. I prayed not about her, but to heal from my current situation as it is; so my thinking of her really. Deleting this prayer has felt like a release. But I cannot yet say if it was successful. I deleted another prayer.
- I had a friend that killed herself a few years ago.
These are the things that I think it might be and have put some action towards.
Here are some that I might still work on:
- There is another blog I go on and post on sometimes. An astrology blog. I think this one is far more positive, and I have felt more positive coincidences and other guidance pushing me towards posting there. But it is a possibility.
- I considered it might be prayer itself. This didn't seem to be correct as when I stopped, I did not feel good even a little. But it is an interesting idea. Perhaps breaking down situations in relation to philosophy rather than the Christian ideals might be useful.
- It could be something I am doing like still being angry at David Wilcock for his lying. I go on livestreams of people covering him.
- It could be red pill kind of material. I do not think it is that. Partly because the legal situation men now find themselves in is extremely precarious. I was listening to a livestream in this area the other day and a guy who had been divorced had been ruled by the judge to give his ex wife 100% of his paycheck.
- It could be a remaining thing in my life that I haven't noticed. Or a combination in some manner.
I am now doing energy healing on myself most days, it has seemed to have positive effects but I can't really know. It could literally be something to do with being clear with myself to reject energy healing.
The point I am making, is that this thought process is not yet successful, and doesn't seem to be producing anything. I have constipation so I metaphorically take a hacksaw to my life and cut things off. There is nothing life giving about this. There is no love, or art, or lesson learning that I can see. It all seems like a kind of dead philosophy of a people that can't accept that they are powerless against a ruling class that hates us and has an unbelievable amount of power in our lives, wants to see us suffer. And that all these Q people are not practically doing anything.
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