Been having pretty big insights.
Only a short entry today. But the main insight I have had is a realisation of a kind of entropy. In my brain a few things are grouped together. The Quo readings, the Law of One, Christianity and communion and Prayer.
These things I have decided are not useful to me, and I am no longer identifying as a Christian.
I still do believe strongly in the Law of One. Which submits to a kind of new age mythology. But I realise since I became Christian, to myself. I have kind of tried to shoehorn Christianity into my life and it has never fit.
There are many different things going into this. But stopping with the Christian mythology has allowed me to be far more clear than I was. It is far more easy to motivate myself and to see clearly without having to rewire around this conception of myself in this quasi spiritual, heart chakra'd, way.
Even though I have taken some of the bare bones of the Law of One as legitimate. Further looking into the Law of One. Reading about it or thinking of it any further. Well, I definitely get a certain repulsion from the concept of doing so.
I'm thinking, to understand meaning in my life philosophy is a better direction for me at this time.
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