Thoughts on Spiritual Entropy.

I have two alternate but connecting definitions. Or just thoughts really. On spiritual entropy. 

One, is that if we were to relate the term for how entropy works as a scientific concept. Entropy is when due to an unpredictability in the smaller parts of a system. The system cannot co operate within itself and it kind of breaks down. 

So, the normal example given for physical entropy is the melting of ice. The individual ice molecules become more exciteable and break the links with the other atoms. Then the entire thing melts. 

The other example. Is also intuitive. But, might not have been intuitive, it might have been from reading the Law of One initially and then having forgot this. But I have intuitively felt that that feeling of breakdown that a person gets when they have put energy into something and not gotten anything out of for a long time is also entropy. This is not completely spelled out, but for me is as good as directly stated. In Law of One session 87.14. I may have skipped over some part of the explanation here. I am a little tired at the moment. 

I suppose in a sense, which I will come to, the example of entropy I am going to come to does use both of these elements. 

In real life:

I feel that this concept itself is so unbelievably powerful. That a literal book could be written on it and that it would be well advised for someone to do so. 

It disproves a lot of strange claims to the infinite power of the Deep State claimed by doomers. It explains the negative polarity and why it cannot succeed and why it so often fails. People often believe they cannot fail because of the huge amount of power they have. Then, the negative elite go to a lot of trouble to make it seem that they are indeed invinceable. That everything that happens was planned by them. But entropy would disagree with this. 

I cannot go into the concept as much as I would like. But I believe it is not only responsible for the crumbling of the negative polarity. But it also explains why love sent to the negative polarity can collapse them. Rather like the ice example. 

The positive polarity also uses the concept/ physical law of entropy as talked about in session 46.9.

When it is used in relation to the positive I imagine sometimes the concept of entropy might be used to move someone on from doing one activity to doing another, more personally useful activity. Rather like a very miniature version of the discussion of the negative fifth density entity converting to positive sixth due to entropy in session 36.15.

So in real life that might be that a person works in a certain area and then as they realise they're not as into it as they thought. The more energy they put in, and getting little back. It collapses their ability to do the job and they break out and go do something more aligned with themselves. 

Personal.

The reason I mention this is that I am starting to suspect this process is also happening to me. I am not sure of it enough yet that I can make a blog post saying I won't be on the internet anymore. But there are simply a couple of emotional experiences. Now that my dog has died and those feelings have been escalated. That I am struggling with and might fit into the entropy category. 

• With the new gestapo laws from the UK I just can't be bothered with it. I don't get a lot of response on social media in general so the entropy creating effects of putting energy into something and not getting much back I think are happening there. With Reddit, they recently asked me for my date of birth. I looked through my comments shortly after and saw how little of my comments had gotten a like. Even high quality comments. I feel like from Reddit that is a big ask. 
• I have suddenly grown incredibly tired with "midwits". There are a lot of little points on this point. There have been reflections and videos I was going to excerpt here talking about this. Showcasing a 'midwit' and reflecting on future karmic events. But then again, I can't be bothered. My energy is low. I am exhausted with twitter midwits/ morons. Just absolutely exhausted and considering my withdrawal from that public space.
• My youtube channel. Where I faithfully try to explain some of my concepts. The last two videos got zero views. There was a time this probably would not have bothered me. But being honest with myself. I suppose it is starting to get to me. This is mostly because my energy is lower so it costs more to make said videos. I get it. I really do. There are a lot more very intelligent and better presented videos out there. I don't feel angry at that. But it also highlights how it is not a useful energy expenditure for me. 

These are just thoughts at the moment. Removing myself from the public space might be good. Moving over to doing more music might be as well. I don't know what I will decide in the future. Or if this feeling will pass when my grief has processed a bit more. But I think I am suffering from entropy in relation to these platforms and have been for a long time. 

Conclusion.

As I said, the way entropy works, is that the person has too much internal conflict. Too much opposition within themselves to make a decision. With my youtube video. I used to keep saying I would make a video. Trying to make myself make one. Having ideas I got excited about and then it would just dissolve. I wonder if this is an expression of entropy. If it were, it would not be within my control to push myself into doing that again. It would be the end of youtube.

We'll see how it goes.