Tools against the negative.

I was watching a Steven Cambian video the other day. Not live. But the video after he had done a livestream. He was saying how David Wilcock should not be talking about his medical issue (constipation) with his followers since that is profoundly boring.

I am also going to talk about said medical issue that I have also had. But I do hope to discuss this within the context of attempting to follow the Law of One. Such as session 32.1. I hope that the discussion has a valid meaning. 

Since, as previously mentioned. My dog suddenly died the other day. This has brought with it a number of issues. I was in a good groove having a dog that satisfied some sort of 'love' part of the equation in my life. Now that the dog has passed, and certain situations are more difficult. I am reflecting a little bit on my spiritual practice in general and especially in relation to negative greeting types of issues. 

Even before my dog died. I had a feeling which lead me to engage in a little bit of "channeling". I laid in bed and spoke the words coming. This had a profoundly positive feel. Not only that but it felt very connected to this. There was divine synchronicity as it felt. I learned that the constipation I was experiencing was very dangerous and I worked to handle it. Had I not, I imagine I could have ended up in hospital. 

Best Practice. 

This was good. It was a positive channeling it felt like. But what followed far later was a non positive channeling it felt like. I won't describe it and what makes me think this. But the energy of the 'entity' is a highly pressurised sort of thing. It very much "wants in" and I am using certain mechanisms to keep it at bay. 

I suspect this was what happened to David Wilcock. That he was not able to discern that perhaps an initially positive contact became negative. This is just a guess. 

Anyway, because of this I wanted to reflect on how certain tools impact my defence against this negative energy in my life:

Keeping the Law of One book nearby: Since I have been too tired to use my primary protection mechanism, prayer. I just don't want to do it often. I will discuss that. I needed a more passive protection mechanism. I keep on my bed, where I spend most of my time, and I keep it there when I sleep. The Law of One book 2. Bear in mind that if the entity that wanted to channel was positive, the Law of One book 2 would not keep it at bay. 

Meditation: Not something I could do the first few days after the dogs death. But one of the primary parts of my spiritual practice. What it feels like, when I do meditation. Is that the energy that comes into my being during this exercise cannot be effected by the negative. I do not know why. 

Prayer: One of the things that I think went wrong with the main Law of One group is that they were not allowed to wallow around in confusion for long periods. They were guided or forced in some way into their best spiritual practice. But I think wrestling with yourself over if a practice is beneficial, can really solidify a foundational understanding of why it is useful. 

This is true with me and prayer. I definitely feel something good when I am not praying. A certain freedom. A certain emotional linked insight. But it has been the repetition of wondering whether it is a good practice that means that I now do it even when I don't FEEL it to be the best thing to do. After I pray, it is confirmed it was the best thing to do. 

Prayer... Is powerful. And it feels like it pushes me quite forcefully into a certain direction intuitively. As though the prayer was routing around some sort of self destructive tendency within myself and pushing me to be more productive than I otherwise would be. Pushing me away from indulgence in a sense. Or some hard to identify self sabotage. 

The main thing.

This isn't necessarily the 'main thing' in my life. I suppose the spiritual stuff, and where that includes dream interpretation and philosophy is a big element. But none of this addresses music which is another thing I really love to do. When I haven't done music in a few days I really feel I have wasted my time but I consciously know that a lot of the surrounding stuff in keeping myself going and able to do music is important.

I mentioned previously, I have thought a lot. About the constipation and whether it was metaphysically linked or not. I DID meditate and directly get a benefit that had a good result in that manner, and it did include letting go of something. So perhaps that is the case. Notably this is only one instance. But the insight might be enough to be thought about and create change in itself. 

I am hoping though the main benefit come from diet. Between prune juice and flax seeds. I am hoping the problem won't come back again. Flax seeds are a super food that is known for fixing all sorts of digestive problems. 

Obviously, I am still putting myself back on my feet. No firm thoughts on caffeine and Session 32.1 yet. We'll have to see if the flax seeds take. While drafting potential articles in my head one of the ones I considered was writing a political and Q linked one. Saying how, in my current catalyst, I do not feel the need for a lot more drudgery and it would be nice to see some positive change. 

In truth though, the lack of any movement there despite so many false starts is very discouraging so I will not invest my energy into talking about that. I am hoping that my current use of tools. Not just restricted to these. Will be enough to keep me going during whatever the future holds.