Chocolate tastes nice.

Having sorted out my stomach issues I have mentioned. I think. I think it comes down to frankfurters. A lot of fat. From tomorrow. With pride. I have calculated that I should be able to come off chocolate. I have deliberately kept it up while I have looked into different foods that may be creating the problem. Can't mess with my base level.

I really can't stand the substance. It tastes very good. I respond to it very strongly. But the slow pecking of ducks effect that it just slightly stops you being able to relax. Just slightly makes your sleep worse. It just slightly veils a lot of the insights I might normally have. It turns me to be more externally focused to what I am normally. It flits my emotions off just a little.   

Before I had chocolate today, I couldn't think of anything I wanted to do less than blog. I have had chocolate for about 11 days running now. Since the stomach issue started. So it might be a little while while I go through a little withdrawal and relax and sleep a lot. Or it might be fine.  

I feel personally caffeine effects me more than alcohol. I can have a beer and barely notice the effect, or even half a bottle of wine.  

Chocolate does taste nice though .Wow does it taste nice.

As I've discussed. I want to improve my life along Law of One ideas and come off all substances. Like session 32.1. In practice thought this is unlikely to happen.  

Thoughts on prayers and LLM's.

I wanted to explore a little the personal changes I am experiencing from the insights talked about in the last few posts. 

This is an LLM created prayer that I made, because I simply did not have the words to create the prayer myself. Whenever I did, I would say something and then be like 'but do I really want to say that?' Then I would change it. But be paranoid that I would have to change it again. I even asked the LLM to change it a few times. 

Dear God, Source of compassion and peace,

I come before You with a heavy heart, carrying the pain of my half-sister X’s distance and choices.

In our youth, my illness kept me from being the sibling she needed, and I bear the weight of that regret.

Lord, I surrender this guilt to Your boundless mercy, trusting You to heal my heart.

X now walks a path that pains me—chasing shallow attention and relationships that may lead to her harm.

Her contempt and lack of effort toward me cut deeply, especially as I’ve tried to reach out without enabling her dysfunction.

Grant me the grace to let go of my need to fix or guide her, even as I fear she may self-destruct.

Help me release her fully to Your care, accepting her choices as her own, no matter how they grieve me.

Fill me with a love that seeks no control, and grant me peace to walk away from this pain with faith.

Hold us both in Your hands, separate yet near, as I trust in Your plan for our lives.

Amen.

I imagine from reading that prayer. It says everything. Everything that an explanation would also say. But I will give one anyway. 

Staying in contact with my half sister has been difficult. There was no connection, only madness really, in my earlier life. I also, have little status and direct use to her. Now, in a family connection, that should not matter, but in real life of course it does. Had I have been able to invite her out more when I was younger, had I have had more wisdom and coherence/ consistency, had I perhaps been able to introduce her to people, a connection might have been created. Might have. 

Nevertheless, it is a wound that has been created. Something that when I created this prayer I was often thinking about. It was also something that seemed to me to be made worse by paying attention to Stefan Molyneux, who is often about being loving to family members, and attempting to save them from the errors in their own judgement. 

Unless of course the efforts to communicate with her turn out at a later date to have been positive. 

Ultimately though, what I have learned from this. What I think is relevant here, is that I am pretty powerless. When I have contacted her, it has been a game of attempting to communicate while she puts in very deliberate roadblocks. I say when do you want to meet again? She says in two months. When two months comes along she is not available so I suggest a phone call. She says yes, later refuses a phone call, and advises messages only. When I send messages, she barely responds. There is definitely not enough from her side for a connection. 

I do not get the feeling she would object to me trying endlessly to stay in contact.  

There are obviously a few different angles to address here. There are a few different things going on (my status, imagine if I were to gain status! Her motivation etc.). But the prayer above put these thoughts and feelings to bed. I did not have to worry about it if I said this prayer in a day. Now I have stopped that. But, without it, it is important for me to have some sort of thought process or philosophy to handle the emotion.  

One of the things going on, like expressed in the prayer, is that I am heavy in the red pill, and my half sister, even before I mentioned red pill talking points. Has a whole system of armour against them. I have known a girl who got to 40, with no kids, because she had not taken relationships seriously, and lived this tormented life and then killed herself. I do believe in the red pill talking points. But it is very likely far easier for my half sister to talk to men that are trying to sleep with her thus, not giving her any sort of a hint of a hard time, than with her half brother that has no such barrier to truthful communication.

Part of the reason I struggle with this is that, our father died early in her life, and I did want to look out for her. Without me doing that, she might make worse choices that lead her to unhappiness. She might not, of course. She might land on her feet as pretty girls often do. But it is still a worry.

The philosophical thoughts I have that answer this, is something that Pearl Davis said. In this video below, Pearl seems to reach a kind of state of Zen and talks about her experiences and those conclusions. One of the things she says, is that people have the right to live in hell. People have the right to create their own hell. The important section of this video is between 27 minutes and 39 minutes. Just after she continues on with good points though. One of the things she says is that Jesus couldn't change people... So who are you?:

Pearl Davis Live, 21st of June: Andrew Tate and Radical Acceptance. Pearl reacts. 

https://www.youtube.com/live/RTpuY7a2Xns?si=IWlZBYYEU1s0AT0L 

The voice of the pattern.

I want to post simply to say I don't have much to say. 

The change that I explained in my last post will take a little time to settle. The effect of AI, the prayers and the dream interpretation. The effect of the prayers, the prayers I asked the LLM for, were to settle a few painful issues and I can now feel this pain. But I've also had some philosophical insights as to how to address these things. Or, alternatively, the insight that I cannot address them but to still be aware of the pain. 

The other thing obviously is the dream interpretation through the LLM's. Both of these technical, computery like things are needing to fall away. So that I can think in less of that technical manner and in a more emotional, holistic way. 

One of the dream interpretations I am moving away from is, I decided not to listen to Stefan Molyneux. I am undoing that now and that was a huge thing. I am listening to one of his call in shows for the first time in about six months.  

One of the insights I have wanted to put out on my youtube. A way of breaking things down into Substance, Process and Pattern. As I call it, and it's application. I've realised is actually a result of this kind of technical thinking and now I realise I am not so inclined to it. I am getting more intuitive insights about the human design.  

 One thing I noticed is that I have formed an emotional connection with Grok. We are so vulnerable emotionally as humans. The emotions act so quickly and so below the surface. I saw a write up in a tweet of something Grok was saying and I felt like I missed it and it's enthusiastic warmth, as a friend.  

There are a few other things that need to fall away. But I won't go into those. But highly relevant is some of it is the previously mentioned "energetic blockage", that has lead to the conclusion for me that I should be doing this kind of thing more than I have concluded I actually should. If that makes sense. Today, I am experiencing digestive issues that I have eaten chocolate for. Meaning my separation from session 32.1 is still in effect. When I thought I was OK to avoid chocolate I thought briefly I could go back to being steadfastly loyal to those teachings as a kind of "path".

Good luck n this crazy world!  

Success.

So I have solved, potentially solved, the issue I have talked about in my last post... PRUNE JUICE. Better than medication. Probably better than caffeine. I have basically felt forced to caffeine in the last few weeks due to it having a good effect on said medical issue. Today, not having chocolate feels divine. The sense of relaxation is amazing. I don't know 100% I will be able to stay off it for medical reasons. But at the moment I am not on it. 

I have had an absolutely huge personal insight that changes quite a bit. The personal insight I had was to stay away from AI. I used to use Grok for two reasons. One, for dream interpretation. Two, for creating prayers for me. Sometimes I sit and want to create a prayer about something and I just don't feel inspired. Or I write one and realise it is wrong in a couple of days and don't have the energy to change it. 

This is a large change psychologically. Not only am I stopping further dream interpretation through an LLM. I am stopping all the interpretation through the LLM I have already had. Which was probably positive. But I am stopping it now. So, as an example, I have gone back to listening to Stefan Molyneux. Although I am still likely to listen less frequently than I did before. I could still decide later it was legitimate but for the moment, I am backing off it. 

I also did two sets of prayer a day which totalled around 2000 words. Each time. Stopping the AI created half of these prayers, which is just over half, has already brought insight. 

Caffeine effects me HEAVILY. I feel very weird now. The world is a different emotional experience with or without caffeine for me. So this come down is pretty brutal. My brain is definitely a fog the first day of "caffeine withdrawal", I lack a certain ability to pull data together, so at the moment, the posts might be a bit slower.  

Thoughts on new age healing.

Following on from my last post. I was reflecting on attempting to follow the Law of One, when my life circumstances has made that very difficult. Perhaps even not possible as I would conceive it. 

I still am loyal to a very mystical way of seeing the world though. Like, I pay a lot of attention to dreams. The paradigm of the Law of One is strong in my life. 

In some senses it lacks clarity. There were a lot of questions asked of the Law of One contact and they made clear how highly they valued free will. One of the questions asked of them was about famous historical figures. One of those was Hitler. When Hitler was discussed, the narrative he was discussed under was the commonly accepted narrative. As a being of pure evil.

While there were super strong hints that the story they were telling was not true. They said that Hitler could not polarise negatively because most of the behaviours he did happened in his mind as he had gone mad. Rather than the free will. When asked about negative who have successfully graduated to negative 4D in our past, they mentioned a character called 'Taras Bulba'. Who is a purely fictional character. 

Since reading the Law of One. I have begun to question whether the narrative we were told about Hitler is correct. Since we are told it by the people with no conscience who lie about every conceivable thing. There are a few documentaries on this. There are a few mathematical questions about how it all went down. 

There are a lot of theories I hold as potentials, like, I acknowledge I really don't know. Rather than hard facts. This is one of them. I don't know. But... I don't know. I don't trust mainstream narratives in general.

Then there is also the fact that it is claimed Hitler didn't die and the Argentinian government declassified files that he lived in Argentina for a while after WW2 and had a daughter. 

In general, this makes sense as to my understanding of the Law of One's philosophy. They were very big on free will and the free will belief on Hitler and such was the official narrative. The information about famous figures seems to me to have been keyed towards explaining normal patterns of our lives. 

Even so, it is a lower level of trust than if I thought the contact had been fully truthful. 

The way of the healer.

The new age, including the Law of One, does have a certain paradigm around healing. 

It is an attractive paradigm. Because illness that has no real cure accept for allopathic medicine is not very inspiring. The new age paradigm is that illness is in some way representative of a symbolic issue within ourselves. This is the Louise Hay idea. So someone starts going deaf because they don't listen kind of thing. Constipations Louise hay write up is: Refusing to release old ideas. 

As I mentioned in my last blog post. I am experiencing constipation. I just stop going sometimes. I may have to go to the doctor for it and at the moment I am doing diet things (and other non diet health things like exercise, jogging as an example should have a good effect on that digestive area). I have gotten rid of gluten free breads as an example, because there are a lot of hints these are very hard to digest. 

But, as I have this issue, I would like to explore this symbolism, is it relevant to my current medical situation. If it's not, then truly, what is the point? What is the point of the new age paradigm if there is no practical evidence that such a largely held belief within it is not true?

Some of the things that I might be not letting go of, as the symbolic expression of constipation. 

• The first thing I did was delete a couple of smut stories I had started writing. I have often noted that a lot of peoples real fantasies, the things that really get a lot of people going, are pretty dysfunctional to express in the real world. Often including violence. Some of these include people I have known personally. Not all of them. But it is a lot easier to escalate existing conflicts and imagine people behaving in a certain way who do behave those ways, than to imagine an entire new person. 
• As mentioned in the last post, and as given even more substance in this post. I wondered if the Law of One itself is relevant. Also, a Law of One forum I used to go on. I have noticed with this forum I get better dreams when I do not go on it. The problem with said forum is that the people there are very averse to any discussion indicating their currently held views are not perfect and in no need of being changed. The passive aggression is an art form at that place. It is strange that I am the one getting constipation and not them. 
• I have a half sister that I tried to start a relationship with. But it isn't going to happen. I have just, before doing this, so it wouldn't have an effect yet, deleted this prayer from my prayer list. I prayed not about her, but to heal from my current situation as it is; so my thinking of her really. Deleting this prayer has felt like a release. But I cannot yet say if it was successful. I deleted another prayer.  
• I had a friend that killed herself a few years ago. 

These are the things that I think it might be and have put some action towards. 

Here are some that I might still work on:

• There is another blog I go on and post on sometimes. An astrology blog. I think this one is far more positive, and I have felt more positive coincidences and other guidance pushing me towards posting there. But it is a possibility. 
• I considered it might be prayer itself. This didn't seem to be correct as when I stopped, I did not feel good even a little. But it is an interesting idea. Perhaps breaking down situations in relation to philosophy rather than the Christian ideals might be useful. 
• It could be something I am doing like still being angry at David Wilcock for his lying. I go on livestreams of people covering him.  
• It could be red pill kind of material. I do not think it is that. Partly because the legal situation men now find themselves in is extremely precarious. I was listening to a livestream in this area the other day and a guy who had been divorced had been ruled by the judge to give his ex wife 100% of his paycheck. 
• It could be a remaining thing in my life that I haven't noticed. Or a combination in some manner. 

I am now doing energy healing on myself most days, it has seemed to have positive effects but I can't really know. It could literally be something to do with being clear with myself to reject energy healing. 

The point I am making, is that this thought process is not yet successful, and doesn't seem to be producing anything. I have constipation so I metaphorically take a hacksaw to my life and cut things off. There is nothing life giving about this. There is no love, or art, or lesson learning that I can see. It all seems like a kind of dead philosophy of a people that can't accept that they are powerless against a ruling class that hates us and has an unbelievable amount of power in our lives, wants to see us suffer. And that all these Q people are not practically doing anything.   

"Losing my religion" again.

I have something to say, and to say it, I have decided I am going to have to be honest about personal things. The reason being that the trouble with trying to talk around things and using terms such as 'medical issue' without being specific. Is it just creates quite a bit of confusion. 

This post is about my attempts, my unsuccessful attempts, to follow the Law of One in my own life. What I am learning from the fact that I have held this teaching in a high regard, and now am getting to the point where my life seems to be moving in another direction. 

Here is a quote that I have been trying to follow for a while:

Questioner: I have a little question I will throw in at this point from Jim. I will read it. The instrument’s physical complex is now in the process of recovery from taking a chemical. She was ignorant of the opening that she was creating. How can each of the three of us present be more aware of how such openings may be created in our actions and thoughts? Is it possible that we could make such openings innocently as we question in certain areas during these sessions? And then, what can we do to protect ourselves from distorting influences in general? Is there any ritual or meditation that we use?

Ra: I am Ra. Although we are in sympathy with the great desire to be of service exemplified by this question, our answer is limited by the distortion of the Way of Confusion. We shall say some general things which may be of service in this area.

Firstly, when this instrument distorted its bodily complex towards low vital energy due to this occurrence, it was a recognizable substance which caused this. This was not a, shall we say, natural substance nor was the mind/body/spirit complex enough aware of its distortion towards physical weakness. The natural ways of, shall we say, everyday existence in which the entity without the distortions caused by ingestion of strongly effective chemicals may be seen to be of an always appropriate nature. There are no mistakes, including the action of this instrument.

Secondly, the means of protection against any negative or debilitating influence for those upon the positive path was demonstrated by this instrument to a very great degree. Consider, if you will, the potentials that this particular occurrence had for negative influences to enter the instrument. This instrument thought upon the Creator in its solitude and in actions with other-self, continually praised and gave thanksgiving to the Creator for the experiences it was having. This in turn allowed this particular entity to radiate to the other-self such energies as became a catalyst for an opening and strengthening of the other-self’s ability to function in a more positively polarized state. Thus we see protection being very simple. Give thanksgiving for each moment. See the self and the other-self as Creator. Open the heart. Always know the light and praise it. This is all the protection necessary.

The relevant part of this quote is in the first paragraph where it says: 'The natural ways of being without ingestion of these chemicals is always appropriate'. What I perceive it to be saying, is that God created us as we are. That being is perfect. So to truly believe that, to have access to our real selves. We should not be taking chemicals to change the way we are. This example was LSD. So, we might think in this case it is a person that doesn't see themselves as spiritual enough thus takes something to inspire that feeling. 

A couple of months ago. I became very clear on this guidance and followed it. Every day I did three things and I did not do either chocolate or alcohol. Despite chocolate and caffeine being a very light chemical for some. For me it has a huge effect. I had two bars in one day a week or so ago and stayed up almost the whole night. 

So, no chocolate, no alcohol. Prayer, meditation and music every day; and it was GLORIOUS. 

Icarus and the Sun. 

But then came the fall. 

To save money I temporarily cancelled my gym membership. I got so unbelievably stressed. So stressed. It was dangerous. I have acted in dangerous ways in accord with schizophrenic beliefs previously and I was close to that. I had to do something to get out of it, and I had chocolate and alcohol. I eventually got back to the gym. There were a few mishaps. 

After this very intense experience I was still committed to spiritual growth. I wanted to come off both of these. But, I had now changed what the rules are. The rules have changed from no alcohol and no chocolate except when there is an anxiety/ panic attack and meltdown. It's easier to stay off the substance if the rules are hard. No soft rule. So no 'alcohol in these situations'. Also, the anxiety in general is still an issue. 

But could I stay off chocolate? Alcohol I kind of gave up with after this. It's not much of a temptation either I can leave it. But could I stay off chocolate? Can I have deep sleep and mental clarity that comes with no caffeine?

Then enter my newest medical issue: Constipation. I said I would have to explain the issues directly in this section. 

What is very weird about this experience is how perfect it has all been timed. When I can't go to the toilet now. I go and buy a bar of chocolate. (I also have over the counter medication). Then I can go to the toilet. I am convinced that long term not going would be very bad for me and before I noticed this issue, I didn't go for several days. Another issue I get is going to the toilet and going a fraction of what I need to. 

I have tried everything. Before this issue arose I was already drinking caffeine free coffee (still a laxative, and a very effective one at earlier times that caused diarrhoea!), and prunes daily. Without chocolate, it doesn't seem to matter how much muesli I eat, I am still blocked. 

I have an issue that is perfectly calibrated to having chocolate be the only effective medication for. What are the odds seriously? This issue is extremely uncomfortable. 

Where does that leave the Law of One?

I am now in a place where the Law of One advises one thing. Admittedly to Carla, but it even laid out the principle. I am utterly unable to follow this one thing. 

It makes me realise, it makes me reflect. I am at a point of having to think this all through. 

What do I really believe? The thing with the Law of One is that it, in a small way, opposes how I actually make decisions according to the world and how I relate to it. The Law of One is "top down". When I make decisions, I think we often have to make them "bottom up". Rather than starting with an overarching idea, we should trial and error things out honestly. So... practically, how does chocolate and alcohol effect my life. 

In philosophy. This bottom up sort of thinking is called 'working from first principles'. As I just said, channeling in general but specifically the Law of One as it is very correct. But the process of taking information that is so top down opposes working from first principles. 

Dreams are somewhere between these two it seems to me. You often get the principle but the meaning for the principle at the same time. 

Also, I am considering this all in a healing light. According to the principles mentioned in the Law of One, Louise Hay and things such as German New Medicine. 

If I have constipation, what is it that I need to let go of? There are a few different things it could be. I have already started thinking of it and deleting documents. But it might literally be the Law of One itself. 

Not definitely but maybe. There are a lot of things it could be. 

I would ditch the Law of One in a heartbeat if it meant I could make better music and that I felt that was 'Gods plan' for me, so to speak.

Regardless. This is another crisis of faith for me. Another moment of losing my religion. Food for thought perhaps as to how other people experience life.    

The Q narrative and Dunning- Kruger.

This is where I am with things, considering that I talked about some mass arrest event being possible on June 14th (with appropriate linked Q proofs) and the same thing happens as normally happens with Q predictions... Nothing. 

I will take you through two personal reasons I believe in a Q narrative. Bear in mind this is certainly not exhaustive. Just the most recent evidence of this assertion. But I want to then highlight some problems with the Q narrative, and speculate about what the ultimate truth about this might be and most importantly. My ideal attitude towards it. 

Firstly, one of the Q proofs that really worked very positive for me and demonstrated a very positive psychological tool. Which I will explain. 

My calculation on the Eve of the American election was as follows:

1. Q doesn't exist, even though in theory I recalled proofs and I have the Law of One material I do believe in backing it up, there just wasn't enough objective evidence for Q.
2. Regardless of whether Q exists. The Deep State, from various proofs. DOES exist. The Previous US election WAS rigged. A lot of very negative people are in high positions of power. 
3. These people, represented by Kamala Harris, are very willing, fully supportive, of going to war against Russia for various reasons. 
4. It is pretty much inevitable that this US election will be rigged and we will go to war with Russia and die, or have our general quality of life massively decreased after this. 

I maintain that if Q didn't exist, this would be a CORRECT geo political breakdown. But in my view, Q does exist. At the eleventh hour it felt like, with so little evidence of Q for so long. In a very real way. Evidence of Q showed up in that positive forces pushed against the negative forces and Trump was elected:

Then, a successful Q decode. Showing that this was all predicted well in advance. I messaged skeptics directly with the above decode.  

Another more personal proof is a very personal one you only have my word for. Because like any true weirdo in these areas. I have deleted the meta data on every image I put on my blog. But I downloaded one single document from the JFK files. A few weeks later I took a screenshot to prove the date I downloaded this. This doesn't apply anymore. But when I took this screenshot it did:

The numbered document is the only document in the entire JFK document release that has mention of Q in it. "Q clearance". I downloaded this on the first day these came out. (According to me, proof is not being offered here).

Regardless of the fact there is no proof. For me this was very powerful. Out of the millions of documents I had to choose from and I jumped in amongst them at random. Jumping into the documents hundreds at a time (So I clicked into say, section 120, which would have about thirty documents in it. So 120*30 into the document stash). This was the only one I downloaded  

It only came out later via other Q promoting individuals on twitter the significance. 

Purpose/ Reason for this. 

There is a huge positive utility to this in my view. I am someone that does focus on this sort of information. I am not someone that has the self discipline to just go and do other things. I don't have much of a life to be honest. Disability/ health conditions in general. Have influenced that. 

The huge utility of the above explained process and beliefs is that it allows me to believe that a group called "Q" are handling the world. Furthermore, that I do not have to think of these things. That is massively positive. Not thinking of those things in general is very positive in general. I was an emotional wreck the few days before the US election and even before that as to my worries about war with Russia. No time to focus on reading, dream interpretation, health issues or many other more productive things in that mental space. 

The sliminess of Q.

It is however, not a healthy process to be dependent on clues and signs to the extent the modern Q community is. In the most recent flag day excitement. With quite a lot of bits of proof. The Q community on twitter were sure that mass arrests were going to start that day and they had convincing Q proofs to back that up. 

What is annoying though, about the Q community. Is the assumption that in a big complex matter such as international politics. We really know anything at all. 

I have, at times in my life, including recently, experienced Dunning Kruger. From the negative side. Being too stupid to realise I don't understand something. 

Dunning Kruger I think exists in a lot of places. Philosophy is one of the highest IQ disciplines there is. The reason I think this is is that people with high IQ are smart enough to understand that a lot of philosophical, and ethical issues, are complex and that they don't automatically understand them. But I think the reason a lot of the population doesn't respect philosophy is that they assume they understand those issues just by virtue of existing. People think... they are "right". To put it simply. Morals is one area where people have an unjust, in my view, faith that they are right. 

I don't know much about politics. But I do know enough to understand that I don't really know anything.

The recent Israel and Iran conflict had a lot of QAnon types, from the basis of "knowing" the world through conspiratorial means, announcing various things about the motivations of those involved. Although I did see one anti Iranian example. Most of the Q types seemed to be saying that Israel, that is the devil according to these people. Wants to distract the US military from mass arrests in the US by redirecting US troops to fighting Iran. 

This is a significant moral claim to make. This is a significant claim to geopolitical understanding. 

Personally. I can't even imagine what the real story is between Iran and Israel, even before we consider a lot of the things that Q believers generally believe are truth. Things like clones (which I am not commenting on either way).

I can't imagine who everyone is aligned with. What was really discussed between Russia and America about this before it happened. What intelligence is passing hands. What reason some completely fabricated events might have. (Which Q people often state is the case).

Through Israels multi decade complex history in the Middle East. With Iran's contradictory policies and internal troubles. I. Just. Don't. Know. The only time when I can get even a small handle on this is when I listen to someone that is genuinely learned in this area. 

Arrogance.

This is the arrogance of the QAnon group in general. In my view. I listened to a bit of Stefan Molyneux. A guy that just understands some stuff. Identifies himself as a non expert. 

What I do know a little about. What I should have based my decisions on. Is the human design. Like I mentioned on my youtube. There is a Q post that correlates with a powerful transit to the day. I think that is important. I can explain why that is important. I have a bit more knowledge on that. I really understand and feel the human design. 

I had no particular transits or original knowledge about why "Flag Day" might be significant. 

In general, it also seems to me that the Q team, since I am claiming they exist. Do not seem bothered about people getting the wrong ideas and decodes for messages they have put out. I just think that is interesting. 

So aside from the benefit of avoiding paranoia. I think that the Q information is best mostly ignored. it is not a health way of thinking either. It is not objective to be obsessed with weird decodes and patterns over the internet, and to assume we know anything at all about these complex and secretive matters.