I am definitely questioning the value of blogging and making youtube videos. In my most recent medical issue, to recover from the shock. I have been listening to a lot of music. I have been low on energy and soberly reflecting on life.
I have been motivated to continue my youtube for about three reasons: 1) The Law of One quote; 'Forget you the counting'. In relation to this 2) The fact that the Law of One group themselves started off in obscurity. Just recording the sessions. Only later was this published in a book 3) The fact that I have the free time and can do this stuff as a hobby. Also, to settle things like boredom and loneliness.
But, I have to imagine there is a limit to this. I have to imagine that at some point the market. One of the fairly objective measures of value. Has valued my output as too low for me to practically justify continuing.
Another set of thoughts I have though, that kind of indirectly relates. Is the intersection and reflection on two elements. 1) That the world and everyone I am surrounded with, even digitally, is very left wing and has a very determined dislike of me based on only that; and 2) That it looks like to me, that some sort of Q thing is about to happen.
The tactic of the left of claiming victimhood and then doing all sorts of criminal things under that cover is actually meeting some consequence lately it seems to me. I thought SNAP being cancelled in America would never take. In my life so far on this earth, the people that vociferously claim victimhood, and no doubt a small percentage of those are legitimate victims. Have never had something just cancelled like this in the Western world.
I think, on a global level. This power dynamic shift is pretty significant. It's like knowing someone that falsely claims some sort of illness your whole life and then a couple of your friends suddenly stop enabling this person.
It suggests, that the common left wing bias of the normies in society is starting to meet friction. Even though these people are unchanging. They go on twitter/ reddit and wherever every day with the most incorrect takes but refuse to hear anything else. They just repeat them the next day. But while they have been doing that, the ground underneath their feet has been shifting. I know the difference between 2019 Trump and this Trump. I know that John Bolton has been arrested and the significance of US- Aid. But these people do not.
I have had a lot of people in my life. A LOT. Articulate a lot of unpleasantness towards me for other than left wing views. I mentioned that a girl I had known had killed herself and she didn't like my non left wing views. She disliked them so much in fact that she kind of moved very hard towards friendships with people (family even!) with left wing views that did not like me. I was her strongest supporter though. I knew how to keep her in a mentally good place. This choice from her was not a good one from my perception.
The consequences for people engaging in left wing habits/ friendships/ thoughts can be STEEP. These consequences do not seem to motivate change.
It has been the revealed motivation I think behind a lot of bullying. I was even talking to someone on reddit the other day that was being extremely friendly until he realised I was not the person he thought he was talking to. He thought I was someone else he was talking with. It was interesting. Because for a few minutes I felt the normal connection that he would reserve for left wing people. He stopped completely talking to me when he realised who I am. Didn't even finish off the conversation. I had been very polite talking to him since it was a novelty talking to someone not sullen and hostile over reddit.
I wonder how many interactions like that have been so motivated? How many people that WOULD have been nice and normal and pleasant; but chose not to for this reason. It is a very invisible thing.
I do directly interact with left wing people and tell them they are wrong. Which I did on reddit recently. It usually starts with something pretty nondescript. Like this is the purely factual thing that I think relates to what someone posted. Just the facts. No emotion. No anything.
But then I am met with just an unbelievably stupid response. It's because left wing people have all these delusions. Reddit is a place of a kind of agreed mass delusion. You state reality, that I wouldn't predict could be easily be denied and then they're like "No, this thing which is completely ridiculous and makes no sense is reality." Then I'm like... Wait what? No, this is why that's crazy. Do I ask questions about their worldview?
I will show what I mean in relation to the SNAP conversation. They say a federal judge agreed that SNAP benefits should be paid. I said that I saw a Trump truth social that said that he believed it could not be done legally and so had written to the court to ask them how it could be done legally.
So what Trump is saying is that it can't be done legally basically. They didn't like this and they said to me. On top of quite a few comments like 'YoU sRe StUpId". Not much more than that and I find the left genuinely think the conversation can move on from a point they don't like upon that put down. They said that of course it can be done legally. It's just the way it generally happens in government.
So many problems with this but the biggest one is it is a position of pure arrogance. Donald Trumps opposition is not small. It is well funded. He has been targeted by lawfare many times. If there was such an easy response to Trumps query, then the court would say so. They would also leak it to the media if they were ignored. It would be an absolute propaganda win for the Democrats.
At the moment the left is going with 'A judge has ordered Trump to pay SNAP so he has to pay it'. In typical left wing fashion they haven't been acknowledging any nuance.
The larger point is that the people that are engaged at this level of judiciary and politics are high IQ, the effective ones, and have decades of experience. There are MANY of these people. Highly paid. Highly connected. The general knowledge of a redditor is... just that.
But there are loads of redditors and left wing people in general, and they all uniformly seem to believe this. That their opinion, which I don't know where it comes from. Has some sort of seniority over what all these very capable people have put together.
There have been rumblings of a Q nature. Some that are more interesting than I have heard thus far. If it were to happen that events did work out to shrink the left and put power in a more productive configuration. Meritocracy and a lot more right wing people. The disproving of the COVID narrative. I wonder if my life would improve and I would be somewhat vindicated at this time. If that were the case. The sacrifice of all friendships and most socialising, and even of a lot of other benefits. I would hope the positive change would be proportionate to that.
And no, I don't believe in forgiveness for these people. A lot of them have spent decades bullying everyone in their lives that falls out of conformation with left wing beliefs. Their first motivation. That of the leftist... Envy. With any luck it will be the hell they live in when meritocracy is restored and they are left to contemplate their own... infinite... mediocrity. Because who else but a mediocre person would believe those things?
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