My last blog was kind of intense. It felt like it gave me a kind of grounding to acknowledge everything that was said in that post. I will address it at the end of this blog;
This is todays video:
Youtube: Dharma Science Radio: Bearing My Cross - Healthy Masculinity Through Human Design: 13th of January 2025:
https://youtu.be/356wKlFJKg4?si=mhd1HGvd_2wtQWTR
I might need to go back over this video. Even though I have listened to the entire thing. And not posted here until I had done so. I cannot massively recall everything said. The wisdom of the human design is not drawn together into a central structure always. You are not fed the macro picture and meaning like you are in philosophy (something I am really enjoying recently!) A lot of it is 'this is all this profound information on the nature and minutea of what is'. Now go put it together.
But Human Design doesn't like you using the mind too much. So put it together without using your mind! That's a joke. (But told by whom?)
I do recall though, probably everything I need. The video starts off with him reading his own chart and talks about how he experiences his not self. The undefined centres in a chart really get played by the world a bit when the person does not have their awareness. This is interesting to perhaps later understand my own undefined centres.
As I have said before. I do not completely connect with the idea of the not self. I prefer to look at the chart as to how this or that problem plays it. The not self is "too vague". But maybe some value can be extracted from it.
Anyway, a thing that comes up again and again when he is talking about the chart is all the lines where something is shown as less than ideal if you read it out. But once it plays out in the life it makes absolute, total sense.
Human Design Profundity.
For me, this is a really profound part of the human design. It is one of the more profound facts I know about anything. Because so many of these lines explain things that I have so many problems with. Some of these lines are... tragic.
I still do believe there is something that 'goes wrong' in charts that you can see sometimes - which I have only seen in the most dysfunctional people. This is when you can see a pattern kind of planned by the universe that didn't happen. But there is unquestionably a side that feels nasty, dysfunctional or confusing sometimes. Something that contradicts how you think the world should work. And it is RIGHT THERE in the chart.
I will explain a few of those lines in my own chart. Then I will go into a few that I have observed in the world. Then I will go into a part of my chart that might have related to that previous blog post.
Three right facing arrows in my chart.
Anyway,
Gate 21.2 (exaltation):
Might is right: The legitimacy of action in response to flagrant and persistent interference. Powerful and extreme reaction. Here, the severest action will be the most successful. The legitimate rejection of interference on the material plane.
Backed up also by 7.1
This makes me sound like a really hard person willing to walk over other people. Maybe that's true in a sense, I do not know. As I have not had the opportunity to express that part of myself. I haven't been given "political power", so to speak. But the way it manifests with me in my estimation is that I push to create music. When you create music. It is very anti politically correct. Because you don't have that much control over what comes out. "I have the right to resent you" was one of my recent songs. And in the past, they have been very dark.
Sometimes though, they are not dark. But you think they will be dark before you write them. Sometimes they have creepy ancient metaphors in them, towers and demonic priests. But like I said, sometimes they are just horrible. Saying exactly all the angry (but true and justified) feelings you feel and in order to make music. This line I feel, allows me to push into that. It allows me to push into music creation where denying this, suppressing it in any way. Would just completely stop the music at all.
Gate 45.4 (detriment)
Direction: The tendency to try to influence the direction of a group for personal benefit. The lack of expression of higher principles on the material plane.
Also I think, linked strongly with 4.1. (Which is a kind of skeptical thinking)
This, doesn't completely sound like me does it? But also, in some other way, it sounds very like me. My blog is very spiritual. It does not sound like I am lacking higher principles. But at the same time. There is definitely a side of me that does that. There is a very grounded element that is kind of skeptical and selfish.
This is perhaps because there are two channels into the throat. The 11-56 IS very spiritual. This is probably where all the Law of One, and a good part of the Human Design stuff is happening. The 21-45, here focusing on the 45 is carrying a different message.
It combines with the 4.1. to create a focus on the real world. In a very practical and economic/ political and philosophical kind of way (as in philosophy like Ayn Rand that leans right). Here, there is no expression of the ego wanting to help the other in any way. It is about having clarity in how to deal with the world and others and recognising it as a selfish place often. It brings a level of reality to an otherwise very cerebral chart.
Gate 51.1 (detriment, twice):
Reference: The advantage of previous crisis experience. A tendency to withdraw after a shock. The weakness of the ego in times of challenge.
One of these is my unconscious Venus, the other is unconscious Jupiter.
This is at the point where I decide this is part 1. All the other things I wanted to say are going to go into additional articles. I am exhausted.
Venus tends to be how we experience relationships with others. So people generally experience this from me. Jupiter is kind of like a spiritual message. Although, there is less of a "spiritual" element to the body/ unconscious/ red part of the design.
What could possibly be good about this? A position that traumatises a person.
Well, Ra Uru Hu had a lot of positive things to say about this line. For me, I would say it is not so much about the line. But it's position on my chart.
The energy flow in my chart starts at the 44, moves to the 26. This is about getting background information into how humanity operates. Since these are outer planets. It is all incredibly deep and only ever semi conscious.
From that base. There is the way I face the world. The 21-45. The manifestor part and what people see when I am in a good place and they are "impacted" by me. The moving of a pure energy into the world that 'orders' things. And that the world resists.
But there is also the Projector part (because the G- self doesn't have a route to the throat). That starts from the gate 51.1. This carries, pretty much every time I have been socially ostracised or bullied in some other way. It carries my interaction with groups (Jupiter). It has become a basis for what the G- self then experiences.
Everyone who doesn't want to hear the truth of the 51.1 as expressed from the 25.6. Will inevitably ostracise the person with the channel. And we will see where this gets them long term.
All of the Philosophy I have gained. All of the Law of One stuff that is heart chakra based. Is included in the G- self. The philosophy that among other concepts. Relies on Universalism. Which is a big part of the G- self.
The G Self is generally a soft and positive centre. But the 21-45 is not such a nice feel. It sets up the chart potentially, of someone that can understand and express in pretty harsh terms the nature of a transactional relationship. But runs all of these kinds of interactions past a strong set of values that are only ever understood if they are known as a person.
Conclusion for part 1.
This blog post has started to take on a life of its own so I will reign it in for the moment. I do intend to continue focusing on the idea that someone has a line that sounds generally crazy but that this all comes together with the amazingness of life as it is.
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