Intuitive pushing on the South Node.

In relation to my previous thoughts on this subject. I have had a few personal insights. 

One, is that daily reading of the Law of One is important for me. If I do not do it, I get ill, I literally feel ill and reading the Law of One helps, or I get bad dreams or something. 

Two, one thing I have realised from not reading it. I figure it is some kind of protection. So I have the experience of not having that protection. I have realised the root of my more "negative" temptation. It is something that has turned up in life before. It is some sort of connection to wanting to be an ideological leader and engaging in politics. I think, my real route is music. Like I summarised in the last blog post. 

I have today, had insights into the most bizarre ideas. Leading on from subtle understandings of how our society functions and building off Law of One insights in building philosophies to oppose that. But I think that was negative, and feeling something was wrong I struggled to finding a more positive view of things today. Which leads in two directions. One is Christianity, and the other, after that, was the Law of One. So that is obviously something I can figure out. 

I had to meditate while writing this (before the day is over!) So all the insights into the Law of One that I wanted to say here, the specific sessions I have on other tabs here... Do not seem so important. In fact, talking about the Law of One seems quite similar to "creating my own philosophy". If I were to carry on talking about it. As it talks about things like justice. As it talks about good and evil, and agency in relation to that. As it talks about things like the red pill. What certain quotes might implicate. It seems obvious that taking from it, serves a function of hammering down real world implications from the quotes. A worldview. To create a philosophy. To communicate that to others. 

But it seems preferable to work on something more personal and intuitive, like music. The world is a big and confusing place. Values, human values, are important but, part of that confusion, music is... Not confusing.