Pearl, Stefan, guidance, the Law of One.

I want to discuss a little bit, the value of certain internet personalities work. I have mentioned before that I had been attempting to discern if I should stay away from certain thinkers due to dream interpretation (Pearl Davis or Stefan Molyneux).

Originally I made a post where I thought I should stay away from Stefan Molyneux, then I changed that to maybe the dream meant Pearl Davis. But I do not know that it is either of these people now. Where I am settling is to simply not be too involved in either of them, but to not stop going on them either.

Pearl Davis 

Firstly, Pearl Davis, Pearl actually sometimes comes out with extremely wise things. I talked before about her radical acceptance that she mentioned in a video covering Andrew Tate. In this video though, around the 40 minute mark and clarifying at the 45 minute mark. Pearl talks about how real life is a lot better way to interact with reality than 'studies'.

Youtube: Pearl Davis: Let's Catch Up. Dated December 6th 2025:

https://www.youtube.com/live/MBsTkb7WVac?si=-NrXIZOs7Rj6vaKW

It might sound like a really basic point, but it's something that clicked for me. It reminds me of this line in the Law of One, session 46:

Questioner: What is the plan for use of the catalyst of cancer?

Ra: I am Ra. The catalyst, and all catalyst, is designed to offer experience. This experience in your density may be loved and accepted or it may be controlled. These are the two paths. When neither path is chosen the catalyst fails in its design and the entity proceeds until catalyst strikes it which causes it to form a bias towards acceptance and love or separation and control. There is no lack of space/time in which this catalyst may work.

This relatively small line is quite powerful. In that it basically states that a positive entity is meant to accept literally everything in their life. All the mundaneity. It is a bit of a perspective shift. But it kind of states that what we have in our lives is relevant to us to engage with. That is our real lives. It means, to me, that things like statistics is not the point. Like Pearls video talked about. 

Stefan Molyneux 

Now I want to move onto Stefan Molyneux:

Before that, I just want to mention something. A few months ago in June I think, I stopped going on the llresearch forum. In my most recent absolutely last tussle with Pluto in gate 60.6 before it left for about 300 years or so. I decided I should go back to energy healing. 

When I do energy healing on myself I fall away from myself. I stop being passionate and doing music, I stop doing meditation. It also broke the commitment I had to stay away from that forum. 

I may stay posting there. It is not uniformly negative. But I do want to discuss one feature that is common in the spiritual communities.

I actually talked with Tom Humble a bit more and the conversation ended with what I thought was quite a good joke from him. 

But it is showing something I have heard talked about in a Stefan Molyneux podcast. I have seen  this a lot. I saw Adam Elenbass mention this recently. 

The thing about the Law of One is that although it submits to a whole lot of a kind of undefineable mysticism. Where a lot of it is given over to the law of Free Will and/ or, the mystery of the Creator.

But some of what they say is actually solid and real. Exercises to do or comments on emotions that can be applied and reflected on. It is not just all 'everything is one'. But sometimes there is some substance to it. 

In the world of morality, there are a lot of people that do not want anyone to have any commitment to any standards. To anything solid or real. Stefan talks about this in Podcast 5099: Moral Relativism is control:

2 minutes 55 seconds: So if somebody says to you, "well there's no such thing as objective value", well clearly they're trying to communicate a truth to you, they're saying that truth is preferable to error objectively. Because they're not saying it is my opinion, they're saying "there IS no such thing as objective value". Well why would you tell me that? Are you saying it is better for me to understand there is no such thing as anything better than the other? Again, none of it makes any sense it is all complete machiavellian power grabbing nonsense. 

Like, once you understand, human beings, we're functionally incapable of not comparing proposed actions to ideal standards. We cannot avoid doing that. If you understand that's the human mechanism. Then if someone can convince you there's no such thing as objective value, then the moment you start thinking of objective values, you will have this ideal standard called "Well there's no such thing as objective values", and you will nullify that within your own mind. 

We are objective speaking machines, we are ideal standard seeking machines, and people will constantly deploy that against you, in order to cripple you, in order to invalidate anything you might do to block their use of power over you.

Like what a lot of Stefan says there is a beauty to these lines. There is a whole lot more in the podcast segment that is only nine minutes. This is about one minute. Where he clarifies in more detail how viciously people are trying to gain power over others. 

This is where the passive aggressive response comes from in spiritual communities if anyone actually expresses and SAYS anything, then the tone policing comes out. When someone makes a passive aggressive comment you must not respond to that passive aggressive comment because you apparently don't know it is objectively what it clearly is. 

Do not commit to one meditation or one theory of how to making your life better. Even if it is in the Law of One, because we are all equal and none is above the other, so if you follow this theory and it makes you better, you are not better than others. If you just say 'everything is One' you are at the top of the pyramid anyway. Never commit to anything. 

Or some other poisonous crap.  

I could go on here and add more clarity. but the point of this is not really to add clarity to this particular point. Which is just a fact of life and so does not need that much emphasis. It is to explain how positive and powerful Stefans work is in explaining this. When I have had a particular bad time with people that have played passive aggressive games, it is time to go back and listen to some Stefan. 

Conclusion:

For me, in attempting to follow this guidance, I do not think it is the individuals themselves that are what I need to stay away from. It is over engagement in them. I used to go on every single Pearl livestream for a while until the moderator took a disliking to me and blocked me. I used to listen to a lot of Stefan Molyneux. I think that these bits of wisdom are incredibly useful to me. But I also think that there is a depth in them both I can't engage with. Stefans call ins are life changing for a lot of people, but for me, listening to them is kind of confusing and meaningless, the information can't be applied at the moment and Pearl has a whole lot that she wants to say. A whole career of explaining the emotional to's and fro's of this current world. Which is another depth that loses meaning for me after a while. 

I think for me it is best to take from these thinkers sparingly. So that's where I am sitting on that particular guidance.  

Reflections on Human Design in General and more on gate 41.

A video to inspire my blog today:

Youtube: Human Design with Denise Mathew: 2026 Starts here. The Huge Nodal Shift No One Is Talking About!:

https://youtu.be/TqEt4W3lhS0?si=zHUMNYQLEOR9oWXZ

It has struck me recently how utterly impossible it is for me to communicate a lot of human design insights I have, and some other generally mystical types of thoughts. 

The above is a very well edited video. It talks about something that is profound to me having worked very closely with human design and human design transits for a long time. But there is no way to really bring it down to earth. Neither is there with a lot of human design insights. 

I talked about the gate 41 in my last post. Pluto now arriving there and it being a kind of "reckoning" of sorts. I have seen a fair few news articles since then that fit into how that might express itself. But at a certain point, wading into the news world. I realise there is simply too much to bring to bear. I realise a lot of news, a lot of tweets, could be talking about this reckoning, and the case for it will simply become cluttered if I bring news articles in.  

But let's just say the way I see it is that a lot of the hard progressivism, the left wingism and the out of bounds feminism came in the Chiron Neptune conjunction in gate 30 in 2010. This was the moment a lot of women could have either looked at the world as it is and adjusted their expectations. OR, they could ignore that and become more narcissistic in a sense. Ordering the world to behave as they want without awareness of objective reality. Declaring everyone racist for not wanting to import the entire third world. Getting all the DEI jobs they can without thinking about how this effects men, and resultingly, their future choices in reference to relationships and marriage. And assuming infinite resources, and that anyone that talks against that to be 'not compassionate'. 

Many people went with the latter of those two choices. 

Now the bill comes due though. As Chiron and Neptune have continued through the zodiac. The results of those choices have developed. Had light thrown on them. Influenced narratives that have spread through youtube and the collective. 

Now the bill is coming due. Gate 41, where Pluto is now, is very much to do with 'objective reality'. It is where evolutionary psychology sits and the zoomers who had Uranus or Neptune there, (Pearl Davis and Nick Fuentes respectively). Are now feeding this into the collective.

Gate 41 will now be feeding into the lives of people that used the gate 30 well, in a positive way. But it will bring consequences down on those that didn't. That got conditioned into the negative gate 30's "Whatever I feel is true" narcissism. This is why we are seeing the end of DEI start to practically come to some companies. It is the reflection of the Trump administration moving a thousand individual chess pieces against the progressive zeitgeist. 

That was kind of a tangent! I actually wanted to speak a little about Nodes in gate 63-64 and the move into gate 37-40. I have not done that. But suffice to say. What I am trying to say. Is that this is extremely significant. I am practically emotionally preparing for it. But we will see how it goes. 

Pluto into the gate 41. Postmortem on the gate 60.

Wow, so I have done a few tasks that I have put off for years. Bank account stuff. One of these outgoing payments I had not cancelled for about a decade. I knew I should do it but I was just too stressed to. 

I feel the other side of that stress now. Exhilaration from sorting this issue out! 

I attribute this to Pluto finally going permanently into the gate 41, it has gone there at least once and retrograded back out. I realise this post is very self focused. It is hard to show how this effects other people. But to retain honesty, it is best I simply explain first my experience and how I think this related to the transit. Then move out to what the larger principle might be from there. 

Firstly, going back to the gate 60. This is my chart:

My chart, has my conscious Jupiter on gate 3. So when gate 60 hits my chart by transit it connects to that gate 3. I DO NOT have anything on the 41-30 electromagnetic channel. So even though, Pluto being a collective planet. The collective theme might effect me. It is not as serious of an effect on my chart. The difference is night and day.

I started a new job late 2021. Looking at the human design a few months later, thrust into a very difficult job. Think 9-5, all day working and always being pressured to work more even when you are working at top capacity. On top of this, I was very, very ill. But due to the invisible nature of my illness and the fact that it is considered to not be nearly as serious as it clearly is. I simply had no awareness of how bad the situation was. 

But this was the pattern I noticed with the gate 60:

First part of Pluto entering the gate 60 and retrograding out shortly after: My story to myself at this point was that I was a person that had had a bit of bad luck but now was the time to sort that out. Have a normal job. Money. Raise up in the world somehow. This was my story for most of my life. This was the basic not self position, the conditioning, of the gate 60.

In one of these gate 60 then retrograding out to gate 61 cycles. It was specifically and definitively punctuated in reference to work. Real life events.

In the second journey into and out of gate 60, my story was that my mental health had been the issue keeping me from a normal life. It was a deeper story than the first but not yet correct.

In the third, I had the insight it was my physical health that was the issue, and how actually bad that was. A huge veil was lifted from me as I realised that. 

My point here is that transiting Pluto was grinding down into the truth for me. Through the experience of limitation. Each direct motion was an experience. Each retrograde became a moment for introspection. Each following direct became a deeper understanding.

I then experienced long term grinding real world insight into my medical condition. Day after day at one point daily nausea. Until I had an insight that I am an extremely sensitive coeliac that can't even have oats that are not gluten free. It was a bit hazy when Pluto went into and back out of gate 41, although I do have thoughts based on that. Again, I had a course that ran only for the 6 weeks that Pluto first went into gate 41 in it's May 2024 entry. 

The last week, the last few days of Pluto in the gate 60.6 have finally finished this off for me I think. The numbers after the hexagrams are similar to chakras. So the 6th gate is that spiritual Indigo chakra like state. 

The insight I finally had which I think has lead to my massively increased happiness and productivity today was that, also in line with Neptunes transit. All that emotion and rage from the limitation and the desire to fight this in a sense with supernatural means. Energy healing. It was kind of the final acceptance that that is not possible. The emotional not intellectual realisation, and formulated in a positive way. At least that is the situation for me. As I learned where that desire to do energy healing is in my chart and had hopefully, my last fight with that desire. I solidified that NOT the energy healing route is the one to go. Meditation and music is my actual path. 

It is the acceptance that the gate 3, my conscious Jupiter. THIS kind of thing, this blog. My message. Is not mine to manipulate in a sense. I am interested in this information, and it is a temptation of mine to use it to solve my limitations. But the metaphysical information. The 'tools for mutation'. Are not that. They do not exist for that purpose .

As Pluto has gone into gate 41. The DAY. My attitude has changed. Not even for a reason I can put my finger on. I am just like: 'I want to do this, I want to find this product, I want to enjoy life'. Solving these long term anxieties has become less of an issue. 

What gate 60 means collectively, and what gate 61 meant before it. Is a LONG discussion. What gate 41 now means is also. But I do hope personally that the entire world will experience a shift in direction in the same manner. 

Making the same mistakes again.

Big insight for me. Firstly my chart:

I go to all these lengths to not reveal my age. Now I am just going to give a position where that will likely be known easily. But no one cares anyway if we are honest. 

My unconscious South Node is in gate 48. In the human design, the red lines are unconscious or the astrology of the body. Transits to the gate 48 have highlighted my medical condition intensely. Usually showing a breakthrough in some manner as of late. Last week, the Sun was in gate 9 and the earth was in gate 16, giving this hexagram more activity than normal. 

This time though, it also highlighted something else powerful. I had an insight into my health and that escalated into believing, yet again no matter how many times I have experienced the dysfunction and defeated said belief. That I should do energy healing. The "insight" came from positive health effects of massage. 

This time my insight was that the mechanism that I had previously used involved just visualising. But perhaps the difference is, the mechanism I should have used, is to actually lay hands on myself. So put hands on the areas I am intending to heal like I learnt when I did Reiki very briefly. 

It didn't work. As it has never worked. In fact. When I came out of this via meditation and music. Which is me, my baseline. I felt reconnected with 'god' in a way that I had become distinctly disconnected from since doing the energy healing.

Well that's not good! 

As part of this I also went back to the bring4th forum and Oh my god. The most exciting thing that can happen there is the day the tumbleweed came. Everyone took a picture of them and the tumble weed and consulted it for philosophical insight. 

It's powerful for me though that this set of compulsions lives within my body's south node. Placing things in that manner is extremely important.  

Session 32.1. Objectively useful? Just some thoughts.

I wrote on a blog previously I was happy, after a few months of feeling I had to have caffeine. That I had been able to disattach from it. Partly by using over the counter medication to replace it.

But, I have reached the end of that. Rather than take the over the counter stuff twice in a row that I feel would cause problems. I went back on chocolate. 

In line with session 32.1 of the Law of One. Which I thought of often. I have not been able to fall in line with it, and I do not know now, having gone through the experience of no caffeine. That it is accurately the best thing to do. Let me explain. 

The Session told Carla to come off any strongly effective chemicals because of some calculation to do with her being the Creator and not needing tools to feel that way. Not changing herself. 

For me, in my position. As relatively low class and not in a good position. No friends or anything. I am not sure it matters a great deal what my emotional views on things are. What seems to matter in my life, what matters to me emotionally. Is things that can technically be changed in the real world. 

Coming off chocolate. I imagined I would sleep better. Have more insightful dreams. That things would click into place. I did sleep better. But my efforts at things such as meditation and contemplation of the Law of One and Human Design are not bearing fruit. My dreams did not in fact change. My most recent attempts to interpret dreams have lead in no particular direction. Only to more confusion. I have not been having them more frequently than when I used to resent not having dreams, for the reason, or so I thought, that caffeine was disturbing my sleep. 

There is the tendency to think these things through. To have insights into the human design. But that seems to be as it may. I have created a youtube channel and talked about this kind of thing. It does not appear that my life is going to take off in that way. That I would become widely known as having a good perspective and my views and such would grow. 

This doesn't mean I have an issue with that really. It is a hobby. It is something that I enjoy getting insights in and maybe there is some grand plan where it will be relevant later. But I have to, in my life, as we all do I think; expend my energy in a direction that leads to some sort of improvement. The spiritual insights, as powerful and interesting as they are, are not doing that.  

Gym and music are that. The main areas that I feel will improve my life. Aside from obvious things like small tasks. Is the gym... Helping a variety of health issues. And music. Creating music. Having something solid that I have created and a skill I enjoy. And one that may potentially create social value. 

For the gym and music, chocolate is neither here not there. It does not effect those things either way. It may increase my music zeal but I doubt it. I imagine it will be the same whether on or off chocolate. 

I felt like I had to go back on chocolate for health reasons. And I could not come off wine due to communion. (Problems with non alcoholic and grape juice). But since I am doing those things now I am reflecting on whether staying off them was useful or not and so, if session 32.1. was something I experienced as objectively correct in my life. Also, I got none of the benefits of coming off that I thought I was getting, aside from a bit of improved sleep, and saving a bit of money. 

Just some thoughts!  

Higher vibration brings insights.

I wrote a blog a few days ago about how I was overdoing the Law of One. I deleted that post, as it was incorrect; and refining the idea in this blog. It is strange. There are things I want to say that are nothing to do with this and are more interesting I think. But the subconscious force motivating this blog wants me to clarify this concept. So here we go. 

The other day after deciding to stop reading the Law of One I fell into an absolute state of despair. The Law of One represents something powerful and good to me, and otherwordly. My life, my world, is not that interesting. It is very simple, mundane stuff. A lot of fuss around my medical condition and diet. No socialising/ friendships or romantic engagements. None at all. Not much money. Only enough to eat really.

To read the Law of One and the otherwordly feeling it has. The powerful insights it brings. Keeps me going. Keeps me motivated. Where I went wrong, is that I overly attached to that energy for comfort. Beyond insight, I was looking for comfort. Keeping the books right next to me all the time was a bit too far. Was a bit "maddening". It is better to read the books and put them back on the shelf. 

The Law of One and the higher vibrational energy that it brings gives me a tool for insight as well. Rather than seeking to stay in that high vibrational place. I now read the book for insight, put it away, and my energy floats back to where it should naturally be. Which is far LESS enlightened than the Law of One. But with that now in mind as a clear motivator. Now using the information, rather than the book itself, as the tool to get higher. 

This can work the other way too. Waking up in the morning I might be in a bad state. Resentful in some way perhaps. But reading the Law of One and that completely falls away and I get a genuinely inspiring higher thought. Makes me realise the difference between the two.

This is my insight this morning. Here is my chart:

Looking through various philosophers charts, as I have done in the past. I can see that people align their theories of life with their chart. Nietzsche talked about something like this. That the thoughts we have are motivated by some other thing within us and thus are not a part of free will. 

Something about how this chart interacts with the world and especially me being lower class in a sense. In one of the places I worked. They didn't like me. Not one bit. I was a very hard worker. I would say the hardest worker in the team I was in. I worked, without talking to others, with single minded focus, like a complete robot. From 9-5 or whatever my shift was.

I am also high IQ, so I learned quickly. I am pedantic and write lists to keep track of information. I have a creepily good memory often. So we would have a manager, and I would generally attempt to gain some sort of respect from this manager due to being able to do the job well. But then, that manager would move, we would have another and the process would start again. I realised I would never gain status. But I realised that my energy was kind of pushing to gain status in that way. That it was comfortable to do so. 

This is one of the big discussions in the Human Design. The function of the ego. 2/3rds of people have it undefined. These people are told to not try and prove themselves. That it is not self for them to do so. I have thoughts on this. But not for now. But, the other 1/3rd of people are in fact, here to prove themselves. 

I wonder if this is relevant to my situation. To my life. In that I am lower class in a sense. I suppose I come from a middle class family since my mother is a fairly skilled worker. But that this theme is relevant to my life because of this. Not only relevant, as with everyone with a defined ego possibly. But relevant in my expression of life with the 21-45?

This is Stefan Molyneux's chart. For him, his statement of happiness is "Reason, leads to virtue, leads to happiness". I have listened to a lot of his work. A lot of it has useable answers. 

I think a lot of why his work is relevant to me is that we both share the defined G- self and several hexagrams on there. So I think motivating me from a projected channel is a lot of the same kinds of ideas on virtue and morality and such. 

HOWEVER, I do have definitions that he does not have, that I theorise to be where answers are obvious and useable/ necessary to me, where they are not for Stefan. Or at least not expressed.

That is, the insight and clarity that got me out of my resentfulness this morning, was that relationships are transactional. I was thinking about all the people who have mistreated me in some fashion. I felt angry about it and couldn't get out of that. When I had read the Law of One however, I reframed it in a good way, a way that felt right, in accord with my chart. 

The way I reframed it was that yes, a lot of people had treated me badly; socially ostracised me or whatever. But this was mostly when I was in a worse place health wise and more 'nuts' in a sense. So I was not providing value, and relationships are a transaction. 

This immediately allowed me to feel fine about previous situations. 

The second we commit to a law though, we have to apply it to others. The mind Universalises everything, or it goes insane. So this means, if I am to absorb this lesson in good faith now. It will not be switched off in some future situation if I am the one with the greater power. People will have to provide value, and that's just the way it is. 

Pluto moving into gate 41 on December 5th.

A video for this blog:

Youtube, Denise Mathew: Pluto in Gate 41 (2025 to 2028): The Cycle Reset that Changes everything. 

https://youtu.be/6doxdgNAJaI?si=tG7N2LgvoVtrM49A

If you are following this blog you will know that I am going through a little bit of a crisis. Not able to marry my abstract/ metaphysical/ spiritual knowledge with my actual life. 

This subject is no different, although, unlike the Law of One. I plan to continue seeking understanding through the Human Design. Whereas I have found myself struggling a bit with the Law of One. 

For me, (and I have done multiple videos on this subject). Pluto's transit of gate 60 has been a big deal. It has lead me to powerful insights because it links with my conscious Jupiter in gate 3.4.

Gate 60 is the gate of limitation. Pluto talks about huge societal patterns including a lot of the darkness of humanity. Where it's survival threats lie. As Pluto entered into gate 60.1 and then retrograded out I observed patterns. Which I made videos about. Each time Pluto retrograded out and returned it deepened my understanding of the limitations in my life. At first it was just bad luck and bad coincidence. Then it was mental health. Then it was physical health etc. 

In this way I was able to map out the entire pattern of this hexagram. What it is like in lower trigram then upper trigram. Even these blogs are recognising a sense of limitation of the spiritual (us now being in line 6!) 

I talked in depth about when Pluto was to enter gate 41. It did so in April 2024 for about three weeks. Then again more recently. But at no point have I discovered really solid differences. It seems to correlate to job kind of issues for me. When Pluto is in gate 60 the limitations I experience are up front and centre. When Pluto was in gate 41 the story tended to be: OK, but since those limitations do exist. How can I improve things? Can I do a course? etc. 

The day Pluto retrograded into gate 60 I moved to a new job advisor who wanted me to apply to work in a prison. It was very specifically metaphorical. Of note also is that Pluto is now moving out of Gate 60 permanently. Before it was in gate 41 for a while and returned to gate 60.6 for only a few months. An annoying pattern. 

But, like all things in this area, it is extremely shaded in mystery. I have done quite a bit on what might happen and why with Pluto in the gate 41. Which I will not repeat here. But suffice to say. With Pluto in gate 60 the incredible feeling of stuckness we are experiencing is kind of justified. Roll on December 5th 2025, and things might start to slowly break loose from that date.